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Episode 210

Spit A Eight

Joe Budden Podcast Episode 210, “Spit A Eight,” released January 7, 2019. On this episode, Joe, Rory and Mal discuss Lifetime's "Surviving R. Kelly" docu-series. They also discuss Usher's new hair style, Kevin Hart and Ellen, Chris Brown's new single, and Ebro's new title at Apple. Full transcript and searchable timestamps below.

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    all right my my my my my my

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    [Music]

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    letting every rock flow a little bit

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    letting every rock salutation

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    as they by filling out the a by feeling

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    good feeling good feeling good miss my

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    guys miss the crew a little bit yummy we

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    here tow

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    [Music]

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    it Rory made this dark ass on time under

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    sunshine

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    wait I did a Roy Roy Roy okay man

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    roar are you getting too much credit for

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    [ __ ] Rory I was making sure you said Roy

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    and that mean yeah this don't sound like

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    what you'd leave the studio with no

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    sound like yeah there's no deal of drums

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    yeah I could throw some diligence you

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    would make some a lot faster than this

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    and

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    you guys take my sleeper pick says like

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    that's law for what I like it's only

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    been three years

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    fit me into a mold I gotta keep the

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    people what they want

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    people be disrespected mostly benegas it

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    meet em huh you've had the word sleeper

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    for three years

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    go another route

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    yeah on a sleeper pick you know you like

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    play like some Street wrap or something

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    you gotta like make a whole 180 I know

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    what's going on in street rap you gotta

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    make a change well my lifestyle changed

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    my music selections changed did they I

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    don't listen to [ __ ]

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    things that are noisy like that make

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    that cause too much chaos while my brain

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    is trying to think you know you're

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    becoming a white person that's crazy I

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    need like nice young

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    music people know that Joe has been

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    white for my fan base while I was

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    rapping was all white that is true

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    actually

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    [Music]

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    she's got to keep a couple now the

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    mixtape Joe I think had the street saw

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    that was women

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    [Music]

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    [Laughter]

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    microphone check one two what is this

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    welcome to the Joe Budden podcast

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    episode 209 or 210 210 episode 210 of

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    the Joe Budden podcast I am your host

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    Joe button here with a few of my nearest

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    and dearest friends Mallis here parks is

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    here Rory is here Erikson is here Savon

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    is here I want to say salutations to

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    everybody out there happy Saturday I

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    want to shout out to our Spotify our

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    listenership our YouTube viewership our

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    unemployed employed listenership to

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    college kids salute to y'all to gang

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    members Zulu wasn't what's poppin

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    let's see well the hedge fund [ __ ]

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    what's going on with y'all

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    y'all y'all main cold fans we here

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    [Laughter]

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    that's that's about it feeling good

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    feeling great how's my gang doing Gang

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    Gang Gang no your friends are doing i

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    rambling flannel sleeves just asleep let

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    me just get into

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    good get off his dick

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    good actually have the matching pants

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    too just didn't wear them to glee just

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    from the knee down well it's a mixture

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    of the flannel in there and the claws I

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    was wondering where the flannel fell in

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    there I you took your head off but it

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    looked like you were taking a lighter to

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    your hat and bringing sticks in it no it

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    didn't it did they did ever mastic so

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    that was the look it was the burnt look

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    yeah it was the I just got out of a

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    house fire look and I was the one that

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    did it

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    no no ma'am would you put that has fire

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    it's fired no no literally it's it's a

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    fire happy it's a [ __ ] spy

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    hardy-har-har Rory you guys get any more

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    jokes y'all want to get off because it's

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    a lot to unpack a lot to get into I

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    couldn't wait to see you guys

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    couldn't wait to get here yes I'm very

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    much I was really happy that I had a

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    voice

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    really happy that I had a platform to be

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    able to discuss to discuss some of these

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    things that I've been seeing

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    where do you want to begin

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    yuck did you guys catch these alright

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    let's get right into this let's get

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    right into it uh

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    you know I was in the house board I've

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    been being a total loser since New

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    Year's support year

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    this year farts okay I've been being a

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    total loser since this year New Year's

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    um I've been in the crib been like

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    family time all that [ __ ] so

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    Thursday came

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    it was like five o'clock and I didn't

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    have none to watch so thirsty me you

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    know when it's like a TV event to come

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    on get the planning in your head

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    [Applause]

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    whether the supermarket both went up to

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    chips out

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    Sam was really excited to watch this too

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    so yeah

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    I was excited because now we can watch a

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    TV show where we can [ __ ] on men cuz

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    usually wouldn't say and when I watch TV

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    I should sit there and try to [ __ ] on

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    whatever woman character is on the TV is

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    that the best like watching her rom-com

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    so here's the thing she knew I was

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    cornered on this one cuz she knew I

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    wasn't gonna support nasty-ass r.kelly

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    so I just had to sit there Indian style

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    and be like yeah man men are bad

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    so I got all the chips

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    then went home and I cut on lifetime

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    early like a loser and sure enough what

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    was on bright and early

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    Toni Braxton story oh no you were before

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    me no before you caught the alien you

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    don't hear me saying I'm a loser I was

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    on it like 4 o'clock I was waiting

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    already the Sun was out by naked

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    barefoot I was naked and beer for them

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    shits

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    toni braxton

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    ain't naked eating chips watchin spare

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    foot - watching the barefoot I

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    never saw me so this one was like from

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    2014 ok and then the allele one was next

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    and I didn't see that because we was on

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    solving that here I remember I remember

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    everybody watching it and that's being

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    on tour so that aired and then I was

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    really in heaven I was like oh this is

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    awesome so I started and I watched that

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    so you want you caught the Lea uh doctor

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    yes which was my second time seeing it

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    was a reminder cuz I did catch it the

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    first time we came or

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    let's start there I missed it at that

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    Lea won

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    my first door was boy lifetime's messy

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    which is what you tweeted yeah which was

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    bad timing no explain yourselves but

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    slow down

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    it aired and I thought to myself

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    boy lifetimes messy

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    Angelina I didn't tweet it I just chill

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    I thought they was messy because damn

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    why would you add or a little [ __ ] right

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    before the r.kelly [ __ ] like let's have

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    a little bit of respect like divided or

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    something like split it up but I didn't

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    tweet that it was until the end of the

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    Ilia [ __ ] with the day - part well like

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    all right wait a minute

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    wait

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    wasn't feeling the documentary no

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    fed through me for a total loop I just

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    want to know who the other days I gotta

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    be careful any other Timberland options

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    I thought you know time to see us I

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    thought it was one [ __ ] plan everybody

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    in

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    what they doing I gotta keep up here

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    just like a Broadway show laters the one

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    minute

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    [Laughter]

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    change

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    who on earth would think that Dame Dash

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    is supposed to be in Antalya a

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    biopic biopic I was off I'm off oh yeah

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    you would have to be of course he

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    doesn't

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    if you're adding all those other

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    characters in it you have to put Damon

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    there that's what she was dating before

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    she passed away so he would have to be

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    somewhere in the story before we get

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    there Joe I want to know did you see

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    when Dame got introduced two small kids

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    knocked over the vase and then Dame

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    flipped out they was like two young raka

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    fewer kids which one of those two do you

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    think was more

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    [Laughter]

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    he said and he said afterwards he's like

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    nah that's my family they just need to

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    know and I said alright my point is

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    that's true did the kids say that's

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    crazy he did well he said damn I gotta

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    walk back that's crazy fathers and all

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    the Rockefeller movies actually model

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    planes laid this man

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    he's gonna do a Netflix playlist with

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    listen I didn't think the Dame would

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    would be included in that I don't know

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    why I don't know why I be honest with

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    you I don't know why and I got to be

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    careful as somebody who was like around

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    for some of this stuff like when they

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    start making movies about it that's I

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    know it's over for me man um I was just

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    shocked to see him I was just shocked to

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    see him and then it brought me back to

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    when

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    she passed and and just some things that

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    I won't talk about but Damon was real

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    [ __ ] they just brought me back to a lot

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    I was like

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    lifetime's messy now I was just trying

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    to figure out how they were able to put

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    certain

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    characters in this like did they have

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    James approval like how are they able to

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    say names I don't know how are they able

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    to do some of the stuff if you notice

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    there was no and Lia music in it like

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    when she was performing she was doing

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    covers of other records that she

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    probably never did in real life and

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    Noel's records not to cut you off uh

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    because I understand TV a little bit and

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    the ruled they even played with the

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    tempo of the color fires of all the

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    covers it was real fast and real slow

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    and it was choppy than it was and I said

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    okay they couldn't play the music all

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    right I understand what they're doing

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    they did a good job for not being it not

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    having music but I know Tim I remember

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    Tim Berlin and Missy being super against

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    it and vocally when it was coming out

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    tweeting like don't watch that [ __ ] [ __ ]

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    out a we had nothing to do with this and

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    they still use their names freely

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    to clear names I mean I'm sure there's

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    some likeness thing in there that you

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    have to think of I don't know listen I'm

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    positive that because I wasn't one who

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    have to clear names I was wondering that

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    as well with uh

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    with the the our Kelly story because

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    they used his name they used his

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    pictures that uses they use this date

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    they used everything so I I would like

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    more information on the fair usage claim

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    of other people's name and likeness and

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    rights and well music-wise I know Sony

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    owns his catalog I know he's not a sole

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    owner of that so and the Saudis must

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    have been like I forgot it yeah take it

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    and some of the interviews that they

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    showed he's not he's not he doesn't know

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    them know the companies on him so if

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    you're trying to use you just reach out

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    to the company's right

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    I'm just talk about the name no I don't

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    and it's not like they I could go make a

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    movie right now about you and not have

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    to clear your name and you would imagine

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    by this point he own you are Kelly yeah

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    I think you have to clear names cuz even

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    you know paid in full they didn't use

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    the real names they use name similar to

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    the real names so I think I think the

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    arguing over will point is neither here

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    nor there when are Kelly came out came

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    out the day of and said hey

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    we're threatening to sue lifetime of

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    like I think they got this t's crossed

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    in their eyes dot it yeah I don't think

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    I think I don't think that threat is

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    gonna work and it didn't it aired and

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    one minute n I was in tears

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    yeah eight nine oh one which I always

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    feel a way about because sin is so much

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    tougher than then I when it comes to

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    watching things I'm always the crier

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    and I knew that this would be heavy but

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    with the music I paid a lot of attention

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    to a lot of things in this year the

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    background music with the confessionals

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    with the the teasers that they had

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    chopped up they did a really good job I

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    want to I want to salute to dream

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    Hampton I want to shoot it salute to

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    everybody who was actually involved in

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    the creation of this dreaming because

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    from oh yeah let me at the applause and

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    I was a dream Hampton because from a

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    from a production standpoint

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    this was done really well

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    this was done really well at 8:01 I was

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    crying because

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    that's what I'm gonna do and and done

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    with care I don't know if you know if

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    that's the correct word but she was very

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    delicate with everything that she did

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    cuz you're dealing with people that have

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    been through a lot of pain and you're

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    still trying to put together something

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    that will be entertaining for people

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    that's a really difficult thing to do

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    how do I make someone's pain be

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    something worth watching and dream was

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    very delicate with that and also very

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    cognizant on how we would receive it I

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    don't know if that I mean if that was

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    the point great I don't know the point

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    was to entertain us that's how great

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    this [ __ ] was maybe entertains not the

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    right word but to properly I know chow

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    someone else's pain is a hard thing to

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    grasp on a camera and edit it and really

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    put it out to the world hugger it's

