Peace King

as soon as I followed the girl that Maul

was liking and Rene in yeah yeah shouts

ruin it

yeah I have no idea was to a Rene's in

the page if the girl you met one day on

your way back from John Jack I clicked

on I clicked on another I clicked on

another picture oh no I clicked on

whoever we've taught my last podcast I

want to braid again I click get clicked

on it read some comments who do I see

and we're gonna have to introduce that

as a segment here who do I see like

comments you guessed it no no they were

one of the best rappers in the world oh

that's it not me one of the most we're

waiting on an album from this guy Jay

Electronica

Joe definitely Joe oh so no he Sue's I

saw Pete they use right there every time

I peeps I was already did BAM but have

y'all heard of course I love it so I

love it - I'm still so ya know amazed

with some heart emoji was it amazing it

was amazing and you know what it made me

realize that these did the blue check

stayin out to the top - because I'm

looking like I'm trying to find I ain't

the one that I want to see amazing yeah

I know but that's what I want to

interview him about yeah well what was

amazing in that moment for you yeah the

lighting not what I can't find it I had

tweeted Saha [ __ ] gotta stop with a

compliment recently about a beat he

should get on and I went to his page and

so and giving up the thirst crazy haha

ya shahe is flagrant with all his

internet

I'm all you right there he did before me

no malls not even in the the same

I don't are we a second algorithms no

sighs he has attacked two algorithms

[ __ ] gotta kill Joe a little credit

whatever I baguette don't be from not

amazing at least you probably don't yeah

don't be off the often you know it's

amazing out there damn with the heart

emojis nod yes thank you and up [ __ ] its

nastiness anyway welcome to episode 304

of the JV p joe budden podcast I'm your

humble gracious grateful and highly

favored or lowly favor depending on

who's doing the talking host Joe button

here with a few my nearest and dearest

friends j-bone is here white thought is

here white or thought according to his

his skin with all the villain oh I guess

the villain eyes white or now that's

true no you would be whiter if he has

really no no is Villanova gets it gets

wider the fact that just say Villanova

is what's Villanueva miss me

that's how Americans how you properly

please Villanueva

yes come on brothers that's a nasty look

at your life when you played out of

night he just might replay your life

like hobby playing to you like I come

across and why is written in the villain

clay watch some games at the garden I

wanna know some parks the Jeff Goldblum

so that's funny

daesil oh that's funny I would guess I

don't know that yet Jeff just put on out

Rory in it won't worry don't think yes

Eskimo brother what did I say that

[Laughter]

come on you know what we do here it is

on this body admitted it I walk around

the tri-state I'd like to know about

Rory got a lot of them had a lot of

black ass come over oh yeah yeah for

sure

so should I all a wholly black testimo

brothers that might be it year or no no

your white people white people so slick

why ancestry.com only show you your

white family weird this vitiligo come

from Scotland

you didn't get the villain old from this

I definitely did how you know you say

you got it from all [ __ ]

self-conscious and appears to be saying

that my laugh sound like a car to can't

start and [ __ ]

[Laughter]

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what time Stan we waking up an arena

like yo your laugh sound like it's like

you're come on she's got a leg is coming

in that be the words when you really

first wake up and check your mentions

and they be right they be right about

the joke anyway man shoutout to our

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y'all how was your soup your superstar

point superstar be moral to the point no

I'm all do the dope the presidential I'm

electing I'm going to Morehouse to hang

out y'all think I'm lying and I will

text y'all to it let y'all know when I'm

going to hell before

with with the address yeah yeah yeah we

pull it up no try now let me in neither

no how is holy we need to drive me drive

me the drops hold up hold up hold up

yeah I'm gonna find out where you like

to get on your words and I'm gonna be

the bike do not cool to me you're not

tough to me

you're not the measuring stick of where

Street [ __ ] listen to truth I'm sorry

you were doing the intro and then you

just texted because I'm supposed to be a

whole nother place right now and they

like hey are you close just beginning a

podcast ya know that's kind of well they

bothered me man

hola who's there the world will never

know well I just thought maybe with the

turtleneck and the scarf combo that

maybe you got somewhere to go mmm it's

hot in here and then I got a host in

that is day I heard you you right there

that's funny you don't do that and I

don't like the Rory I don't like what

Rory is doing right now because yo your

honor the haters on it alone wait oh

hello Rory know that my outfit look

better with the jacket it did the way

you guys let me now fan in a tight turn

[Applause]

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I'm sweating right now that I have on a

tight white shirt under this kick I'm

not taking this off kick I'm not showing

my stomach city of 1.5 million people

now you know what's funny I was come on

words I'll say that's it ago

now that's what's funny out well I

wanted to wear the jacket for the

podcast but I thought it would look

weird look nuts with that jacket does it

once a week what you wear your jacket

during the pot no no he never does

really

he wears a nice kind of a just wear

those jacket to the podcast he's never

kept a vessel under the bar oh he wears

the bulletproof under the special

welcome or Godfather home of the godson

of all I'm not the Godfather the brokes

are you think yeah are you are you the

nice are you the work niece of Harlem

Rose what's the area I won't go to a

gunplay what's going on Hill row Gun

Hill yeah you've got father gun he'll

provide the guns to gonna help no yo the

other day when you hit 40 you just start

thinking back on life I almost got

killed at least five times

oh yeah it leaves you always think

somebody shoot us for being me selling

guns is is really that's dangerous game

yeah I can think of some things you

should sell that you price shouldn't be

doing because it's dangerous selling

guns is nuts

yeah yeah that's high on the list that's

a crazy trade yet its boundless I am but

I have allegedly sold guns when I had

never shot one well you love it don't

worry about it keep them [ __ ] off you

selling guns it never shot would

remember when I really think about how

sick that is that's courage just as sick

as when Jay said we buy Glocks with

bodies on a film I'm not doing that a

whole day no no speaking of which thanks

for come on I mean putting the catalog

on Spotify yes

had nothing to do more made the call

put-put title and Spotify together a

liaison of course called big I wouldn't

even know who to call say yo Emery put

this together yeah that's how I win

that's exactly how we would send

everything since all the stems man for

sure

he's up there everything is love [ __ ]