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    difficult so maybe entertain isn't the

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    right word you're probably correct there

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    but just to put it out to the masses on

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    people coloring is not to to to educate

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    alert alarm I know what you're saying I

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    know not entertain and it's the wrong

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    word to get I think it's the right word

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    what's wrong to get into rest to get

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    this to resonate yeah to get this to

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    really hit home it had to be done a

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    certain way and

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    yeah when I'm crying at 8:01 you know

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    when you hear when you hear the

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    testimonies of all of these these

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    strong black women

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    like when you come on with all these

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    really fast edits I

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    what do you have to be so less domestic

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    you'd have to almost not have a heart to

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    not feel this [ __ ] so I'm crying from

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    the rip and I'm watching and though I

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    though I remember this this ever in this

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    time and a lot of this [ __ ] to see

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    somebody put it all together

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    that was that was pretty nice that was

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    pretty nice so as I'm watching I'm

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    looking at all the different people that

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    pop up and I'm saying to myself oh [ __ ]

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    oh they got the brother but I got the

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    other brother he went to jail oh [ __ ]

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    they got Sparkle oh she did got the

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    ex-wife oh [ __ ] they found this girl oh

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    they wouldn't got this girl okay they

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    got the nice they got whoever they had

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    to get them or no probably it was a

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    mouse but enough it was enough for sure

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    yeah it was enough yeah whoever was

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    struggling struggling with believing

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    some of this stuff they had enough there

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    to eliminate that yeah

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    at every turn it was a new face with a

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    new very compelling [ __ ] store the

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    producer guy yeah I really felt the

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    producer guy I did sometimes - what

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    didn't you feel about her you talked

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    about going to the studio seen a bunch

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    of underage girls and there was a couple

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    parts where you seemed a little bit know

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    every single person that was attached to

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    our Kelly and his entire career is

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    disgusting and nasty I agree disgusting

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    he was pretty good but there's a couple

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    it's like

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    I don't care I don't care 20 years later

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    of your intentions it was like you know

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    the tour manager dude [ __ ] outta you're

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    disgusting and I'm not sure if we wanted

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    to get there that quickly yeah well

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    let's let's have some of these come

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    let's start having them and I'm ready to

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    fight what y'all a little bit

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    cuz I'm now here to judge I'm only going

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    to judge are Kelly

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    judging any dope that was around at that

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    time around are Kelly witness these

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    things happening for sure into your

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    point of all the people that thing yeah

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    why not let's start the let's start the

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    let's start why are we in such a judgy

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    [ __ ] era it's not it's not about being

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    in a judgy era but when you have Joe if

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    I came to your house you had some young

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    looking women there I would pull you

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    aside Joe what the [ __ ] are you doing

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    know you would anticipate five mil a

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    year off for me I don't know that you

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    would I would know but that's the

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    problem okay but that's great to DES you

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    and that's great to DES more

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    clearly we live in a capitalist country

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    yeah but that's the but that's not but I

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    agree with you but let's not but let's

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    not ignore that part in this a lot of

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    people were complicit but a lot of

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    people were being paid mm-hmm I don't

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    know if they were being paid to be

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    complicit I'll take a further [ __ ] the

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    money I think they were participating I

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    don't I mean it's all I'm going I think

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    they were participating theirs off for

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    me to implicate somebody oh yeah he was

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    doing but I do understand what you see

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    yeah I don't disagree but like when you

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    it's hard to accuse someone of that but

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    I it's very possible I can talk about

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    when being on tour and you guys can too

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    and when you're pulling chicks and all

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    of us here pull women of age you and

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    your friends are participate it's a

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    participation in our post I don't know

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    what you're doing now we didn't know how

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    they fare okay I'm fine but when you're

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    doing that on tour and your friends are

  • 19:04

    pulling girls and you're all bringing

  • 19:06

    girls to hotels or studios whatever it

  • 19:08

    is everyone in that room maybe not

  • 19:11

    sexually is participating in the room

  • 19:13

    you're talking to the women you're

  • 19:16

    joking with them there's some type of

  • 19:18

    communication there's no way these guys

  • 19:20

    pulled seven little girls into the

  • 19:23

    studio and then just stood there while

  • 19:24

    our case gets messy because I could

  • 19:26

    argue that that and tight the entire

  • 19:27

    culture they've Rory just described is

  • 19:30

    toxic behavior OD but yeah like then why

  • 19:33

    why are we using that as a point of

  • 19:35

    reference because women because women

  • 19:36

    are of age and there's consent

  • 19:39

    see that's what I'm not gonna do I'm not

  • 19:42

    doing that so let me separate myself

  • 19:44

    from anybody that's toxic it's a toxic

  • 19:47

    culture that that we that that only if

  • 19:50

    people have reinforced throughout the

  • 19:52

    years I'm not using that and I'm saying

  • 19:54

    here so let me shut up no that's why I

  • 19:57

    do think that culture of being on tour

  • 19:59

    and grabbing women in that is definitely

  • 20:01

    not the most healthy way to live I

  • 20:03

    totally agree it's time let's call a

  • 20:05

    spade a spade okay now we're talking

  • 20:08

    spades and hearts when there's teenage

  • 20:11

    women and you're 28 years old well

  • 20:14

    that's why that's why we're talking

  • 20:16

    about what's about apples and bowling

  • 20:17

    balls at this point yeah like that's not

  • 20:19

    the same thing yeah you can call it

  • 20:20

    toxic I'm not mad at you for calling it

  • 20:22

    toxic see I don't subscribe to that way

  • 20:24

    of life anymore either but it's not

  • 20:26

    underage women

  • 20:28

    it's different okay there's a lock down

  • 20:30

    back here there's a lot there's a lot

  • 20:32

    done back here

  • 20:36

    let me start at let me start at and when

  • 20:39

    I'm watching the film

  • 20:42

    the first part that that I was taken

  • 20:46

    aback by I was taken aback by all of it

  • 20:48

    and no let me start with making my

  • 20:51

    stance clear

  • 20:53

    because I was reading a lot last night

  • 20:56

    and a lot of people were voicing and

  • 20:58

    writing their opinions and in this and

  • 21:02

    this time it's very easy to be

  • 21:05

    misconstrued or for your point to not

  • 21:09

    get across

  • 21:10

    because there's a lot of subtext going

  • 21:13

    on and a lot of underlying connotation

  • 21:16

    happening and what people are saying out

  • 21:18

    there so

  • 21:21

    let me just be clear

  • 21:24

    we're gonna unpack a lot of this [ __ ] I

  • 21:27

    don't [ __ ] with our Kelly at all at all

  • 21:29

    I don't [ __ ] with him I don't [ __ ] with

  • 21:32

    none of the allegations I don't [ __ ]

  • 21:34

    with none of the [ __ ] that I believe him

  • 21:36

    to have done I don't [ __ ] with the

  • 21:38

    predator predatory behavior I don't I

  • 21:40

    don't [ __ ] with none of it I've canceled

  • 21:43

    our Kelly quite some time ago long

  • 21:46

    before this canceled coke culture it's

  • 21:48

    come about yeah but that's me

  • 21:51

    story time briefly its

  • 21:55

    2004

  • 21:57

    maybe five and somebody that shall

  • 22:01

    remain anonymous I'm having a

  • 22:02

    conversation with this person and this

  • 22:05

    is whenever time this was this is when

  • 22:07

    that whole our Kelly and jay-z tour

  • 22:09

    debacle was going and

  • 22:12

    this person was sharing a story with

  • 22:15

    with me

  • 22:16

    this was a young woman in the business

  • 22:21

    someone who professionally had to see

  • 22:24

    our Kelly at least maybe two three four

  • 22:26

    five times a year uh and she starts

  • 22:29

    telling me a story about how she had to

  • 22:31

    go and see our Kelly for some

  • 22:33

    work-related [ __ ]

  • 22:34

    and she went to the studio

  • 22:38

    where it's weird because why is there

  • 22:41

    bedroom in the studio that was a little

  • 22:42

    weird yeah ah sudden she pulled her in

  • 22:46

    the room so they could talk about this

  • 22:47

    right well not just top a bedroom in the

  • 22:49

    studio isn't the weird thing because

  • 22:51

    many studios would have that wool artist

  • 22:54

    gets hired and went to sleep but the

  • 22:56

    fact that he had young girls in multiple

  • 22:59

    rooms in this studio is weird but having

  • 23:02

    a bedroom in the studio is not weird

  • 23:04

    ladies in the booth maybe it's a little

  • 23:06

    a

  • 23:09

    lot of studios

  • 23:12

    in except for cases where like we have

  • 23:15

    here where this better is the house

  • 23:17

    that's normal well that owned their

  • 23:20

    studios are different than people like

  • 23:21

    rented out students

  • 23:23

    we need to argue about this there are

  • 23:25

    some studios mall where you absolutely

  • 23:28

    correct this bill it's built that way

  • 23:30

    you go to sleep all that [ __ ] yeah

  • 23:32

    resort type show that's not a normalcy

  • 23:36

    yeah throughout studio obviously not

  • 23:38

    been there like a twenty billion studios

  • 23:41

    there's only been about maybe ten or

  • 23:44

    fifteen with bed and they were resorts

  • 23:47

    or someone's house but when you've seen

  • 23:49

    it it wasn't weird to you that if

  • 23:50

    everyone was in a studio that wasn't

  • 23:52

    weird is what I'm saying that's not a

  • 23:53

    weird thing to have in a studio I've

  • 23:55

    been - I've been to a CRC and right it

  • 23:59

    was not very track I forgot the UH

  • 24:00

    Chicago recording company no that's the

  • 24:02

    CRC the other one I forgot what it was

  • 24:04

    called in Chicago I worked at both of

  • 24:05

    those studios but and they did not have

  • 24:07

    beds but how this was described though

  • 24:09

    if a studio had a bed cool this was kind

  • 24:13

    of described like a makeshift bedroom

  • 24:15

    like like he made the bedroom if they

  • 24:17

    made a better they made a bedroom in

  • 24:19

    there but cool that's not a freaky part

  • 24:20

    so they go in the back they started

  • 24:22

    talking about this record and the young

  • 24:24

    lady tells me that made conversation are

  • 24:27

    Kelly pulls his dick out and starts

  • 24:29

    beating off

  • 24:30

    this is your lion she there no

  • 24:35

    and I said well you know she could spot

  • 24:38

    my face of concern and confusion

  • 24:41

    she's like if you ever utter a [ __ ]

  • 24:44

    word oh they don't you [ __ ] dare I'll

  • 24:46

    lose my job I'll give it like so I just

  • 24:49

    want I'm saying that because

  • 24:51

    great today we all are looking at that

  • 24:53

    did this dock in and we feel in a

  • 24:55

    certain way but back then

  • 24:57

    nobody wanted to want it - they just

  • 25:01

    didn't really want to broach this why

  • 25:05

    because that's how powerful our Kelly

  • 25:07

    was last decade

  • 25:09

    last decade decade ago like we talked

  • 25:13

    about we talked about and that's why

  • 25:15

    it's hard for me to escape that this is

  • 25:17

    just some real capitalist [ __ ] because

  • 25:20

    somebody does that gifted sick but that

  • 25:24

    gifted you know you know what I say on

  • 25:26

    this pocket one hit song feed a million

  • 25:28

    families so somebody who just seems to

  • 25:31

    seamlessly crank them out I

  • 25:34

    could imagine what that person is value

  • 25:37

    is to a plethora of different places

  • 25:41

    mm-hmm the person I was talking to

  • 25:44

    didn't work for a label didn't work for

  • 25:48

    the music business wasn't a man it

  • 25:50

    wasn't on that side of things mmm still

  • 25:52

    still was threatened by just his power

  • 25:56

    and presence

  • 25:58

    well anyway I only bring their stories

  • 26:00

    bring that story up to say I've

  • 26:02

    cancelled our Kelly from back then like

  • 26:05

    when you hear when you hear some of the

  • 26:07

    things the the rumors and all the [ __ ]

  • 26:09

    and then you speak to some people that

  • 26:11

    actually you don't have like [ __ ] know

  • 26:14

    what time it is but also I mean that's

  • 26:17

    which would the meet some movement in

  • 26:19

    the actual me to movement that we all

  • 26:21

    respect that's their beef like men using

  • 26:24

    their power that exact fear like he can

  • 26:27

    beat off in front of me and I can't say

  • 26:28

    nothing because the fear of losing my

  • 26:31

    job like that's the issue to be good

  • 26:34

    [ __ ] the underage [ __ ] at this point

  • 26:35

    that itself right there is the issue

  • 26:38

    with the me to move it one I went just

  • 26:41

    being terrified like men in power I

  • 26:44

    can't you can do whatever the [ __ ] you

  • 26:45

    want and I'm trying to feed my family

  • 26:47

    like that's the [ __ ] up thing I

  • 26:49

    understand and I don't think I think our

  • 26:51

    Kelly's problem is is way bigger but I

  • 26:54

    think a lot of men

  • 26:55

    do that with of age women abuse their

  • 26:59

    power for sure it's clear

  • 27:03

    I'm saying more in the music industry in

  • 27:05

    which which I said on this podcast which

  • 27:06

    the UH I forgot her name who said on the

  • 27:10

    UM on the documentary that why it hasn't

  • 27:12

    really gotten into music unfortunately

  • 27:14

    because it's been black women and it's

  • 27:16

    going in Hollywood because it's been

  • 27:17

    white women mmm and this is the first

  • 27:19

    time that doors are opening to like you

  • 27:22

    which is sick that it had to take a

  • 27:24

    nasty-ass pedophile to finally have

  • 27:28

    people hear out what's actually

  • 27:30

    happening in the music industry because

  • 27:31

    it's not just what pedophile [ __ ] it's

  • 27:34

    we've grown women and grown men for sure

  • 27:36

    that are doing this nasty studio [ __ ]

  • 27:38

    first of all Kelly is not the first

  • 27:39

    studio guy that yo come through to the

  • 27:41

    studio I

  • 27:42

    have seen so many yo I'm bringing my

  • 27:45

    homegirl through here she could sing the

  • 27:46

    core of course she can no she

  • 27:51

    they could never sing the bridge

  • 27:53

    whatever you are writing in your head

  • 27:55

    this sounds great when they get there

  • 27:57

    they go from there gonna ruin it yeah

  • 27:59

    might even let him lay it down they

  • 28:02

    might even put the course now I want to

  • 28:03

    make the record I want to slow us down

  • 28:06

    again there's a lot to get to

  • 28:08

    the first thing that I went to when I

  • 28:11

    was watching this movie wasn't abuse

  • 28:13

    abuse toward women

  • 28:16

    well no that was the first thing because

  • 28:18

    that's the purpose of mothers

  • 28:21

    but when the brother came on rather

  • 28:24

    early and told his and gave his

  • 28:26

    testimony about the younger the younger

  • 28:28

    one the younger brother yeah and gave

  • 28:31

    his testimony of

  • 28:33

    the child abuse from a family member

  • 28:39

    on talked about are Kelly's abuse from a

  • 28:43

    family member talked about him going to

  • 28:46

    are Kelly

  • 28:48

    to talk to him about the abuse from a

  • 28:51

    family member the response he got from

  • 28:53

    our Kelly I

  • 28:55

    pause for quite a quite a bit on this

  • 28:58

    part right here did anybody else yeah

  • 29:04

    one because I've had enough I've had

  • 29:08

    enough therapy to know it's oh that's

  • 29:11

    sick anytime you're dealing with child

  • 29:12

    abuse it's nasty

  • 29:15

    children children look to adults to to

  • 29:19

    teach them to mold them to take care of

  • 29:22

    them to nurture them protect to protect

  • 29:24

    them safe just safety so

  • 29:28

    so when you when you to learn from them

  • 29:31

    is actually one of the more important

  • 29:33

    parts I thought that it's truly by

  • 29:36

    example this is the example of what you

  • 29:37

    see I've gotten that from a million

  • 29:39

    different therapist

  • 29:42

    so when so when the abuse happens from a

  • 29:46

    grown-up and when that grown-up is your

  • 29:49

    family member oh

  • 29:52

    man

  • 29:55

    it's just a different type of trauma

  • 29:59

    so I paused there even even with all

  • 30:03

    this horrific [ __ ] that this [ __ ] was

  • 30:05

    was doing all this evil that he was out

  • 30:08

    there acting and flipping on the world I

  • 30:09

    paused there because

  • 30:12

    that's a really huge that that's the

  • 30:15

    taboo part like Flicka will get to the

  • 30:18

    women that are abused

  • 30:20

    but it's mostly because men be abused

  • 30:24

    this plenty of men men men who have been

  • 30:31

    molested

  • 30:33

    sexually abused

  • 30:36

    raped touched

  • 30:39

    fondled by

  • 30:41

    someone that they know that that is a

  • 30:45

    common thing if you look at a lot of

  • 30:47

    cases of mass murderers or rapists it's

  • 30:50

    usually a common theme that the

  • 30:53

    person inflicting these somewhere along

  • 30:55

    trust abuse happen I'll make it even

  • 30:58

    broader I would say 95% of the men I

  • 31:01

    know lost their virginity to a much

  • 31:04

    older woman but but but you know

  • 31:08

    you understand I do understand what

  • 31:11

    you're saying but let's not get lost I

  • 31:12

    do know a lot of men that have been

  • 31:14

    abused that never abuse absolutely they

  • 31:18

    never turn and abuse and I'm glad you

  • 31:20

    made that clear I'm not I'm not

  • 31:22

    intermingling everything I

  • 31:24

    know I'm just I'm just making that clear

  • 31:26

    for the viewership I'm just giving my

  • 31:28

    that my step by step that one it took me

  • 31:32

    as it took me a second it took me a

  • 31:34

    second there hmm like that that that

  • 31:38

    just hit me no I definitely feel like

  • 31:40

    you you know are Kelly being abused as a

  • 31:43

    kid I definitely feel like that affected

  • 31:45

    him and has something to do with his

  • 31:47

    actions as an adult it doesn't excuse

  • 31:49

    what he's done really haven't know yeah

  • 31:51

    100 ever excuse an ocular Kelly right

  • 31:54

    when this type of stuff happens I speak

  • 31:57

    for me like

  • 31:59

    men don't share these things but never

  • 32:03

    like I talked on this podcast all the

  • 32:05

    time bye bye [ __ ] don't really talk to

  • 32:07

    [ __ ] men are not coming up to other

  • 32:09

    men sharing about the the molestation or

  • 32:12

    the abuse that if that's happened to

  • 32:14

    them early on especial if it comes from

  • 32:17

    a woman for what it's worth you know for

  • 32:20

    a young man that's almost like a

  • 32:21

    bragging right you know what that

  • 32:23

    society makes us feel like that should

  • 32:25

    be a bragging right now that you bring

  • 32:26

    that up I remember one time we was at

  • 32:29

    the crib Joe and I think we was playing

  • 32:31

    truth the truth and a girl asked me had

  • 32:33

    I ever been molested and I looked at her

  • 32:36

    like she was crazy I was like no like

  • 32:38

    the [ __ ] question is that but I had

  • 32:42

    to take a minute and think about it like

  • 32:45

    oh but there are men that have been

  • 32:46

    molested but to me the idea was so

  • 32:49

    foreign because I'm like hell no well

  • 32:51

    let's stop there that's why I say it's a

  • 32:52

    lot to unpack here let's stop right

  • 32:55

    there for men how a lot of men correlate

  • 32:59

    this in our minds not our cuz I'm not

  • 33:02

    one of those people

  • 33:03

    it's with men and men that

  • 33:06

    that's my when I was a kid molestation

  • 33:09

    as a man meant another man touched you

  • 33:11

    what that meant to me [ __ ] don't speak

  • 33:15

    about the woman to man incidence yeah as

  • 33:19

    molestation let's let's stay on truth

  • 33:21

    the truth

  • 33:23

    also back then we was playing true for

  • 33:26

    true for one on [ __ ] he shall remain

  • 33:28

    anonymous that says true for true he

  • 33:29

    start talking about how his babysitter

  • 33:31

    took his virginity mm-hmm I said oh you

  • 33:33

    was raped yeah I wasn't joking

  • 33:38

    get the [ __ ] out here [ __ ] now we had a

  • 33:41

    blast I don't know that hey say what you

  • 33:44

    want right that's rape correct uh I saw

  • 33:49

    a clip floating around of cuz they

  • 33:51

    pulled out all the clips now it's clips

  • 33:54

    everybody and everything that everybody

  • 33:55

    did said it's out there yeah it's clip

  • 33:58

    floating around a Wayne talking about

  • 34:00

    him losing his virginity at eleven years

  • 34:02

    old and I remember baby talking about

  • 34:04

    that before I even Zack which is exactly

  • 34:06

    how I hear men discussed that that our

  • 34:11

    circumstance correct I never hear it a

  • 34:13

    different way correct I never hear it on

  • 34:15

    the vulnerable side of things of things

  • 34:17

    that happen so now so now I'll even say

  • 34:20

    when Wayne said that oh I think we stole

  • 34:22

    a little twist when he was like oh you

  • 34:24

    fitzy and I was already had my kid at

  • 34:26

    that time I hung out around a lot of

  • 34:28

    older people when I was growing up I

  • 34:29

    lost my a14 I don't think it was cuz I

  • 34:33

    was really trying to [ __ ] mm-hmm I

  • 34:35

    thought they [ __ ] right I should be

  • 34:38

    doing this granted she was 15 it wasn't

  • 34:41

    like it was some other [ __ ] but yeah I

  • 34:44

    wasn't like yo I was had to [ __ ] right

  • 34:47

    was pride doing what I thought the

  • 34:49

    neighborhood wanted me to do yeah when I

  • 34:51

    was 14 years I watching me [ __ ] right

  • 34:54

    I

  • 34:54

    can't figure out how jig even [ __ ] me at

  • 34:57

    14 know

  • 35:03

    nobody's dumb Oh sewing yes so [ __ ]

  • 35:05

    won't none that's all my lambs are men

  • 35:07

    men men getting abused by men and then

  • 35:11

    men don't discuss that so Minj is going

  • 35:13

    and lived their lives out on the [ __ ]

  • 35:15

    earth and

  • 35:17

    like you got to pick up the symptom the

  • 35:22

    symptoms of

  • 35:23

    people that have gone through this like

  • 35:28

    actually I'll go a step further I was

  • 35:31

    think about this too and now I'll get

  • 35:32

    back to the minute I think probably 90%

  • 35:34

    of the women that I have been intimate

  • 35:37

    with have also been abused correct

  • 35:40

    mm-hmm correct absolutely

  • 35:43

    that's scary like it's a common thing

  • 35:45

    what you're gonna do is talk to women

  • 35:47

    yes yeah unfortunately oh you have to do

  • 35:50

    is speak to women you'll be [ __ ]