Todd take care of my kids

after he's done grieving yeah yeah

you'll get over that [ __ ] get over that

[ __ ] I got kids like damn not agree but

then get over that [ __ ] the whole

vengers

happy birthday bad we didn't know we

didn't really not the way we should have

ya want me to do that thank thanks Jay

cuz I feel like a loser highlight in

December 4th well I the way I put it is

it's a song it's the intro to a great

album that's why I remember the date

mm-hmm that's how I put in my brain that

I know is what well jay-z turning 50

years old is that's a huge deal it's

crazy

I don't think that we have paid enough

Maya and I'm cool with that because I'd

rather get into it at the live shows but

I don't really think we've paid enough

attention to puff and hold turning 50

years old yeah yeah that's a really big

deal it is and while all the happy

birthday and whole 50 hashtags are nice

like we need to really get into like the

timeline of things with these gentlemen

actually puffs turned in 50 is what kind

of made me think all the times that I

almost got cliff

mmm-hmm because buffets Paul fan Homer

just been through a lot of [ __ ] mm-hmm

and to come out where they came out like

as two black men from from hip-hop from

the streets to be billionaires from from

where they started to where they are now

at their fiftieth with all of the

different hurdles that was put in front

of both of them like really think like

whole story is one-of-a-kind unique but

puff is flourished and at every single

thing he tried mm-hmm

alcohol clothes TV and ahhing labeling

that's that's no small feat it's not I

wanna dick ride too much but like when

will we see it again um I hope I mean

hopefully we've to the anomaly of their

story not so much with the drinks very

cold break and whoo yeah they're so

unique that I don't want to make

comparisons but I think that story will

continue with those three yeah this this

uh I don't know if there's anybody right

now in the industry that is even can be

compared to or even on the same yeah

whole story if it was a movie would be a

fictional movie yeah it would be a

fictional way with that doesn't seems

unreal it's one of those stories but I

think more importantly so we both know

you're right yeah definitely I think

more importantly this gives you know a

lot of people these are like their icons

take these we can look at and say it's

possible you know I mean like because of

these two men

a lot of things that we do in the way we

think has changed you know I mean like

we we we believe because of them we know

that it can happen because it I mean

it's not as far-fetched as it used to

seem for us or used to feel like

sometimes you look at people when that's

in a spotlight if like that could never

happen

do you correlate whole with like a

Martin Luther any of any of our

spiritual leaders and that spiritual

leaders but I know you want those type

of figures

yes I do cuz I do yeah yeah you'll have

to only because the impact that out the

hip-hop culture has had on the world we

would have to take two of the biggest

figures from the culture and say that

they are of that same type of you know

people look at them you know and those

type of ways where they and they just

instill a sense of pride and and belief

that you know mean we're kings and we're

queens and you know that that we could

we could flourish on this earth and do

whatever we want to do and be successful

I totally agree with you I just don't

when you use the term hip-hop which is

natural mmm that box is it from me and I

don't really attribute that to the

greatness of hope I think you could

describe his words a no beat acapella

and the impact that they have on general

generations upon generations having zero

to do with music life lessons historical

[ __ ] just just different [ __ ] it it's in

the form of hip-hop but it's using your

voice as an instrument it's no different

from like to me Jay is isn't is you know

a Martin Luther King and Malcolm X they

they were speakers they they use words

did the way they formulated their and

thinker forward thinkers and endures and

doers so you know don't think with the

differences you know Jay did it over a

beat you know I mean like the way he

constructed his words and his beliefs

was just over music is just you know

music was the background but absolutely

I look at them these two as those type

of figures for sure

come on regulations relate I really

that's not y'all [ __ ] with these guys we

could do a four-hour podcaster on how I

feel about Jay Z that's why I'm saving

and PUF don't do that you have to

absolutely absolutely and like I said

just you Ike was on his podcast I think

puff is the greatest year ever I could

go on forever I was doing that to you

because I know how you feel about about

both these gentlemen yeah it's just

amazing because at one point it Connor

would have been taken like Jay and puff

kind of had beef in tension kind of

because up until the last four years

that they started like really hanging

out I still thought they hit you

like a lot of people piece not beef it's

not because it's it's the competition

this competition people looked at it

like they were competing with each other

seho we pop over and puffier we puff did

but still I always felt like there was

still he did American Games in a budget

you know and about religious people what

if people would have felt like because

you know it's just competition people

always like to pin the two biggest

figures and say oh they must not really

[ __ ] with each other or they had got to

be some tension there oh yeah but um no

no no before big diet I could see a

bunch of reasons why there would be

tension because out of being competitive

yeah Rockefeller one big guy rest in

peace of course it was like I the the

the road is open didn't Mason and Mason

Jay had a minute they had a little you

know I mean so people people probably

took that and drew it out to be more

than what it was and selling it

yeah I'm some I years ago not anything

recent that's one of my favorite

undercover B's and I know I talk about

that all time ago so I won't bore you

with old topics but what could have been

from home and mates one day we gotta do

that like what it's so funny I brought

that up because I was doing my whole

shuffle [ __ ] yesterday when I was

cooking and stars born came off from

blueprint three and he started with mace

did it I was like all right you're about

to name a bunch of rappers I thought it

was odd that he started with me mmm-hmm

well he like he ran to a bunch of

Legends and the first most of whom we

beefed with yeah yeah that's that's what

was ill about that it was like

acknowledging and I was sitting there

thinking like Danny started with mace on

that that's kind of funny mm-hmm yeah J

know who the rapper's are and who you

know you you know well you that type of

MC you respect even if they're not

celebrated the way they should be

yeah you as an artist you know who's

like dope yeah so they put up that list

on Twitter yeah but happy birthday to

two of our and it's and to make a bingo

it was funny cuz they did that decade

trike then and drink now in while I was

like right away mmm uh it was funny in

this record to it said Drake's next next

up let's see what he do with it mmm I

thought that was funny when I heard that

yesterday too

mmm-hmm this record has a lot of [ __ ] in

it stars born you

he did it no Drake did it ya-ya-ya-ya-ya

you know and doing it still doing it

yeah we dick ride no she was trash this

week

you almost say oh well no [ __ ] it we're

gonna do that then I used to be so proud

and not advocate nastiness Martin every

way Bobby no I've said it before too boy

we could go bowling

it ain't like before can't you see that

I'm growing how it's so emerge or like

Oh

all right so that I really like this

beginning of the decade into the decade

thing I saw Drake's I saw Briana's I saw

some fan-made one with future when his

rap name wasn't future at the beginning

of the decade and you looked real dusty

and they put a new one in boy future we

know the bag that future has um is

inspiring to me

I don't not to be the mushy guy hate to

come in and do that but I really enjoyed

those

I did too I'm trying to find some trashy

to me from all yeah there's a page

dedicated to it yeah yeah yeah actually

we should add the easiest one we could

have done last year you can't say I

can't let y'all kill my guy repeat it

all right take it away [ __ ] you up what

am i taking a wink shutting up this is

oh I forgot to tell fans this episode

it's not know what killed it this

episode was executive produced by Rory

like I did in pre-pro when he said that

all of them are oh no they all are I'm

just saying I'm this isn't gonna be the

one that's put out some world and I

don't need to stand why you ain't got

faith you don't think you gonna go put

20 up today

we're number one and I produced all of

those why wouldn't I have faith mmm it's

true no worries right all right so what

do we have to discuss what do we have to

talk about here we go

any time nas and AZ talk before the

record except for life's a [ __ ] mm-hmm

but even life's a [ __ ] to my the bees

come funny that conversation is just

always gonna be funny

and it's funnier now when you think

about it in today's era cause like if

try to give the Washington's to wifey

today slap the [ __ ] out of you never

ladies over buddy no sir I remember the

name

of the record where AZ made nas feel

scared about his book release AZ say yo

record just started yo they wrote a book

about your life right and nas is like

yeah you think anyone will read that nas

like yeah yeah no doubt I hope so

Oh life's a [ __ ] intro oh I forgot my

uh you know Isis there any Naza AZ no oh

[ __ ] there's a life's a [ __ ] remix he

was a fill Edition tation no that didn't

speak to you they didn't connect when I

give it a second now me and there is a

connect

[Music]