  • 35:53

    petrified I think a hundred percent for

  • 35:55

    me

  • 35:57

    it's telling so back to the minute see

  • 36:01

    that's why men that are homophobic uh

  • 36:05

    alarm me let me tell you how my brain

  • 36:08

    works

  • 36:09

    because that's a symptom to me

  • 36:12

    why are you so [ __ ] worried about the

  • 36:14

    gay people that ain't thinking nothing

  • 36:16

    about you like the straight dude to

  • 36:18

    think all the gay people want to [ __ ]

  • 36:19

    him like the straight dude that is

  • 36:22

    personalizing everything it makes them

  • 36:24

    applauses me to say hey why why is this

  • 36:27

    so personal to you personal meaning

  • 36:30

    close to home know what's closest to

  • 36:32

    home triggers triggers when you know

  • 36:34

    yourself you try to keep those people

  • 36:36

    away from those triggers so [ __ ] this

  • 36:38

    homophobic all right thanks me [ __ ]

  • 36:41

    happen to y'all I don't say that to be

  • 36:43

    offensive I'm saying to say like some

  • 36:47

    people are not yep yeah people are not

  • 36:49

    sharing these things so you just need to

  • 36:51

    be cognizant at all times

  • 36:55

    [ __ ] the brother went to our Kelly

  • 36:57

    and said yo this is happening our Kelly

  • 36:59

    had to [ __ ] happen and said no that's

  • 37:01

    not happening

  • 37:02

    mm-hmm

  • 37:05

    that's craziness yeah common and normal

  • 37:09

    in that

  • 37:10

    type of chaos

  • 37:13

    but that's nuts look at the cycle that

  • 37:16

    it causes now

  • 37:17

    this [ __ ] get pop in two years three

  • 37:20

    years lady got popping early

  • 37:24

    that's the second part that uh

  • 37:26

    had me they starts on my how pop and he

  • 37:29

    was in Chicago see we in New York so we

  • 37:31

    whenever we got it we got it late so

  • 37:33

    that rain started started very early its

  • 37:36

    home out it was so my vibe and honey

  • 37:38

    love mm-hmm so this is from the RIP yeah

  • 37:42

    um before we continue with our Kelly

  • 37:46

    Aaliyah but

  • 37:49

    how did y'all feel about about any of

  • 37:52

    that story that was being told well I

  • 37:55

    mean we knew I was gonna it wasn't

  • 37:57

    really any mother information and I

  • 37:59

    always thought he was nasty for that

  • 38:00

    entire thing it's [ __ ] heartbreaking

  • 38:02

    I will say with his manager and the

  • 38:06

    fake and the marriage certificate and

  • 38:08

    then I started thinking more about

  • 38:10

    Aaliyah's family and that whole thing I

  • 38:12

    guess I never really looked to what

  • 38:14

    Aaliyah's family thought of the whole

  • 38:15

    thing I always just thought our Kelly

  • 38:17

    was nasty for that [ __ ] that made me

  • 38:20

    think more about Aaliyah's family and

  • 38:21

    and you know honestly for me I don't you

  • 38:23

    know I alley is no longer with us so out

  • 38:26

    it's a lot I don't I don't feel

  • 38:27

    comfortable speaking on with that but we

  • 38:30

    um you know you just take the situation

  • 38:31

    for what it is you look at it and you

  • 38:33

    say yeah are Kelly he is a sick dude

  • 38:36

    like he has he has an issue he has a

  • 38:39

    sickness he has a disease and you know

  • 38:42

    throughout the

  • 38:44

    event or the series you listening to

  • 38:47

    people talk and they're saying how you

  • 38:49

    know when somebody is so successful and

  • 38:51

    they'll use things like their success in

  • 38:54

    their their craft to write and create

  • 38:56

    music like

  • 38:58

    I believe I can fly so now if you know

  • 39:00

    these accusations come about it's like

  • 39:01

    there's no way the guy that wrote in

  • 39:04

    saying this can be this type of a person

  • 39:06

    like they try to use that as a mask as a

  • 39:09

    shield to then do six [ __ ] behind that

  • 39:12

    wall that they put up like look this is

  • 39:14

    the type of person a mr. type of music I

  • 39:16

    write I inspire people you know make

  • 39:18

    people happy like how can I be this

  • 39:20

    demon or this sick dude that they're

  • 39:23

    portraying me to be which made complete

  • 39:26

    sense I never looked at it like that but

  • 39:28

    they were absolutely right in saying

  • 39:29

    that like I can see that and these were

  • 39:32

    like you know doctors and psychiatrist

  • 39:34

    and people that studied the brain and

  • 39:35

    the way people think in patterns like

  • 39:38

    they people will do things like this -

  • 39:40

    have you believed that there's no way

  • 39:42

    that I can do what they're accusing me

  • 39:43

    of well I mean people get you even see

  • 39:45

    it now with the hives and that all that

  • 39:47

    type of [ __ ] people get really connected

  • 39:49

    to people they don't know and they get

  • 39:51

    attached to an image and to lyrics and

  • 39:54

    it kind of manipulates their own brain

  • 39:56

    into thinking this person I love even

  • 39:58

    though they can't really love that

  • 39:59

    person they don't know that person could

  • 40:01

    never do no wrong and that's a sickness

  • 40:04

    in itself not just within the artist but

  • 40:06

    within the fan all right I mean I know

  • 40:08

    we joke about the stan [ __ ] but it's

  • 40:11

    very much real like you really get

  • 40:13

    invested with a person and think they

  • 40:15

    could never do that but in reality you

  • 40:17

    have no idea what this person doesn't in

  • 40:18

    their regular life you only know what

  • 40:21

    they give right I was only bringing up

  • 40:24

    alia - I guess my point there was some

  • 40:28

    what some of those songs are

  • 40:29

    unlistenable

  • 40:30

    now yeah sure absolutely like it's not

  • 40:35

    just are Kelly's catalog no

  • 40:38

    I'm that off a lot of people are analog

  • 40:40

    see he made music with a lot of people

  • 40:45

    but the psychology of it like when

  • 40:48

    Sparkle was saying that he wrote the

  • 40:50

    treatment for that video yeah and then

  • 40:53

    when you just watch the video and listen

  • 40:55

    to the song like when she said he

  • 40:57

    dressed her it was all his creation and

  • 41:00

    then you watching me come to you so cool

  • 41:02

    didn't know you had mail like no that's

  • 41:05

    sick now yeah it's gross see the whole

  • 41:09

    catalogs sick

  • 41:10

    all of it Michael Jackson all the yeah

  • 41:13

    like a lot it is coming from a sick mind

  • 41:15

    it's coming from a sick way of thinking

  • 41:17

    which means this person is now gonna

  • 41:19

    create art from a sick mind from a sick

  • 41:23

    point of view just just the most famous

  • 41:27

    art Kelley drop ever my mind's telling

  • 41:29

    me no but my body's telling me like but

  • 41:32

    that's gross in this context yeah see

  • 41:35

    the problem is he got a million of those

  • 41:37

    like was a million problems here but he

  • 41:40

    got a million of those that the real

  • 41:42

    fame is all ish it's his famous like

  • 41:45

    your mommy or mujeeb sex me they all are

  • 41:49

    famous like that Paul

  • 41:52

    and but you know deeper than that it you

  • 41:55

    know it one thing that I did like the

  • 41:58

    way they you know they did the series or

  • 42:00

    the event was they they pointed to other

  • 42:03

    artists and you know who have been

  • 42:06

    linked to younger women with Jerry Lee

  • 42:09

    Lewis he he married his 13 year old

  • 42:12

    cousin yeah you know that's like

  • 42:14

    super-sick Chuck Berry sherry I was

  • 42:17

    Presley married a young woman yeah but

  • 42:20

    even further Mose I started thinking and

  • 42:21

    I know I have a lot of relatives like

  • 42:24

    from the South

  • 42:25

    where they were married at like 15 and

  • 42:29

    had a kid at 16 and yeah and it's like

  • 42:32

    you know I'm like damn like when you

  • 42:33

    really start to think about that and

  • 42:35

    unfold a lot of the past in history that

  • 42:38

    was a common thing absolutely for young

  • 42:41

    women to be married and have kids at a

  • 42:44

    very young and very early age by older

  • 42:47

    men it wasn't like the man was always 15

  • 42:50

    and 16 it was like the man might have

  • 42:51

    been 20 to 23 just came home from

  • 42:53

    serving you know an armed forces and I

  • 42:57

    said on his podcast

  • 42:59

    incest yeah yeah I'm a little thing it's

  • 43:03

    a very real thing and I'm not saying

  • 43:05

    that was right but it was part of the

  • 43:08

    time and it wasn't a predator thing mm I

  • 43:10

    don't think these men were preying on

  • 43:12

    those women well yeah in hindsight it

  • 43:15

    looks that way well you don't think who

  • 43:17

    was preying on him I think when men came

  • 43:19

    back from the war and this and that I

  • 43:20

    think they were products of their time

  • 43:22

    uh and again I get something I can't

  • 43:25

    prove but I think at that point I don't

  • 43:26

    think they were preying on young women

  • 43:28

    like oh she looks young I like her the

  • 43:29

    times were never right ever no

  • 43:32

    time for right ya know when I say it was

  • 43:35

    the times I'm not taking away like that

  • 43:37

    was correct obviously back then with

  • 43:39

    plenty of things everything was [ __ ]

  • 43:42

    up this going to be sick that was

  • 43:43

    probably one of the least things

  • 43:48

    we're gonna be able to go back millions

  • 43:51

    of years and there's always gonna be

  • 43:53

    sick individuals like this writing is

  • 43:56

    wrong forever there's gonna know matter

  • 43:58

    what generation is always gonna be right

  • 44:00

    and wrong there's no reason for an older

  • 44:03

    man to be laying down with a young girl

  • 44:05

    hello that's never excusable that's

  • 44:08

    never okay I don't

  • 44:11

    you say that

  • 44:14

    that's the trend now I just said it's

  • 44:18

    gonna we're gonna always look at any

  • 44:19

    generation in my confident that

  • 44:22

    docklands night saying ain't much change

  • 44:25

    this is nasty

  • 44:29

    you guys correct me if I'm wrong because

  • 44:31

    you guys were really outside in the 90s

  • 44:34

    when I remember when I was a preteen and

  • 44:38

    teenager in the early 2000s

  • 44:41

    the girls my age looked like teenagers

  • 44:45

    they dressed like teenagers they acted

  • 44:47

    like teenagers so when I was watching

  • 44:49

    that I was like all right our Kelly is

  • 44:51

    double sick because he was preying on

  • 44:54

    women that really looked like teenagers

  • 44:55

    he didn't get tricked by cuz her

  • 44:58

    homegirls a makeup artist and she has

  • 44:59

    fashion Nova on and she's lying about

  • 45:01

    her age on her Instagram I remember

  • 45:04

    being in the 90s and being in the early

  • 45:05

    2000s and the girls my age looking my

  • 45:07

    age and I don't correct me but maybe

  • 45:10

    when you guys were outside there was

  • 45:11

    women that weren't I say that all the

  • 45:13

    time when I was in high school girls

  • 45:14

    didn't look nothing look their age they

  • 45:16

    look like it was 14 years old yeah but

  • 45:19

    even when I was in high school there was

  • 45:21

    always girls that it was old two dudes

  • 45:23

    coming to pick them up what happened

  • 45:24

    that happened all the time like it was

  • 45:26

    always a duel with a car that was

  • 45:27

    picking a the cute girl from my school

  • 45:29

    let me just say cuz it we're responsible

  • 45:31

    podcast gentlemen out there it is it is

  • 45:34

    our job it is our job to know how old

  • 45:36

    she is absolutely that's a fair sure

  • 45:38

    that's okay that's Friday I know that

  • 45:41

    we're speaking on a time where you could

  • 45:43

    try to gauge by looking no no definitely

  • 45:46

    not now no now is the time that you

  • 45:48

    really need to find out how old she is

  • 45:52

    25 that was the sick of thing with the

  • 45:54

    r.kelly thing because he was actually

  • 45:55

    hanging out at a high school that's what

  • 45:58

    I'm saying and at that time the girls

  • 46:00

    teenagers but none of that matters he

  • 46:02

    was looking for the 14 he was 13 right

  • 46:05

    yeah 13 year olds right

  • 46:08

    yeah

  • 46:10

    the part that that the gut check for me

  • 46:13

    was

  • 46:15

    I'm watching it and I'm saying to myself

  • 46:19

    that's the music business

  • 46:21

    what do you mean mother

  • 46:25

    like even Sparkle introducing him to her

  • 46:28

    niece right

  • 46:30

    I've seen that that thinking I've seen

  • 46:32

    all of that everything that they was

  • 46:35

    talking about is common practice in the

  • 46:37

    music business Sparkle saying yo

  • 46:39

    everything I thought that everything he

  • 46:41

    was doing for me he would be able to do

  • 46:43

    for her not that that glimmer of hope

  • 46:48

    right there the the hope that's what

  • 46:52

    sold the most in the music business

  • 46:54

    that's what that's right that's what get

  • 46:57

    all all us to do some [ __ ] that maybe we

  • 47:00

    not agreeable with or yeah it's it's

  • 47:03

    that but I didn't I didn't find anything

  • 47:05

    wrong with sparkle introducing her knees

  • 47:07

    to our Kelly cuz if we told my or Kelly

  • 47:09

    I'm so I'm only talking about using song

  • 47:11

    no I'm only talking about the result I

  • 47:14

    don't know in the end the completely

  • 47:16

    nature and the complicit nature of the

  • 47:20

    music business our Kelly was a hit maker

  • 47:22

    early that was recognized early they he

  • 47:28

    was also a predator early that part was

  • 47:31

    ignored see that's the only part I I'm

  • 47:33

    not gonna say that that was a powerful

  • 47:35

    line when they said nobody cared cuz we

  • 47:37

    were all black girls and yet great line

  • 47:39

    but that's not only that's not the whole

  • 47:42

    truth mmm-hmm or Kelly made a lot of

  • 47:45

    people a lot of money

  • 47:48

    so we got to be careful to not make it

  • 47:50

    that's not totally a race thing while

  • 47:52

    that is valid of course it's always

  • 47:54

    valid he made a lot of people a lot of

  • 47:57

    money

  • 47:58

    period

  • 48:00

    period the music business we'll put it

  • 48:04

    put a ham put a clamper on things they

  • 48:07

    won't they won't talk about something

  • 48:08

    they'll [ __ ] they'll they'll uh sweep

  • 48:12

    it sweep it under the rug that's what I

  • 48:14

    mean when I say the nature of the music

  • 48:16

    business all of us got perfect vision

  • 48:19

    all of us got 20/20 vision in hindsight

  • 48:21

    yeah all that's great I saw some might

  • 48:25

    tweet yeah I was part of a radio team

  • 48:28

    that when all this all these allegations

  • 48:29

    came up I came and tried to get the

  • 48:31

    radio station that pull pull our Kelly's

  • 48:34

    music from the radio I got laughed out

  • 48:35

    the room

  • 48:37

    sounds like something that would happen

  • 48:39

    I'm in a spot if I tried to pull all our

  • 48:42

    Kelly music a bunch of artists stepped

  • 48:44

    up and said you do that we're pulling

  • 48:45

    ours

  • 48:47

    I'm saying when I say the music business

  • 48:50

    you

  • 48:51

    know that when we speak about the

  • 48:53

    culture of certain places like football

  • 48:55

    culture music business called there's

  • 48:58

    some sick sick demented twisted [ __ ] in

  • 49:03

    our culture that

  • 49:04

    that that that [ __ ] last night was just

  • 49:07

    holding a mirror up yeah to me and it

  • 49:12

    was reminding us of a lot of things that

  • 49:14

    we're so you know we we turned a blind

  • 49:16

    eye like so a lot of [ __ ] that we see

  • 49:19

    that we know was wrong um because like

  • 49:22

    you said the LEAs situation from then

  • 49:25

    we should have you know as a whole kind

  • 49:29

    of looked at our Kelly and said okay he

  • 49:32

    has a problem

  • 49:33

    and you know if we got on board with

  • 49:36

    that then a lot of these other things

  • 49:39

    may have been prevented a lot of these

  • 49:41

    other situation a lot of these other

  • 49:42

    women becoming victims may have been

  • 49:44

    prevented but because like you said it's

  • 49:47

    the music business he's a superstar and

  • 49:49

    he has money and he's making a lot of

  • 49:51

    money for labels and other people people

  • 49:54

    forget a lot and people move on and

  • 49:57

    people say oh yeah tell me that I went

  • 49:58

    straight to RCA's Twitter handle to

  • 50:00

    check their mention hmm wasn't that bad

  • 50:04

    mm-hmm wouldn't I bet my few [ __ ] in

  • 50:08

    here I

  • 50:09

    said a mile Kelly's on RCA still like

  • 50:13

    still he ain't selling it out the trunk

  • 50:16

    he is still supported and he gonna try

  • 50:19

    to sneak out he snuck out a little

  • 50:20

    [ __ ] a little jingle last week so I

  • 50:23

    born in my music no [ __ ] right and he

  • 50:27

    said world tour on the way this ain't

  • 50:28

    the time for born new your music you

  • 50:31

    [ __ ] sick oh [ __ ] it will [ __ ] what I

  • 50:34

    was born to I remember that [ __ ]

  • 50:38

    if that's your justification for this

  • 50:41

    madness but there's a certain arrogance

  • 50:44

    that he carries though you know me oh

  • 50:47

    yeah sure like a lot of this whole

  • 50:51

    entire thing comes from his predator

  • 50:53

    [ __ ] and then the other side being his

  • 50:54

    ego yeah well can't touch me oh you know

  • 50:57

    let me let me speak on that that for me

  • 50:59

    now let me walk you through my Vivian

  • 51:01

    green emotional roller coaster when I

  • 51:02

    when I tweeted my ill-timed life time is

  • 51:06

    messy tweet about their leader [ __ ] and

  • 51:07

    I woke up I woke up at 4 a.m. or

  • 51:10

    whatever time it was like 800 mentions

  • 51:12

    of people killing me let me just walk

  • 51:14

    you through my emotional roller coaster

  • 51:16

    my initial thought was to get defensive

  • 51:18

    because I'm a human because that's what

  • 51:20

    humans do it's like [ __ ] cancel

  • 51:23

    culture man cancel culture you got to be

  • 51:26

    you got to be really careful about this

  • 51:29

    [ __ ] because you don't allow people room

  • 51:32

    to grow or reform or you know I saw a

  • 51:35

    lot of people throwing around really

  • 51:37

    heavy heavy

  • 51:39

    allegations with no proof and I'm like

  • 51:42

    boy that is dangerous like y'all y'all

  • 51:45

    just throw the words around that was my

  • 51:47

    first first thought my second thought

  • 51:51

    after I was able to buffer some filter

  • 51:53

    some of that [ __ ] thank God for

  • 51:54

    emotional brain filters my second

  • 51:57

    thought was

  • 51:58

    good

  • 52:00

    good that canceled culture is is

  • 52:06

    extra extra cautious extra extra alert

  • 52:11

    and maybe extra sensitive to all of this

  • 52:15

    because for too long celebrities you

  • 52:18

    know we in a courtesy business

  • 52:21

    C&S to your point well I think that part

  • 52:24

    gets lost you're right that that smug

  • 52:27

    [ __ ] posh [ __ ] arrogance that that

  • 52:30

    you're speaking about off our Kelly I

  • 52:32

    think man only a lot of celebrities

  • 52:34

    forget we are in a courtesy

  • 52:38

    business

  • 52:40

    public service we're not much different

  • 52:42

    than waiters like it's public service a

  • 52:45

    lot of people that I know that send me

  • 52:47

    you know resumes and [ __ ] like that if

  • 52:49

    you've never worked in like a restaurant

  • 52:50

    I don't know if you're gonna make it in

  • 52:51

    this business

  • 52:52

    like it's kind of the same thing like

  • 52:54

    really you have to you're wrong the

  • 52:57

    entitled star always confuses me yeah

  • 53:00

    yeah like your waiter I'm glad that

  • 53:04

    canceled culture is is whatever the I'm

  • 53:08

    accusing them of being they need to be

  • 53:11

    because too many artists don't

  • 53:13

    acknowledge that we are in a courtesy

  • 53:16

    business and [ __ ] you can get cancelled

  • 53:18

    at any given time for any given thing

  • 53:21

    and you should always be aware of your

  • 53:23

    actions

  • 53:24

    because you're an entertainer right we

  • 53:27

    don't have to allow you to entertain to

  • 53:30

    entertain us I agree I just hope there's

  • 53:33

    evidence in the cancel culture that's

  • 53:35

    all I wouldn't care I don't care I don't

  • 53:38

    care because what I've noticed is that

  • 53:40

    only is a applicable to entertainers

  • 53:44

    that's fair cancel culture yep I used to

  • 53:49

    have a big beef with cancer culture

  • 53:50

    because like hey everybody relax me up

  • 53:53

    cancelling canceling people for mister

  • 53:55

    no no they get a lot of people just

  • 53:56

    fired on Twitter if someone says a bad

  • 53:59

    comment which I agree with go get fired

  • 54:00

    you gonna say some racy shortcut that's

  • 54:03

    where I say there's evidence you guys

  • 54:05

    somebody fired and canceling them I

  • 54:07

    think it's different well you're

  • 54:08

    canceling their career I heard her that

  • 54:11

    much traction from that Sabrina Claudio

  • 54:13

    girl since [ __ ] said she's cancelled

  • 54:15

    and I didn't even think that it was so

  • 54:17

    egregious whatever while he remember

  • 54:20

    what it was but I ain't heard much from

  • 54:21

    her because she's annotator and they

  • 54:23

    canceled her

  • 54:25

    house alien fire go get another job I'll

  • 54:28

    kill eatin able to navigate oh wait so

  • 54:32

    back to that yeah back to that so I'm a

  • 54:34

    narc RCA Twitter feed it was cool it

  • 54:38

    wasn't that bad so I left there and I

  • 54:40

    went to uh I went to I think was our

  • 54:44

    Kelly's feed but but deeper than that

  • 54:45

    Joe how is he still on RCA how does this

  • 54:48

    man still have a recording I want to his

  • 54:51

    mentions a

  • 54:52

    new world a lot of fans they're

  • 54:56

    like wow the movie was on I went to me

  • 55:01

    it's Mac that's just black aunties like

  • 55:03

    [ __ ] keep saying

  • 55:04

    it was men black men white men white

  • 55:10

    women black women while the ship was

  • 55:13

    airing there was a mission yo can't wait

  • 55:15

    to see you

  • 55:17

    RCA was tweeting about Chris Brown

  • 55:21

    why did ship was going on and that's

  • 55:24

    what I'm saying and ain't no and that's

  • 55:26

    why he can walk with this arrogance

  • 55:27

    because he feels like

  • 55:29

    yeah I'd know about me for 30 years well

  • 55:32

    I don't know if you guys saw in the

  • 55:34

    documentary at the beginning when they

  • 55:35

    started with that Facebook live [ __ ]