okay oh this is just like one of them

dead wrong remixes where they just took

the vocals and putting it in yeah

all right now that's fine that's fine

that's why there's nothing wrong with

that yeah wait well cool thought to put

that beep with this classic ice

is this the greatest collab ever and hip

hop so to make an argument they have to

be top 5 yeah it might be top 5 and

greatest feature ever oh yeah yeah I

know what none of them were orientated

[ __ ] nice is the dude version of is

the male compliment version of SSI which

is idea sure it's nice how do men

compliment other men we talked about

this music we don't miss not a lot of

get back yeah I'll say my men go back

and find [ __ ] Oh

now sound like the guy that's trying to

get out of the conversation and just

repeat himself yeah no doubt

yeah no doubt are you still talking hey

Joe we the Flies hey they smoke this

[ __ ] no this is a great record this is

the season hey all right we're come on

all right so we start let's start with a

little bit of a little bit of STD man no

not save on the dawn this is one of the

new hip hop guys that my son knows more

than me about

so who's this now that has herpes all of

them but but who's admitting to it now I

kind of I kind of liked him

just come up yo I got the herps bro

that's the sick guys roll over to you

telling him wait go back to where you

going scream man I know you won the slow

Wi-Fi I was just gonna read that first

part yeah but you think chicks look at

this guy and say he don't have herpes an

unreleased track and be a young boy

surfaced well things surfaced when you

get herpes surfaced online on Thursday

December 5th when the Baton Rouge rapper

claimed that he got the herps from his

ex-girlfriend Janette Jana Jana uh he

raps on the track that ain't the truth

that damn Jana that ain't the truth when

I hear what you're saying I got the

herpes and gave it to oh he's telling

who he gave it to next gave it to me to

tell the truth that she gave it to me

it's messy because because normally

having herpes you like it's like a

secret society it's like a non social

club yeah we sold my weird back in high

school would be like ah

got it Sam Donald Arby's no this is just

the same people that got the Hertz

flaggers put the herbs on see you come

the locker rooms oh ma ma no no ma no

spilled herpes wrong

get him Jamal Adams no I like outing the

person that you got to her view from

okay

I do I mean it's a safer way I like

outing the person that gave you whatever

they gave you I like it it's it I don't

know because it's 2019 everything is

like so is that is that can you face

like some legal troubles if you do that

no no no that's only a legal thing when

you knowingly give someone something no

but I mean is it can you get into some

legal trouble if you come out and say

like oh yeah she gave it to me nah I

don't know okay I'm a shouldn't that

should just helping someone else yeah

you're helping the government then I get

the information leave me a help see this

and that's why it come healthy nation

like yo you are seeking the feds by

saying that Jin mayor you don't know

what departments they have a defense now

Takashi tell listen anyway for sure it's

coming you're going who gonna be there

look at Joe made it's not like a cookout

they said he got his letter yeah no

saddle Tom sir that's what makes me

angry about 2019 I know way too many of

you [ __ ] names that I don't want to

know I think about [ __ ] about Jade bit

yo y'all take it is a slap in the face

when uh when a girl has herpes know what

a chick break up with your daughter's

doctor wait don't let me I'll probably

feel some type of way how probably feels

like well it goes what you trying to say

yeah I thought I was are you being just

an

and when they and when they do that and

come back clean why they don't big you

up supposed to pick you up to your

respect miss Becky clean counties both

the big you up yeah literally like a

tweet you wanna edgy stories he that's

the other thing that's wack about 2019

like the older the older chicks like

they would appreciate when you cheated

in a certain manner with condoms like

without STDs huh say well can't be there

the backup centers look around the court

is you that was always the thing about

hooping like if you made a dumb ass play

oh you turned that [ __ ] over and you see

a [ __ ] get up literally say you know he

coming from you know coaches yeah

squatting under the scores table and you

not even that tall and he looking at you

like you just wait you're waiting for

the foul we're going to sit down you

just pray you're the shooter you ever

been at the foul line and they're about

to sub you in and shoot her he's like

now I got a shoot and get subdued that's

the thing like well you know to do to

submit like you don't pass you go to the

basket try to get back over the line

like make him wait it was one game let

last year we're [ __ ] klay Thompson

take court like a concussion elbow to

the face he might have broke his ankle

tore his Achilles they fly off if he

doesn't they brought his hat back from

the locker room free-throw I'll guess

the rap isn't yeah yeah fair man let's

go in the back it says TV ice up wrap it

up what hey I know he scored sixty and

three quarters guess what tonight's not

tonight y'all breaking your girl ever

came home and then we didn't win that

clearly we don't have anything written

down yeah

yo girl would come home and accuse y'all

I have an STD and you flip it on her no

that's no bad no you asked her where she

got it from yeah so G move yes but how

do you okay my girls never believe that

you got your [ __ ] from the airport

toilet what are you doing for real my

god works my friend got crabs from the

icon Stadium toilet like it happens how

do you get crabs from a toilet seat bro

cuz people that have crabs use the

toilet because I googled it but as I saw

you will say that the airport toilet

scene is a frequent occurrence of this

and when she called me a liar

I said google it more meanwhile Joe

ain't been on a flight in two years ago

do not call the airport accuse you and

you start killing your thigh be Lucas

great look at nasty what else can you

find a screen mail like this just look

up chlamydia getting chlamydia from the

toilet seats [ __ ] [ __ ] man I'm gonna

ask your plants are ya all right off of

MBA MBA young boy and herpes and

chlamydia and passing STDs from a

significant other no but just the risk

[Laughter]

oh good

that you go oh I don't know no might

regret that one oh man all right back

come on Ben that's a funny [ __ ] [ __ ] all

right and that's how you got a call when

you find out you clean like yo

CLE if I'll [ __ ] tell if I was a

black girl I would definitely take

sparks of roars like peace king why is

that funny it's funny but it shouldn't

be more girls every 3-piece King hell no

no peace King like wanna text oh they

always do no not peace King good morning

King uh I've gotten that before but not

from a woman that I was like

romantically with isn't in like random

limit you go on certain stores like

certain when we just reach so whatever I

think what are they call a death would I

be trying to explain to girlfriends that

what don't make me dead to other [ __ ]