  • 55:37

    when he was like you know there's 30

  • 55:38

    million people that hate me but there's

  • 55:40

    1 billion people that love me they

  • 55:42

    should have done this [ __ ] 30 years ago

  • 55:43

    like that was the arrogance that he

  • 55:46

    lives every day with like yeah all right

  • 55:48

    there's a lot of people that hate me and

  • 55:49

    call me a pedophile but there's plenty

  • 55:52

    if I'm still packing out these arenas

  • 55:53

    [ __ ] out of here yeah

  • 55:55

    it's saying you know you should have

  • 55:57

    done this 30 years ago the most arrogant

  • 55:59

    [ __ ] I've ever heard in my life I

  • 56:00

    wouldn't look up his tourist are you

  • 56:01

    still doing 50 dates a year big he

  • 56:04

    announces his touring he's about to he's

  • 56:07

    announced the tour all of his music has

  • 56:10

    seen a spike I was just saying this is

  • 56:13

    aired today there's a salad are telling

  • 56:15

    me so when I tell you that you know I'm

  • 56:17

    watching this [ __ ] like damn this is the

  • 56:19

    music business no deeper than that Joe

  • 56:22

    this is the world we live in it's sick

  • 56:24

    yeah it's [ __ ] yes the balls point

  • 56:27

    out it's not just music man this sick

  • 56:29

    [ __ ] happens in every single industry

  • 56:30

    and it's just fine because these people

  • 56:32

    are making other people money okay

  • 56:34

    people can are outraged for a week

  • 56:36

    and it's getting it's getting shorter

  • 56:39

    than that at this point and then after

  • 56:41

    that it's kind of like you don't talk

  • 56:44

    about it move on we'll look up as we're

  • 56:46

    doing here we're having this whole you

  • 56:48

    know segment on this and in too much

  • 56:51

    time let's just let's just take a peek

  • 56:53

    back and see what our Kelly is doing in

  • 56:54

    two months for now and see who's still

  • 56:56

    at his shows hey [ __ ] his shows [ __ ] the

  • 56:59

    music [ __ ] the money let's see if our

  • 57:02

    Kelly is arrested [ __ ] oh that he won't

  • 57:04

    be of course my man and horse have a lot

  • 57:07

    I have a lot of questions about that

  • 57:09

    like there's a lot of I was watching it

  • 57:12

    and I have [ __ ] canceled come here

  • 57:14

    why are you not in handcuffs where were

  • 57:15

    the parents you know I mean like where

  • 57:18

    were they char any charges president

  • 57:20

    woman like seek the press event every

  • 57:23

    story that they were telling on that and

  • 57:25

    on that biopic we've heard recently with

  • 57:29

    new new participants yeah it was just

  • 57:32

    that like maybe a year or two ago that

  • 57:34

    whole essay about damn near called

  • 57:36

    survival our Kelly it was the same it

  • 57:38

    was the same exact thing home girl from

  • 57:40

    Atlanta could be miss Bonilla home girl

  • 57:42

    from wherever she was from family family

  • 57:44

    you remember

  • 57:46

    exact thing why is his why's his ex-wife

  • 57:50

    still carrying his name I had that

  • 57:53

    question - I did - I asked that like Sam

  • 57:56

    said and I said maybe it's me it's hard

  • 57:58

    for me to look at a woman that's crying

  • 57:59

    and invisibly you know she's been

  • 58:01

    through a lot and you know is but it's

  • 58:03

    like I'm saying this is a man that

  • 58:05

    absolutely destroyed you and put you

  • 58:08

    through some terrible things and all of

  • 58:11

    this once you divorce him I would think

  • 58:13

    you would want to get everything that

  • 58:15

    has to do with him completely removed

  • 58:17

    from your life so his last name should

  • 58:20

    definitely be something that you have

  • 58:22

    removed like you don't even want to be

  • 58:23

    associated with his name anymore well as

  • 58:26

    much as you can while I agree I've never

  • 58:29

    been anywhere near those shoes right I

  • 58:33

    don't know what the I don't know what

  • 58:34

    the thinking is I don't know what it

  • 58:36

    would be I can't pretend to know there's

  • 58:38

    a lot of bikes in had the same question

  • 58:40

    yeah I don't

  • 58:42

    why is she still carrying his last name

  • 58:44

    well I mean she also mentioned I think

  • 58:47

    when dream asked her just about some

  • 58:48

    stuff that it happened she was like

  • 58:49

    there's plenty of things I can't even

  • 58:51

    speak about so I don't even think she's

  • 58:53

    kind of want to say the word digests it

  • 58:55

    or even really I threw everything cuz

  • 58:58

    she said in that documentary there's

  • 58:59

    plenty of things I can't even talk about

  • 59:01

    yet right so maybe holding on to painful

  • 59:05

    and too dark and I can only imagine what

  • 59:09

    what that means

  • 59:11

    listening listening there and and

  • 59:13

    looking at her the brothers looked sick

  • 59:17

    yeah especially I mean the older brother

  • 59:21

    for sure I mean when he said my

  • 59:24

    preference is older woman so what's the

  • 59:26

    issue of my brother's his younger women

  • 59:28

    I was about done with Bruce to that one

  • 59:31

    yeah he ca said that's his preference

  • 59:34

    yeah everybody has a preference

  • 59:37

    that's that was that was eerily yeah

  • 59:42

    that was eerily Creepers doesn't work

  • 59:44

    there yeah because if you want to go

  • 59:46

    further with

  • 59:47

    illegal things is that your preference

  • 59:49

    most most of the brothers state the

  • 59:51

    older brother statements from jail were

  • 59:53

    loaded that way to me they were

  • 59:56

    trying to protect his brother at the

  • 59:59

    same time he was trying not to come

  • 1:00:00

    across like he didn't get he in jail for

  • 1:00:02

    protecting his brother didn't you take

  • 1:00:04

    the rap for the video I could be wrong

  • 1:00:06

    about that I don't know no no no I saw a

  • 1:00:08

    savant to check anything well I saw a

  • 1:00:11

    credible link

  • 1:00:12

    that was like from the state of Illinois

  • 1:00:14

    it was a robbery and substance okay that

  • 1:00:18

    he had I think he's doing three or four

  • 1:00:20

    years I think that he but blamed the

  • 1:00:22

    Brotherhood well I remember when our

  • 1:00:23

    Kelly was saying you know that was my

  • 1:00:24

    brother on that tape I remember when

  • 1:00:26

    that was happening right I don't know if

  • 1:00:27

    he actually took the rap but know there

  • 1:00:29

    was a credible link saying it was a

  • 1:00:30

    robbery and substance abuse and they all

  • 1:00:32

    just kept talking about the family

  • 1:00:33

    member that that did the abuse but we

  • 1:00:36

    don't know who the family member is was

  • 1:00:38

    the older sister from what I gathered

  • 1:00:40

    reading elsewhere after the documentary

  • 1:00:43

    was over okay the younger brother spoke

  • 1:00:45

    out before he did that documentary last

  • 1:00:47

    year on BBC and spoke out about a lot of

  • 1:00:50

    [ __ ] he's been vocal yeah yes I didn't

  • 1:00:53

    see that but I know he's been vocal you

  • 1:00:54

    should watch that too it's good it was a

  • 1:00:57

    good documentary it's kind of a

  • 1:00:58

    precursor to this whole thing

  • 1:01:01

    yeah well sorry older brother you know

  • 1:01:04

    you're gross

  • 1:01:05

    everyone's nice they own it they got to

  • 1:01:07

    put they got to put our Kelly under the

  • 1:01:09

    jail he's uh he's a detriment to himself

  • 1:01:13

    in society

  • 1:01:15

    while I do believe he's sick a

  • 1:01:18

    sonic so when when

  • 1:01:23

    victimizes people exactly you have to

  • 1:01:25

    pay you have to you you have to go yeah

  • 1:01:29

    I believe you will and that's where me

  • 1:01:32

    Amol disagree I believe that he will he

  • 1:01:34

    will eventually hit that jail when they

  • 1:01:35

    want you to get you I mean I and you

  • 1:01:38

    know I again you're right in that but

  • 1:01:41

    he's done so much over the years and so

  • 1:01:44

    much has come forth and there's little

  • 1:01:47

    that's why this video evidence yeah just

  • 1:01:49

    a little to know as less as sick as this

  • 1:01:52

    is gonna sound and this is gonna sound

  • 1:01:54

    sick unfortunately today that movie last

  • 1:01:58

    night I

  • 1:02:00

    could see it having a more effect than

  • 1:02:04

    any any news that has been revealed to

  • 1:02:07

    us thus far that's the time we're in

  • 1:02:09

    like the kids respect

  • 1:02:11

    like they didn't know I see what it

  • 1:02:14

    didn't know so just hang on I get better

  • 1:02:16

    for though there's a lot of information

  • 1:02:17

    people gathered last night yeah I

  • 1:02:19

    understand that but we had video

  • 1:02:21

    evidence of him

  • 1:02:23

    urinating on an underage girl on video

  • 1:02:29

    years ago

  • 1:02:31

    and nothing happened like what else

  • 1:02:34

    needs to happen we don't have no video

  • 1:02:37

    evidence of and not to compare it's

  • 1:02:39

    actually kind of proven my point we

  • 1:02:41

    video evidence was there all those years

  • 1:02:43

    ago and it was the highest selling

  • 1:02:45

    bootleg in bootleg history industries at

  • 1:02:48

    that time yeah because it was argue it

  • 1:02:49

    was our County anything that's attached

  • 1:02:52

    his name but my thing is still no jail

  • 1:02:55

    Tom came from that like there's video

  • 1:02:57

    evidence and no jail time came from that

  • 1:02:59

    I

  • 1:03:00

    mean I'm it's just I don't I don't know

  • 1:03:03

    that gets us into the legal proceedings

  • 1:03:05

    and then the way that the law works and

  • 1:03:07

    how does the law hang things of that

  • 1:03:09

    nature I don't remember I think at the

  • 1:03:11

    time the young lady's age was being

  • 1:03:13

    called into question

  • 1:03:16

    so they can they never found out I mean

  • 1:03:18

    I'm not sure that's why I'm very anxious

  • 1:03:20

    to see the next few parts because it's

  • 1:03:22

    all fuzzy to me

  • 1:03:23

    like I remember but I don't remember so

  • 1:03:27

    I'd like to see it I'd like to see it

  • 1:03:29

    and again we're we're we're doing it

  • 1:03:31

    we're doing this uh this breakdown

  • 1:03:33

    before seeing parts three and four I

  • 1:03:36

    didn't think that we needed to see those

  • 1:03:37

    to have yeah I didn't think we needed to

  • 1:03:40

    see those to have this conversation we

  • 1:03:42

    know we know how it ends

  • 1:03:44

    we know I didn't just all disturbing I

  • 1:03:46

    will be looking I will be looking

  • 1:03:48

    forward to the next few segments

  • 1:03:52

    prayers to to all of all of the victims

  • 1:03:56

    all our Kelly victims the ones that have

  • 1:03:59

    come forward the ones that are

  • 1:04:01

    walking around with this weight is

  • 1:04:04

    weight on them and all sexual assault

  • 1:04:08

    victims

  • 1:04:09

    1,000% yeah I didn't appreciate that

  • 1:04:12

    when they did commercial breaks that