that bill me up oh yeah girl don't even

know how much of a help the girls are

they boy looks like babies go outside

Sam all right come on well if you guys

what else we got let's go good one did

you say peace came to me

before you what makes you feel good well

if they work I like that okay all right

don't steal mine um 8 what about an

eight-piece 8 I'll take that I'll take

that okay

Oh 1 we call it just check a point yo

you ate today did the 8 8 mm did they

eat feed 808 Nate we've got a really we

got a special surprise lined up don't

you guys worry

all right what else we got Rory can't

rent clothes anymore yeah now let's give

up let's give H&M in a nice applause I

don't know if this is still all is

really interesting I don't know who's

still on hmm like that after their last

debacle oh but you notice how they

really know yeah they did they put the

monkey on the still to clean up H&M was

nasty just pee all work for you young

thug put it right on did young thug put

on hmm no I think you put a dress

formation other races wanted a Gucci

Gucci got you all right well H&M is

doing what every chick has been doing

for the past god knows how many years

since the beginning of time you can rent

clothes now yes H&M for rent youth have

been running clothes borrow no they buy

it they keep the tags on it return it

you got actually and they return it so

hmm the company is testing a service to

tackle environmental concerns I like how

the rollout they're trying to make it

environmental the company is testing out

clothing rental service at its flagship

store in Stockholm for the equivalent of

$37 customers can rent clothes from a

collection of 50 pieces according to the

business of fashion and so you can get a

whole wardrobe yeah I mean 37 dollars

goes pretty far and H&M I'm not running

my shirt just got a Joe according to yes

Jules you rented master from kiss kit

this such a ripoff don't do that to my

guys I know why some ripoff

why is it ripoff cuz they wouldn't give

them a refund under this rented clothes

ok that's fair

I get it um I feel away when when apples

when Apple tried to give me the lease my

phone I said no I'll purchase the phone

thinks well just break down the payments

that's all that's all you know you

leasing the fun night I mean I

that's leasing a phone place in a phone

but I mean some people might not want to

just pay to 1200 of fun I know and that

option is awesome for them mmm I'm not

looking at the bills at the end of the

month and paying for the phone I have

but you don't really see it it's already

in there I'm I had no it in my brain

that day I got that got that 97 that's

an extra $38 yeah no I think that's

nasty and peasantry yeah at first I'll

start off by but that just play a little

bit you're still paying off your iPhone

I got it I got the new one now okay

Oh exactly you got the what you took a

picture of nothing um what else is

happening in the universe executive

producer Rory

uh well Billy Dee Williams said he was

gender-fluid last week and then

yesterday was like nah didn't know

that's what that meant I ain't gay

did he I'm cool do you say what you

thought you thought of it listen all I

saw was a headline last week that ad on

the list that said Billy Dee Williams

has gender fluid at the age of whatever

I said I was pretty cool and then I look

today and he said wait I didn't know

that was the definition of gender fluid

I'm cool by the way I'm also not gay

okay react he's good well there you have

it

what did you guys thought that Dee stood

for

see cool coal 45 meaning now what are

you Billy no I don't think Billy Dee

Williams is gay I thought I think

because this cream man just highlighted

what he meant all right so he said he

was gender fluid and then said nah he

said so that's what I was referring to I

was talking about men getting in touch

with the female side of themselves I

wasn't talking about sex I wasn't

talking about being gay or straight

people should read I know what that is I

mean it would be an interesting

education for a lot of people fam I've

never heard gender fluid and thought

that's just me getting in touch with my

female side and if you if you would want

to and announcing that in the world on

it was the last time you heard from

Billy Dee Williams yes what do you

wanted to start this [ __ ] off with the

comeback yo let's get in touch with our

female side he probably just thought

that that meant you are a gender with

fluid its fluids yeah yeah that's what I

got for him okay the other thing Billy

Dee Williams has had sex with a man

before

probably 70s was wild I don't know we

have this conversation and I still don't

know what gender fluid means let's not

let's not be which is Wow I don't

understand why he would say that he has

I don't think just offer it sanyo yeah

nas me no no you didn't even you didn't

even look up the definition to say it as

me but this is my thing about that and

again I'd be home really bored so don't

pay my thought process any mind okay

it's just a person who does not identify

themselves as having a fixed gender

please stop right there what do we think

Billy Dee identifies as well I'm

laughing at the fact that he were a

better he looked at the definition of

what it was and then say wait hold on I

ain't gay definition say that's a good

point

yeah yeah like oh wait now I gay ain't

no negation here minute slow ignorant

when worst what absolutely not only a

certain [ __ ] from other men and be like

damn man this is what they be saying

more that at one point you believe that

mm-hmm

I was one of those dudes like Dan that's

what I sounded like I was nuts

he always the obvious you always look

back to yourself like 10 15 years ago

and [ __ ] you believed yeah and be like

the ones wrong yeah you have a dumb girl

try to have a deep talk with you yes all

the time don't have a name but but

they're those be the ones that pick the

great places to have those sauces

normally before you beat some they bring

you some new [ __ ] to your life and you

finish the story for me look at you like

oh you knew that

or have you ever had the most surface

deep talk ever with a chick beat and

then the next day she's like I've never

had a guy talk to me that way

no you really get me like I've never had

someone really like taking of my soul

like that and all you asked was like

damn that's what your dad said mm-hmm

like you didn't say you ain't say

nothing deep at all those are both I

like nothing right there we got to

protect those though are we a dad I call

them right now

[Laughter]

coming miles back in all uppity father I

have a question for y'all do y'all think

that it's rude or would be rude for a

guy to ask a woman in the courtship

stages or the dating stages how much

money she makes a year and how much

money she has in her savings it's in a

proper you say that yeah but are you out

of line if you ask it oh it depends on

why you're asking it you asking because

you're trying to get to know the

opposite sex yeah but somebody how much

they make is it's a little rude in

general yeah wait hold on look at us

they should know this is the

misogynistic podcast how the [ __ ] are we

tiptoeing around that when you're trying

to get like I really want to date this

person and chicks think they should ask

you that question before they even meet

you danced around yeah so you got a

studio how many time

okay how many hours about that were you

there but we kind of sort of dream we

can sort of do the same no like we'll

look at things that a woman is buying

and what she's spending in there's no

way for us to know how much one mimics

ever ever well it is how Billy how

without asking oh well yeah if you don't

ask you'll never really had that it

leads me back to my original question

yeah but that's not a question that I

think you just asked like I feel like

men navigate through relationships just

constantly being surprised about things

as a relationship and then you just have

to adjust because you've signed up for

this [ __ ] I can tell you from the

rip you might have made a different

decision

let me not adjust who though sometimes

we do who she thought he was if all the

time

no but that's on them I told you I was

trash from the hey come on walking you

back

your piece cane oh my god you know women

gotta do it too they do you're right but

it's because when we think that you

super lit and buy Danis [ __ ] any [ __ ]

ain't got it bro no you know I was broke

sometimes you always but sometimes you

do a good job at a pom freakin though

got make it look good we got in the back

of the my girl credit cards yo how many

Park dates could we get it's December

yeah why why am I taking you to the

parks bill that's our spot you to get

like pizza that look in some hood I

shouldn't have been in East Orange or

somewhere he grew up in and he pointed

to this park on the side and he was like

that's what my mama used to go for the

free dates because that this park had

the birds and the pond every man is

there but I never took it I never took

the thought to old it this pond has

diverse one employs defense a sworn any

storage is hard to find that's a date

show you a swan like the Flies gangster

small yeah every [ __ ] ain't showing you

a swan oh yeah I did the park date one

time and realized that I wasn't smooth

enough for it same way I might've dealt

drugs one day she wasn't cut out fade

all the drugs I'm a user some other be

the same

we gotta go Road I think I'll just use

these smell to meself from me out of us

but to cop for me I'm not gonna listen

to any of those crap I'm gonna die on my

own supply

that's what Toby my brain was off when

the fiend just seemed more attractive

than standing outside all day then

mother [ __ ] has no jacket on the

December and it's dancing looks great

homeboys [ __ ] swimming down the

street naked that looks way more fun and

you stand-in there buddy tell me to tell

me your first experience like seeing

like somebody really feed out or orange

rug not a family member tomorrow would

sleep on the can understand why my uncle

Kevin sees you then going oh I'm fine

full-blown seizure now [ __ ] beer with

South Carolina liquor stores was a whole

thing you know my little innocent ass

first realize of alcoholism was wow they

really piss a lot I never understood why

oh let me know when Jerry came in here

bug in one day like why do you piss so

much this is insane when did you realize

you were an alcoholic I'm joking I'm

joking

ah alright that's nothing my random

questions are there anything important

that we have to get you we've got a

really special guest coming out let me

tell you a man yeah we've been waiting

for this one quite some time

quite some time I don't think there's

anything else important that we need to

discuss it's been a really good good

week December is flying by the end of

2020 nineteen is flying just was

shopping it no and then I'll be honest

with you I'm not I'm not I'm not putting

up a Christmas tree and I'm not

Christmas shopping

I never Christmas shop really but I

don't want the people that I love to be

surprised and I'm not getting [ __ ] cuz

I'm not my family members said no we're

not doing that basically thank God

that's enough unit me man girlfriend

gotta get to the knees down the nephews

got cash yet

take this [ __ ] $25 and buy yourself

something nice yeah my pops called me

last week come on

you know me Ethan and Anthony sneakers

are getting like expensive like 150

mm-hmm well you could even want probably

cost like 350 you can take the 150 from

you yeah and go bust a move that's a

little doing huh even had a fight in

school I told y'all mm-hmm how old are

they now 11 12 getting into that age mmm

no Punk so my dad said if you know pump

you happy with that um I don't think is

anything else to talk about listen

tonight we are in Baltimore yes we are

Thanks tomorrow Baltimore you better be

ready tonight so I mean we need some

energy man we don't want to come out

with that cool [ __ ] don't be sitting

back just sitting there looking like

y'all staying at a fish tank I think

Baltimore is gonna turn up I hope so and

it's our faith in Baltimore well if

y'all replying to what mall really just

said or do you need me to interpret what

mall was saying don't you know you don't

think that I believe that you believe

Baltimore needs a tutorial and turn up I

know the city of Baltimore turned it up

that is document so when you when I hear

you say Baltimore don't let us down out

there you know that that mean you want

your dick sucked

[ __ ] by one of the gorgeous fans bring

that energy tonight be more they show us

the love that's not what I made you know

give it up tonight when we get [ __ ] up

Baltimore is what I'm cities you can get

just hang in the first minute you get

there talking about you bump it is the

man in Baltimore by accident yes play

which way is Oh wonder why you feel I'll

take it

I'll take your fire head off the rib

like babe all right yeah

Baltimore tonight Philly tomorrow New

York say and you say new you come on and

you say man peace king but what book did

not come out with I don't know if it

came out oh come on me as a peel this

bill was around when that line was

trapped Oh fine all right nothing else

to get into any music job this week

French offense music dropping coming in

for that oh you're French drops Fat Joe

drops I've been waiting for the Fat Joe

project so of course we early here so we

didn't hear any of these things

we'll get back to y'all next week with

something or we won't and press the

French looks like he's getting better

that's good dear yeah that that is that

is awesome here busy back over here how

you give us the flex chest picture in

the hospital swag

it's gonna all right I'll [ __ ] with um

all right special guest I'm special

guest I'm special guest time Hey drum

roll near old some couch you heard this

man one plenty of tape with soul

he's I just get to he's the reason you

can't spell the word fabulous today that

is very true he is the reason that there

is no competition today if you've ever

heard any shooting in the summer o

street footed it alright I hope the

streets is ready here's a awkward date

into a organic conversation here fab and

Rory talk about hangovers Jack that's

what that's what when you when you when

you drink when you older that's what I

think it's a little bit harder the

recovery absolutely no when you yo

you've bounced right back

nice of you wash it I'm back up and go

to work no coming into 30 I'm finding

out about two-day hangovers are you you

just need the extra day - yeah that's

why I stopped drinking they don't take

much either the recovery recovery was

bad so much I don't know I really know

my like drinking boundaries so I don't

really like have too many hang only time

I have hangovers is like a force mixed

mixing of liquors so you know how you

might be on stage Brown yeah drinking in

someone comes in once a shot like you

like nah you don't mean you don't want

to beat a spoiler but yeah sometimes

display at this point it's like no I

can't mix brown and that's not somebody

give me a shot I'll definitely fake put

that [ __ ] right behind the bar I'll take

a shot as [ __ ] will watch it

sorry watch you go you take it and be

like I don't want to be around no one

there all day waiting for you to it

alright I let me just tell everyone here

I am waiting for that one dry spot so I

could start this okay let's talk about

you guys to have so much chemistry oh

[Music]

yeah

another height 1 foot yeah that's it I

said you know my plan of bullying that

was with the DJ tags yeah not the mall

Mic Check one two what you might check

what you want to

special guest in the building walls got

a lot to get to right I mean are you one

of those people that hates when the DJ

puts on like the whole fab set when you

walk in and now you're standing there

listening to all your music yeah I'm mad

at a fab set but one sometimes you just

got to play the right records and then

to like don't OD you know I'm saying

that's really would it I got more lined

up buddy I didn't have one more fab I'll

be honest but then I'm I was a

narcissist so then I forgot that we did

this so now I was gonna play it this is

happening I'm not the whole record

because it's entirely too long yeah

welcome to the process of this one oh

this is sad let me let me call Joe yeah

it definitely felt very moody and like

something that Joe with heart a corner

so that was pretty much the process it's

like yeah this is up his alley and I

figured you might have something to say

around this time so record got me in

trouble he fell for the bait you get

yourself in a lot of trouble with your

records so

[Music]

are we getting to it on a beautiful

Saturday people love this record though

people load this record though surprised

I always heard a lot of like fanfare

people I think people love that sample

want you back no yeah that sample so

what you saying hey although then we did

to it right I told that I have told you

before actually let me stop this [ __ ]