  • 1:04:14

    they focused on that as well yeah that

  • 1:04:16

    this was definitely there's a purpose

  • 1:04:18

    for why we're doing this it's not just

  • 1:04:19

    our Kelly exactly and you know you're

  • 1:04:22

    not again because we have such a

  • 1:04:23

    responsibility with our platform I don't

  • 1:04:26

    want people to listen to this and not

  • 1:04:28

    understand that we all feel like

  • 1:04:31

    our Kelly you know he should be put

  • 1:04:35

    under this underneath the JSONP canceled

  • 1:04:38

    what he did was absolutely disgusting

  • 1:04:41

    don't go in stream his music just to

  • 1:04:43

    hear the lyrics and you know don't do it

  • 1:04:46

    and prayers to the to the victims

  • 1:04:48

    because most importantly that's a you

  • 1:04:49

    know they have to live with this so we

  • 1:04:51

    can feel however we feel but we always

  • 1:04:53

    have to remember to the women that went

  • 1:04:55

    through this and that have to live with

  • 1:04:57

    this so definitely prayers Denise and

  • 1:04:59

    their families that was the extra layer

  • 1:05:01

    for me as well just thinking about that

  • 1:05:04

    weight and that angst that

  • 1:05:08

    that these victims have to walk around

  • 1:05:11

    with um the same way you know same way

  • 1:05:14

    only I talk a lot about that that added

  • 1:05:17

    weight that that black men walk around

  • 1:05:20

    with that

  • 1:05:23

    that that pit that aren't that movie

  • 1:05:25

    made me think about that extra weight

  • 1:05:27

    that the women are walking around with

  • 1:05:29

    and I mean you could see it even in them

  • 1:05:31

    speaking there was a lot of things that

  • 1:05:33

    I'm sure that they didn't want to go

  • 1:05:34

    into detail about that they had to go

  • 1:05:36

    through I was allotted they didn't

  • 1:05:37

    detail yeah I mean you could tell it was

  • 1:05:39

    just funning worst worst stuff yeah

  • 1:05:41

    there's some things that they just

  • 1:05:42

    weren't comfortable with putting out

  • 1:05:44

    there like that it was so many gut

  • 1:05:46

    checks for me watching it you when

  • 1:05:48

    shorty said when when when shorty said

  • 1:05:50

    you know when she was telling a story

  • 1:05:52

    about she thought she was the main and

  • 1:05:55

    and they came back from the awards and

  • 1:05:57

    he had he had a little chick in there

  • 1:05:59

    and she thought they were just gonna get

  • 1:06:01

    in to get in the date [ __ ] real quick

  • 1:06:03

    and then she found out made threesome

  • 1:06:05

    net no she was the newbie

  • 1:06:07

    she was the one that wasn't used to

  • 1:06:10

    believe that to find something like that

  • 1:06:12

    out made not only ransom to find out

  • 1:06:15

    that she was 14 years old well she found

  • 1:06:18

    that out later

  • 1:06:19

    that's why that didn't hit me bit but in

  • 1:06:22

    the moment it was sick enough as it was

  • 1:06:24

    but that's super sick like what do you

  • 1:06:27

    you're you're bringing me into yours it

  • 1:06:30

    was a whole lot of sick [ __ ] left do you

  • 1:06:31

    ever did you ever stop you ever talk to

  • 1:06:33

    women that have been involved in the

  • 1:06:35

    threesome with two women and a guy -

  • 1:06:37

    threesome that didn't go well there's so

  • 1:06:39

    many ways for that to go wrong so just

  • 1:06:42

    hearing that story yeah like it's

  • 1:06:46

    already so many ways for this [ __ ] to go

  • 1:06:48

    wrong be awkward be uncomfortable for

  • 1:06:50

    people to leave with all type of

  • 1:06:52

    psychological issues and that you just

  • 1:06:54

    add this yeah just sick sick

  • 1:06:58

    sickness sickness sickness sickness

  • 1:07:01

    nasty nasty on I'm gonna watch the rest

  • 1:07:04

    man again salute to dream Hampton and

  • 1:07:08

    more more will be revealed how do you

  • 1:07:10

    guys feel about the people with a report

  • 1:07:12

    that a few people turned down being in

  • 1:07:15

    the documentary I mean you can

  • 1:07:18

    understand that like people have you

  • 1:07:19

    know people women are older now they

  • 1:07:21

    have kids they probably have kids that

  • 1:07:23

    are of age they don't want their kids to

  • 1:07:24

    hear somebody these testimonies and

  • 1:07:27

    things that their mother went through

  • 1:07:29

    even that there's other celebrity what

  • 1:07:30

    yeah I was more speaking I believe it

  • 1:07:33

    was Chappell Erykah Badu

  • 1:07:38

    but which I was questlove's rant was

  • 1:07:42

    they asked me to speak because we're

  • 1:07:44

    really bad at sharing what we're talking

  • 1:07:45

    about here the UH getting to it they

  • 1:07:47

    said Questlove said they asked him to

  • 1:07:49

    speak on the time's part of the are

  • 1:07:53

    Kelly [ __ ] and he didn't want to be the

  • 1:07:55

    guy that was big in his genius up on the

  • 1:07:57

    good times part knowing he's a sick

  • 1:07:59

    lunatic [ __ ] those weren't his words but

  • 1:08:01

    those were his words that was the

  • 1:08:02

    sentiment I totally understood it which

  • 1:08:05

    dream Hampton did reply and said I

  • 1:08:07

    didn't ask you to talk about his genius

  • 1:08:08

    but then again I really started think

  • 1:08:10

    about it and that's take anything away

  • 1:08:11

    from dream Hampton what else could hold

  • 1:08:15

    by Duke West look like what else could

  • 1:08:17

    they talk about besides wasn't one of

  • 1:08:19

    them talked about that's what John

  • 1:08:20

    Legend was up here talking about yeah

  • 1:08:23

    well it looked like the preview in these

  • 1:08:26

    next episodes John Legend's not gonna

  • 1:08:27

    speak to that

  • 1:08:30

    yeah but I'm saying I read the questlove

  • 1:08:34

    good time [ __ ] and then I saw John

  • 1:08:37

    Legend in the good times part but he

  • 1:08:40

    didn't come off it didn't come off like

  • 1:08:42

    it wasn't framed no hey this guy's a

  • 1:08:44

    genius would be good it was framed like

  • 1:08:46

    you know we all grew up in a lot of

  • 1:08:48

    songs that yeah that's what it was frame

  • 1:08:51

    like but I'm not knocking anybody foot

  • 1:08:53

    you know it's a mess

  • 1:08:55

    yeah I think all those people think our

  • 1:08:57

    Kelly is a sick [ __ ] people don't know

  • 1:08:59

    people don't run right to a mess people

  • 1:09:03

    like to look at a mess they don't like

  • 1:09:05

    to be involved or attach their name

  • 1:09:07

    especially people that are worth a

  • 1:09:09

    billion dollars a few million dollars

  • 1:09:12

    you tell my whole erykah badu you tell

  • 1:09:14

    the people that have worked with this

  • 1:09:16

    gentleman you talk about people that

  • 1:09:19

    have some [ __ ] in the vaults in their

  • 1:09:22

    dealings with this guy as well like I'm

  • 1:09:24

    like come on like but even that Mord

  • 1:09:26

    just music like this doc is not about

  • 1:09:29

    are Kelly's music it's about his nasty

  • 1:09:31

    [ __ ] ways

  • 1:09:36

    yeah I think the focal point is the

  • 1:09:38

    people that were abused by this sick

  • 1:09:39

    [ __ ]

  • 1:09:41

    you abusing [ __ ] with the Space Jam

  • 1:09:45

    poster up in the gym yeah crazy I

  • 1:09:49

    found a lot sick wait like I was paying

  • 1:09:52

    attention a lot of detail we walked in

  • 1:09:54

    and it's the Space Jam [ __ ] all over the

  • 1:09:56

    gym and he pulled the futon out

  • 1:09:59

    yuck

  • 1:10:01

    yeah

  • 1:10:03

    I mean like we said he's he's sick he's

  • 1:10:06

    mentally he's sick the you are not alone

  • 1:10:09

    story

  • 1:10:12

    he's creating from a sick from a sick

  • 1:10:15

    mind you are not alone I am here with

  • 1:10:18

    you though you're far away

  • 1:10:22

    hmm yuck and I listen to none of that

  • 1:10:27

    [ __ ] out of here even I [ __ ] separate

  • 1:10:31

    the man from the music [ __ ] I can't do

  • 1:10:33

    that I'm sorry so now Rico love tweeted

  • 1:10:36

    I'm a-saying and Rico love is somebody I

  • 1:10:38

    [ __ ] I really like [ __ ] I really

  • 1:10:40

    really like Rico and that's why I hate

  • 1:10:42

    when these types of moments come up

  • 1:10:44

    where I see things from people I really

  • 1:10:46

    like that make me like them a little

  • 1:10:47

    less mmm Rico love tweeted where's the

  • 1:10:51

    tweet let me find it here it is there's

  • 1:10:54

    nothing you can do to make me unlike

  • 1:10:56

    12-play TP to the R or Chocolate Factory

  • 1:11:01

    sorry my ears like what they like shrug

  • 1:11:05

    emoji yuck but see that's coming from

  • 1:11:08

    see and I always say you know when men

  • 1:11:10

    say [ __ ] like that let it be your

  • 1:11:12

    daughter and let me see how you feel

  • 1:11:14

    about kill your cousin or your frail a

  • 1:11:17

    let it be one of your loved ones that

  • 1:11:19

    was a victim of

  • 1:11:21

    child molestation or just be a human it

  • 1:11:24

    let it be anybody yeah or that try that

  • 1:11:27

    for a second but it's like you know like

  • 1:11:29

    this you can absolutely [ __ ] separate

  • 1:11:32

    the man from the music you can

  • 1:11:33

    absolutely do that I don't like the man

  • 1:11:35

    I don't like the music I'm okay with

  • 1:11:38

    that there's mad good music out there

  • 1:11:39

    there's mad geniuses well my bad you

  • 1:11:41

    know why is it a music you like what you

  • 1:11:44

    like it's objective a oh that's fine

  • 1:11:46

    communications people communication

  • 1:11:50

    majors will tell you that the key to the

  • 1:11:53

    key to great communication is not what

  • 1:11:56

    you're saying is just how you get the

  • 1:11:58

    other person to understand what you're

  • 1:12:01

    saying whatever your point is right cuz

  • 1:12:04

    so

  • 1:12:05

    that's awesome awesome Rico love that

  • 1:12:08

    you still like these homes I saw online

  • 1:12:10

    of people doing that which always you

  • 1:12:12

    talking about I saw a lot of people

  • 1:12:13

    doing hey hey all of you guys out there

  • 1:12:16

    you guys are great those songs are great

  • 1:12:21

    thank you for the [ __ ] obvious then

  • 1:12:24

    those are great songs let me tell you

  • 1:12:26

    what you are telling people though when

  • 1:12:28

    you say that because at the top of our

  • 1:12:30

    minds is not great music right the top

  • 1:12:33

    the top of this conversation is

  • 1:12:36

    nastiness sickness predatory behavior

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    abusive pedophilia that that's what this

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    conversation is about correct so I'm

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    judging all of the minds that take that

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    conversation and make it a music one yes

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    that point we would all agree that our

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    Kelley is probably one of the more