this that was that was angry

relationship crap from the band side so

that's well I think the touch tone with

a lot of guys like we don't get it we'll

get a chance to express ourselves and oh

yeah that was different for you yeah

definitely so why you did that then um

because you gotta do that you got to do

that every once in a while I taught some

[ __ ] up on there boy you like you said

that's that's what you do that's your

mood you know me you know did I tell you

I would tell you that I was surprised

that that Derrick Rose [ __ ] went over

that well some some some lies like that

they even when I'm doing it I know they

can go either way

you know I'm saying sometimes people

think a lot is cheesiness sometimes

people love it is just that's how I

didn't think it was cheesy I just didn't

think that the fans would be down with

hearing it for however many stanzas that

was mm-hmm and it's fun to say I mean

you not got it uh welcome to episode 304

of the Joe Budden podcast I'm your

humble gracious grateful and highly

favored host Joe button here with a few

of my nearest and dearest friends we got

j-bone here

came all parts of here aka white thought

we got Rory here ain't Kane sunset you

never know when Sun will set it Eriksen

is here STD save on is here Alex the

great screen man is in there somewhere

and last but certainly not least

fabulous is here what's up applause

thing that finally made it yeah I'm

finally here

[Applause]

yeah you come on the show well that's

usually how long it takes this is

perfect but me and Joe have when we have

conversations that usually long

conversations is not you know not

everyday conversation so when we do end

up talking this is usually a long

conversation so you know that's like a

podcast to me now is there is there

conscious not you're just not taking it

I hope not no no but you have called me

from your podcast before that I didn't

know oh no after the first time then

I've seen it I'll be like taking this

call up oh man that's horrible

why do you think that people want to use

my call you did it to yourself you

little messy how by it by calling people

during the live recording for a million

years

people Wow I always assumed that you

know we're not gonna say anything

incriminating on these calls I hope so

I'm not yeah no no we're not doing that

all right listen that's what I was gonna

ask you this time around with the media

landscape changing cuz now there's all

these podcast different places to go

when you're trying to promote some [ __ ]

how different does it feel from the last

time you maybe did a run not too much

different but um like you said it's just

widen and I think now you have to figure

out what is the right things to do for

you and your brand at

what you're pushing you know I'm saying

like I think certain projects you I say

to me and kiss project that was

something that was a little more under

the table and like we should have done

more like ground level stuff instead of

like a Breakfast Club kind of thing to

me that's how I felt cuz I felt like the

the fanship that listens there but I

mean the fanship too they also can watch

breakfast let's not saying that they

wouldn't watch it but I'm just saying

like you can touch you know drink chimps

was good for it or you know different

different things where the audience that

listens to that music you know they're

good they would check it you know me we

didn't need to do Entertainment Tonight

on you know me [ __ ] something like that

not saying we did but just that's the

only thing I play about like you know me

what's what works for what you doing

right now some some are like you guys I

don't look at Java as a like I'm doing

it for a certain reason

one is you guys are mutually it like

friends we see each other and like mall

said I told him a year ago I would do it

and I spoke to Joe recently and told him

I will do it no I know Joe you would do

it at least five years ago yeah

it's you know it's periodic you know

that's why I said mall is great he's out

the year was great yes but I also don't

do it all the time in between you know

I'm saying in between projects and in

between I like some time being low in

between in between projects and yeah you

know I'm saying like I like it's a

little space and just give you a little

energy it gives a little energy when you

come back talking people who talk now we

have so much like you said so many media

and so the social scape everything's

that everybody wants to talk and share

opinions all day and it's like sometimes

you just need to shut the [ __ ] up

sometimes we just need that's why I get

them in a lot of trouble because

everybody's a so relevant and share

opinions on other people's [ __ ] and

there's just too much sometimes so it's

too much room to [ __ ] up when you talked

that much

shut up come on ie music and because of

the social escape would think things if

something is set out of context they

ends up traveling way for I just

recently with this shitty [ __ ] which was

like a joke really a real joke like

really just [ __ ] with [ __ ] and then

they turned it into our actual topic

like I was like trying to knock Shiggy

from getting money or something but even

I I laugh at it because I know it come

from a place of just internet boredom I

guess you know I'm saying and people

sometime to internet need a story about

that that's a story yeah and a big one

actually know the the the the moral of

it is a story yeah what me and Shiggy

were doing was just [ __ ] joking topic

the topic topic is yes time this is a

big was a big story of that story is a

story I don't know I don't know that's

that big not to know yeah favors for

favors in this business is that that

story has meant it across so there's

time that it's been done and in ever

aware influencers are running rampant

alright so here's here's the thing with

the Shiggy thing right we were joking

that he acts for money for it now me

even and explaining it I said yo all

right I get it was I already I don't

hear the joke comes Iggy I don't think

he's joking no that's part not the joke

the joke was me coming there and playing

with him and Tony is saying is that's

not a joke part of it like when you see

a man like when I said you were a hugger

you know I mean it's not it's not a haha

moment but it's taken in like [ __ ] so

that's where the show you don't change

the context yeah yeah yeah caption will

change the concert right so they took

that change the context made it like

this favorite conversation when it

really was just a joke between me and

Shaggy saying you know so when even when

he told me it through text I was just

like alright cool cuz I do understand

that's how social influences are getting

money you know labels offensive business

I'm not paying you

but if Def Jam wants to give you a check

to do something I will check into that

and you know man why wouldn't I want to

see you getting get money it doesn't

come out of my pocket and up and I'm

happy for you to be getting money this

way you know me

maybe duh do you think it would be valid

for the influencer to feel like you as

the friends should be the middleman

between them and the label do I think

that's fair if I should do I told him I

would do I would see what's up I'll see

if definitely imma cut you a check I

don't I don't have a problem because

they've already set that statue so

that's why he's even saying it like you

know he's like yo this how we eat you

know saying I was like you know what

you're right but me personally asking

you is different from Def Jam X and you

but I still understood it you know I'm

saying III he didn't ask me I didn't you

know when I did things for him before he

had you know social media fame it was

just because I thought you were funny

and you know just trying to shed some

light on you and we did say that we did

say here that well that you've done that

a bit with people all the time if you

know I think that's just and that's

organic that's not looking at it like

later on down the line I didn't do that

in 2015 to say yo in 2019 when I drop to

Z I'm gonna need him to do a dance skit

for me of course not but as someone who

repeatedly gives organically mm-hmm and

just maybe shines a light that didn't

exist on people organically from the

kindness of your heart when it's not

reciprocated at any point whether it be

five years later or a week later it's

you don't feel the way at all about that

no not really I mean I feel that morally

I feel like if if somebody does you a

favor and you accept that favor you

appreciative it a favor like if you have

the opportunity to do a favor back right

you do it you know me like even when

like posted albums I don't hit people to

post miles are you I post people albums

that you know if I you know if I we have

a relationship and we mutually cool

you drop a project I'm consistent I do

that as just to congratulate you you

know me I might not even speak to you

but I can put you and say yo check it

that might help more than me just texted

you and say congratulations so I'm at

first actually you know even to my

friendship to you know whatever but I

don't feel like now when my project

comes out I should have to text you and

say yo can you put my if you might think

if you do it yeah cool I Prius like but

I don't feel away I just know how you

know it people people are different some

people yeah just about say maybe I'm

weird I get angry when people ask me to

post a [ __ ] I don't like it I think it's

rude okay

anna's Kony but would you feel its run

as rude though how would you feel if

they posted you first

I never asked you didn't but if they

showed you that love the are you

appreciate of it appreciative of them

doing that for you so that you would

feel like if it was do it on on it on

their own of course you recognize that

you appreciate it I'm only talking about

when an artist accidentally makes you to

put yo my [ __ ] dropped this week they

send you what to say it's then you know

album cover fan fan who are you talking

to yes fine of me and you ain't even

like this that's that's long time of

course not appreciated that

you got a uh you got a I saw him I saw

meet poster [ __ ] and for some reason

ever since that whole what was the Drake

meek thing or me quietly thing whenever

that was where that was a big deal that

meek didn't post now it's a really big

deal to me when me posting my [ __ ] yeah

yeah he highlighted the track he gave

you some like cool slang one on the

tweeter super appreciative because on we

have a relationship and I just looked at

okay I my personal opinions about that

is like when you are cool you want to

see somebody do well that you actually

support with yeah and mix on the project

you know mean maybe people on your

project that won't post your post your

private you know there's like your order

to like you don't mean our successes

both of our successes so

you know me I definitely I'd do it for

just just to congratulate anybody not

mutual you know cool you know me it's

it's just not a super thing them you

know I don't even hold it to like I did

something crazy really like a friend and

keep it moving in life that's it

do you know that that we're known as the

fab fab fab temp Fantastic Four no yeah

yeah yeah I guess no you're high

apparently he's the torch Rory would be

the choice probably be I have to be the

thing cuz he has to be mr. fantastic

alright yeah watch your mouth I'm not

trying to be funny see you don't get it

I guess she got invisible you get large

yellow but yeah we known as the

Fantastic Four and why is this um well

you something again we know each other

yes but you're one of the people that

even away from the music that we just

[ __ ] with okay and people know that they

know that is certain things we won't say

about you they know we got New York bias

I don't I think there's no like it

certainly cuz I really [ __ ] it well

admittedly skip over some [ __ ] because

it's you when we [ __ ] with you yes and

you might be the only person on that

list for mere I just feel I would never

say anything bad about you do I do

only you though do I give a lot of

moments that child could yeah could a

winner

yeah oh we got one of your drop oh yeah

stored in India and a joint we got one

of you yeah we just took it like

somebody did this Oh somebody somebody

did this yeah well yeah and that would

be with you but yeah that was a moment

for me no that was one of the greatest

moments

understand that's not these [ __ ] cuz

that was late in the morning yeah and I

hit the chat like y'all are y'all on

instagram like I don't know if this is

like if I've got a project coming if

this is like this is me she just roll

out this [ __ ] is on live revolution I

had a single fold somebody did this your

fab is walking around in a circle 3:00

in the morning oh it's the grandma you

don't do [ __ ] like that I don't I

definitely know I don't even take it to

explaining myself to social media I was

great this is why I was great I just

felt like I had no I felt like you know

there's a lot of stuff that I ignore and

like don't speak on but sometimes your

narrative like you're not speaking on

something that's going on they paint a

narrative for you and then you sitting

back and you like I am ignoring but at

the same time there's millions of people

who just start feeding into this

narrative of yours of you personally

like you know me and I felt like they

were like at one point personally

attacked them attacking my character of

the kind of person I am and and that's

where I just was like all right this is

getting out of control cuz I can take it

to a certain extent but it just started

just like making me look like I was a

piece of [ __ ] and just changing my whole

narrative do and that's where it kind of

like do you touch me and I might I still

think I did it I didn't do it right leg

but I'm emotionally reacted because of

how deep somebody kept was going to like

paint this narrative of me being a

certain way do you think that we sign up

for that um what do you think there is

something that he'll know you don't sign

up for it I guess it's a not sign up

yeah with the success of you but also -

I'm not that celebrity I'm not that guy

that you know paparazzi is out so you

know me when somebody's complete like

I'm like why you know me like I'm not

even

but I'm not that guided with the you

know socially I don't think I'm sorry

like I think they don't care who tries

to stay low matter of fact if you stay

low they probably want to find more

mm-hmm and you for the past however many

years have been low and very quiet and

very private so what a perfect time

mm-hmm

finally we got some fanship so I'm that

that's what they look for in my opinion

I and I could like the initial story

things I could I can take it was it was

just the spiraling of a story that just

kept like and it was just getting worse

so like you or I you say um I got caught

out doing something and then you spiral

it and say oh he stay with Emily long

enough just to get his case cleared what

so now that's just to make me look even

cuz the first one was that you know I

mean you could do cos fall back on that

alright

that's whatever you know mean people

could but now it's like trickling to who

what kind of person I am now you're

gonna say that I'm doing something

especially when one I'm not doing that

but to that affects someone else and

puts that narrative not only in their

head their family had their you know me

my kids like you know me I like if the

power works yes the power works and it

just sank deeper than me you know I mean

like I'm I'm working on my family here

I'm working on rebuilding and repairing

and y'all alike just for the sake of

just nothing it just didn't even you

don't mean and that touched me a little

bit I did I still feel like I reacted a

little bit wrongly to it people call me

and you know me it was like just that's

not the right I just I just felt like I

had to speak on it in some way or it was

just gonna just keep spiraling like if I

couldn't I was falling back like I don't

care what y'all say but Nina's just kept

gradually growing worse and then I'm

just like that how do I fall back off of

something that's gonna change people's

perception of me as a person not as an

artist not as a not you know me like I

said I could take the real [ __ ] just you

know I mean like people gonna look at me

as a piece of [ __ ]

if I don't see any you know me and

sometimes people believe certain

narratives just because you have an

answer back to them you know I'm saying

like it's like somebody saying yo you're

gay and you don't say nothing oh I guess

he was gay he was responding yeah you

know I'm saying so that's the approach

that I started feeling like if I don't

say something people are gonna really

believe that I did that like and but I

might've did it wrong no no it was a

great great moment yeah it was great man

a woman at moments it was great uh you

know you can still got your classic you

and Ray J that was great you got classic

I saw a post from Charlemagne was the

best Breakfast Club moment I think Ray J

set it off don't but I seen like a

little post was saying what was the best

moments of that and I just think Ray J

set off some of those he set off the

rant Ray J's alleged I think I think

that Ray J moments probably my favorite

in the past 15 years like including the

Iraq war ending like all including

everything so I think that Ray J moment

might have been my have yeah yeah cool

ever yeah yeah I mean I'm not we not

besties holidays Texas yeah but anyways

cars all we didn't rata car we sat in a

car as a video renew to be friend what's

so funny about it is I never wanted to

do it it was like Lisa your Ray J got

his car here we can use it for the shot

I'm like why that's clean thing by the

way

I'm like why the whole video is in a

club right why are we just why you just

making this out of nowhere seen to be in

a rage a scar like why that makes you

point out the fact that you didn't even

want it

so they said it I was like you see I

knew I was in my right mind by thinking

I don't want to do why am I getting

raises god

is that if that is is what you just said

is that part of like is it true that

every rapper just kind of moves with the

possibility in mind that you may have to

beef with this rapper in the future no

because like people that I you know

generally you know who it and [ __ ]