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    sexual R&B artists ever yeah so when

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    you're getting invested into these quote

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    amazing songs about sexual content

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    that's about I don't know if I have to

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    say anything else yeah but that's a big

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    problem other that's what that see Widow

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    Rico love that's a dangerous thing that

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    he's doing because you're basically

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    saying yo if you're incredibly talented

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    do what you want your music business

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    culture yeah it's dangerous you can't go

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    against it out there in the universe man

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    funny thing about these [ __ ] Hitler

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    painted pictures man this is not looking

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    no [ __ ] Hitler pictures hmm

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    I'm only playing this cuz like [ __ ]

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    say [ __ ] and I can find I could probably

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    find a song that contradicts whatever

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    the [ __ ] they're saying absolutely what

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    the [ __ ] what is legal of tone you can't

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    make this song and say that

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    bring it back I was talking

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    [Music]

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    hmm

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    I'm lost yeah

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    the second you say daughter I'm lost

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    let's see but that goes I am a lot what

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    the what they're losing me Rico call hey

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    Rico you monk you my guy so I'm

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    challenging that tweet I don't want to

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    offend you I'm doing that in 2019 I'm

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    humbly challenging people that I love

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    and care about when I feel like they say

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    something that I deem to be a little off

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    Rico love I am humbly challenging you

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    with with this what is it I'm in keep

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    playing this

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    you can't make this song and say but but

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    see that's what I was saying about our

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    Kelly being able to make songs like I

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    believe I can fly and all these

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    beautiful songs and then being this sick

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    dude away from his music like Rico love

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    can come out and tweet his support of

  • 1:15:03

    our Kelly's music like there's nothing

  • 1:15:05

    y'all could tell him you say whatever

  • 1:15:06

    that's gonna make me not like these

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    things but then he can make music like

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    this that's like

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    directly contradicts what he's tweeting

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    I hugged my son all night long and all

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    morning long and was just thanking God

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    that I was in I was in a healthy and

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    able state to be there for him to be in

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    his life when all that you know I've

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    started thinking about our Kelly's

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    catalog how sick he is with the song

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    titled the fact the father wasn't there

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    the family abused two brothers are sick

  • 1:15:38

    all that [ __ ] and I just thank God for

  • 1:15:42

    all the men that are there for their

  • 1:15:43

    kids today I

  • 1:15:45

    know that sounds like a real small thing

  • 1:15:47

    but in the eighties that wasn't the

  • 1:15:49

    narrative the narrative was the father's

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    is out so I'm just I know this may seem

  • 1:15:55

    unrelated I was just really happy I was

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    just really happy that my [ __ ] son

  • 1:15:59

    was next to me as I was watching this

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    sick nasty [ __ ] on TV uh

  • 1:16:03

    y'all talking Iman gap BAM I was about

  • 1:16:06

    to say I need some outstanding

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    I

  • 1:16:14

    feel a little bit better I mean thank

  • 1:16:17

    God uncle Charlie it's not to our Kelly

  • 1:16:20

    remix thank God and while I'm on that

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    while I'm on it I

  • 1:16:26

    mind we'll share some of these genius

  • 1:16:28

    ideas man I don't know what you artists

  • 1:16:31

    are doing out there but as I'm watching

  • 1:16:33

    that biopic last night if I was still

  • 1:16:36

    writing I would say wow man let me get

  • 1:16:40

    to work yeah that's a whole [ __ ]

  • 1:16:42

    genius catalog that just opened up it's

  • 1:16:45

    got nine hundred songs to remix tory

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    lanez what the hell are you doing

  • 1:16:50

    get your ass in there and give us chicks

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    tape six seven and eight

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    you got mad are Kelly songs we never

  • 1:16:59

    ever again somebody's got to flip the

  • 1:17:02

    words around we still need it seems like

  • 1:17:05

    you're ready just from adults about

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    adults that's I would just leave what I

  • 1:17:10

    should alone anything it's gonna give

  • 1:17:12

    him some bread yeah I would leave every

  • 1:17:15

    r.kelly thing the [ __ ] alone he just

  • 1:17:18

    seems like you're ready yes everything

  • 1:17:20

    but toys to race it just erase it every

  • 1:17:22

    little melody every note anything Robert

  • 1:17:24

    Kelley

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    gets cool man we don't need that [ __ ] I

  • 1:17:28

    think I'm gonna take this I'm gonna race

  • 1:17:30

    it on my toes to god sue yeah I can't

  • 1:17:32

    step in the name of love too discreet

  • 1:17:37

    yeah see that's what really make himself

  • 1:17:39

    I mean it's all sick but when you really

  • 1:17:41

    get into the psychology here man is sick

  • 1:17:44

    [ __ ] all of gospel songs he made yuck

  • 1:17:49

    happy people yuck that's gross come on

  • 1:17:53

    Charlie scream real quick man

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    no no it's nasty we've never let this

  • 1:18:00

    rock this long to come back

  • 1:18:02

    let me get a bridge Charlie

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    [Music]

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    it's still Saturday [ __ ] I'm lettuce

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    wrap

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    [Music]

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    our team

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    [Music]

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    oh

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    alright I feel much older way better uh

  • 1:18:30

    alright I feel a little better I hope

  • 1:18:32

    we've responsibly can't tackled that our

  • 1:18:36

    Kelly topic people wanted joke

  • 1:18:39

    sorry what wanted jokes I was lying

  • 1:18:41

    before my mentions like y'all can't wait

  • 1:18:43

    to hear the jokes of the bucket

  • 1:18:51

    there's nothing to joke about sorry yes

  • 1:18:54

    are a lot of people trying to give him

  • 1:18:56

    the nasty award and we joke about the

  • 1:18:59

    nasty word that's not a joke that's not

  • 1:19:01

    a nasty award no all right so when y'all

  • 1:19:04

    want to talk about pushers here

  • 1:19:05

    [Laughter]

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    Detroit I

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    thought Joe is maybe like

  • 1:19:17

    250,000 dollars away from getting that

  • 1:19:18

    haircut with the hat on top of it

  • 1:19:21

    the guy that y'all think I am is crazy

  • 1:19:26

    top of the bullet hit another quarter

  • 1:19:28

    I'm a quarter million

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    about the house yet I don't go with the

  • 1:19:36

    frocks

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    not the cool but why us you giving them

  • 1:19:47

    all that I'm hoping it's a movie

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    this business I'm home only in this

  • 1:19:54

    business can that be the reply to

  • 1:19:56

    anything that you say

  • 1:19:59

    movie look sick like that hope is a

  • 1:20:02

    movie I hope so I hope that is not a

  • 1:20:06

    true

  • 1:20:13

    video

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    you got it bad

  • 1:20:18

    [Laughter]

  • 1:20:25

    now I was in a movie right now

  • 1:20:30

    Teresa moves on my day old movie what

  • 1:20:32

    was it uh light it up

  • 1:20:34

    in my damn did I just get that movie

  • 1:20:37

    name right on the first it was lighted

  • 1:20:39

    up seen as you're seven times the movie

  • 1:20:42

    you laid it up I liked it when I saw it

  • 1:20:45

    today I mean a lot of moves between Oh

  • 1:20:48

    nowadays according to Wikipedia which is

  • 1:20:51

    always facts he'll be an incredible to

  • 1:20:53

    already did that happen was he an

  • 1:20:55

    incredible to these [ __ ] got to stop

  • 1:20:57

    telling me today gon be in the movie

  • 1:20:59

    when I

  • 1:21:02

    want to see you in the movie he was in

  • 1:21:04

    scary movie 5 I

  • 1:21:06

    stopped watching after two days I've

  • 1:21:09

    never seen a screening in 2001 he was in

  • 1:21:11

    Texas Rangers

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    was also in the Justin Bieber movie

  • 1:21:18

    he was just in the

  • 1:21:21

    sugar

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    what stars you got we spoke about that

  • 1:21:42

    on the podcast whenever we was coming up

  • 1:21:44

    there's a dispute files

  • 1:21:57

    there should be a cigarette Leonard well

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    why would I watch her play him that's

  • 1:22:02

    that's a guess America can we get back

  • 1:22:03

    to talking about the important stuff

  • 1:22:04

    like oh she's here I said I'm hoping it

  • 1:22:07

    was for a movie because he was dressed

  • 1:22:09

    like he had to hold the whole suit [ __ ]

  • 1:22:11

    so I'm hoping it was a movie I'm hoping

  • 1:22:12

    he's playing from the looks of it yeah

  • 1:22:16

    one of the temptations a psycho not a

  • 1:22:18

    hater from the looks of it like Richard

  • 1:22:20

    yeah look of it that's how very most

  • 1:22:25

    that play check where it looked like

  • 1:22:26

    yeah and look like he was in a Little

  • 1:22:28

    Richard it could have been well let me

  • 1:22:30

    know see that could have been anybody

  • 1:22:31

    from the sixties leave that playing like

  • 1:22:33

    it don't matter just let me know what

  • 1:22:34

    movie it is so I could stay on

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    watch what hands of stone Sugar Ray

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    Leonard I can't go out yet

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    [Music]

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    to see some killer [ __ ] turn around

  • 1:23:11

    bowling ball and Biggs is on lines on

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    you let me get to the hands of stalls

  • 1:23:17

    Rockefellers not never look a

  • 1:23:21

    rusher Raymond

  • 1:23:24

    got some weird-ass starts on the 642

  • 1:23:36

    the movie you want to see my

  • 1:23:42

    buddy let us know what you want to start

  • 1:23:45

    it by the way

  • 1:23:47

    yo you ready now yeah we just started

  • 1:23:49

    now started whatever

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    what else happened that was funny

  • 1:23:54

    nothing that's not true that's not true

  • 1:23:58

    that was funny oh so y'all didn't see uh

  • 1:24:01

    Nick Cannon stuff still on Fox I don't

  • 1:24:06

    even know name with the mask Oh

  • 1:24:11

    guess the dancer

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    masked singing dancing wait so the

  • 1:24:17

    dancer was this way with the

  • 1:24:20

    neighborhood Nassau I think what it is

  • 1:24:22

    is real celebrities they dad off that

  • 1:24:25

    our singing but they have on a whole

  • 1:24:26

    like mascot costume type of things so

  • 1:24:28

    you have to be able to tell who it is

  • 1:24:30

    just from hearing the voice they're not

  • 1:24:32

    singing their song

  • 1:24:34

    you're funny sometimes

  • 1:24:37

    but listen did anybody see the show not

  • 1:24:40

    in CC yes why nobody laughing we can't

  • 1:24:43

    joke on the Canon anymore these shows

  • 1:24:45

    work for some reason no good Levitt he's

  • 1:24:47

    gonna make a ton of money off this [ __ ]

  • 1:24:49

    sure it's a great idea I don't know if

  • 1:24:51

    I'm gonna watch but it is a great idea

  • 1:24:53

    when you say mascot like a mask no a

  • 1:24:55

    fool there in Eiffel mascot system when

  • 1:24:58

    you say drape all that exactly needs a

  • 1:25:00

    great what was a great idea no I mean to

  • 1:25:04

    have if you like if you have it come up

  • 1:25:06

    with a game show or you didn't see the

  • 1:25:08

    show right no I'm just saying but if you

  • 1:25:10

    come if you call what idea let's have

  • 1:25:12

    some of the biggest stars in the world

  • 1:25:14

    come out and sing but weird costume we

  • 1:25:16

    have to guess who it is underneath the

  • 1:25:18

    costume that's not a bad idea for show

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