you know me I wasn't that good in this

car like I just you don't mean that just

seemed clean on me if it was clues car

and be different like I would have that

same make sense syncing of it you know

exam but this is its rage I just pulled

up to the video shoot I guess you know

you know how you shooting a video and

especially back then artists I just pull

up right you know that so then it

somehow turned into let's use rage a car

for the video I'm like why they just

kept drilling it the whole one was like

and then I just finally did it and now

charge it today yeah [ __ ] oh well while

we're on the topic if you ever seen a

Joe Budden video the car wasn't mine no

now one of them card not a one a lot of

videos I mean I think a lot of artists

would say most videos 98% a couple of my

cars in videos though just because I

might have had a cool car at the moment

but like there's a lot of times I just

use whatever is on set

yeah but I was that's cool cuz that's

like a standard thing I guess what I'm

saying is like I was putting somebody

else car in the video and I was in the

driver's seat when the new S 500 but it

just came out and that like it drove

differet of the functionality was

different and then when the [ __ ] said

and he thought the net and I'm realizing

he's done it on me that's exactly what

it is he said yo yo you know how that

worked out I say yeah

nah director said exit alright Joe over

birth [ __ ] stalls definitely can't say

that you don't know like a rap no will

you do it yeah yeah

should have Ray J there yeah I'm so fly

already by the way makes me nervous

we've on this podcast given we've given

Ray J his flowers wait so you mean in

the pump it up video and you came out

the car TV that didn't really happen

that wasn't yeah there was no other

might have been a clue I took not to go

back to serious [ __ ] but I do want to go

back to something used to uh save right

before the silly read your [ __ ]

can you speak to can you speak to some

of the difficulties that may come with

trying to repair family in the internet

error when you yourself don't give a

[ __ ] about the internet well you have to

do it internally you can't really worry

about because it's really about you and

your family it's really about the people

that's involved so me dealing with stuff

that was personal I just just even

advised them to just keep it internal

you know me

anything you feeling anything you want

to talk about communication is super key

and um you know figuring things out and

and seeing what works for for people

even even down to like a family growing

and a family you know people people

evolve people grow people change we've

talked about change people change every

couple years sometime you know saying

and sometimes the person you might a new

five years ago has evolved into the

person that they are now and you have to

be able to understand that person you

have to be able to understand if you

want to be with that person or if y'all

can be together and so I would say

versus the internet I just didn't handle

anything

with the internet even even how it

socially how you know you show your life

socially as still I still not doing it

for y'all I'm still I'm still doing it

eternally to to to bring our situation

together for our even a narrative like I

want me and you to understand our

narrative what we what we doing together

and what we mean to each other that's

what it that's how I can't based on the

internet because they have their own

opinion anyway you could do all the [ __ ]

in the world that you want to do a [ __ ]

stabling yeah looks fake to me

you don't really like so trying to

change their perception is I know but I

want I want the relationship with with

the woman that listens to me more than

she listens to the Internet that's very

hard because they achieve is she not

listening it's still just sprinkling in

our air is still like here thanks you

gotta do is wise it you gotta be trying

to just keep I mean focus but most of

the time when dudes get back on the

internet to explain something is cuz she

was violent about what they were saying

on anymore you see what you see what

Justin's wife wrote and said he wrote

right I don't wanna get to that now we

don't have to but I think what was it

just Justin on Justin Timberlake got

caught feeling on his co-star owner on a

drunk drunk lusty night but it was like

film he was out yes I'll put up a nice

yet it was getting to it oh and he added

well this is this part of our segment of

get your chick back I stay away from

gossip as much as I can but for my

family of Phil eyes and points see this

is where immediately

automatic what makes you go there like

you know me like it really is a few

weeks ago I displayed a strong lapse in

judgment but let me be clear nothing

happened between me and my co-star drink

way to Haven I should have known better

this is not the example I want to set

for my son I apologize to my amazing

wife and family for putting them through

such an embarrassing situation but but

listen Joe people could make this

doesn't even if he's admitted that it's

a mistake on his part [ __ ] make

mistakes the problem that people don't

do is admit that they Baker with some

work topologies apologize and work

through everybody makes mistakes

everybody makes some decisions that if

they you can't go around no [ __ ]

Frankie if they knew people this is a

decision that you make alone that if

somebody that you love like somebody was

watching you that you wouldn't make so

even from that I have you know I could

understand from the point that he's

staying from from he's saying that's not

the example that he wants to set for his

son that's that's real that's real grown

man and any time you do the public

apology you gotta bring the kids in and

bring God in God better bring God got it

I'm sure he did apologize to my amazing

wife and family for putting them through

such an embarrassing situation and I am

focused on being the best husband and

father I can be

this was not that I am really proud to

be working on Palmer

looking forward to continuing on this

movie excited for plovers after after I

cheat I'll be trying to go be the best

boyfriend to

okay don't don't those don't blur you're

cheating into today holding a hand nice

and you rub that apologize publicly

there's no still gotta have it you think

Justin seemed like oh me an apology for

this I don't need to read this don't

need this who does he owe apology to his

wife or the other black girl that he

used and left out to dry and did not

come to her aid oh yeah that's true oh

the girl then told are you Janet Jackson

I have the first one okay

till my her now his co-star I don't know

I didn't do it publicly but maybe he has

apologized look fab listen to this the

other day the other day on his mark ass

wait you see one verb it's you New

Orleans on Bourbon Street oh you can't

Rory knows where every balcony and doors

house is in America and that is the

funniest thing to me but is this co-op

who got your [ __ ] granddad built all

this [ __ ] back the other day I was I was

telling telling these gentlemen that if

you just harken back to 2010 to see

where everything was music [ __ ]

things socially pop culture and look

today where things are it's the polar

opposites of each other right and as I'm

listening to this all this mature [ __ ]

you're saying all I keep getting in my

mind is your old tweets you don't miss

tweeting like that tell the truth man

come on we built this [ __ ] no

we fill this is try to get me out of

here twice um I don't miss anything

that's not serving me right now like I

like the place I'm in and I like what

serving me right now okay we'll be such

a great time in your life shorty yes we

target this is it sets for the time you

know me we had great times

young generation Joe blaming the parties

for your whole life yeah but they were

choice they would evolve but they would

evolve as they had the pool parties this

year wasn't like the old pool parties

better sure it's a little more no more

grown will faint more family-oriented

mmm you mean that's the change we had a

performer that's a change I try to

change every day

change is good as long as as long as

this in the best direction for yourself

I'm not mad at change we used to always

think change was something wrong with

change that was Tufts was preached to us

don't change don't leave your hood don't

listen the guy can different [ __ ] like

that mm-hmm

you need two people I think that even

say that is because they can't change so

they want to try to get it they try to

recruit Hugh in the same [ __ ] say the

same person yeah crew tonight can I can

I talk [ __ ] about deaf GM at all during

this process I guess I have a question

wait in this wasn't my question

did you see Charlemagne and all and

serge ibaka since you want keep

Tomasello me I'm we're not gonna bring

it up daddy's just brought it up I

thought he would have saw that he was

asking serge ibaka about is all about

his [ __ ] it's me

I don't even want to have a is what you

asked me what things we mature fat my

question my question that I had was and

I'm sure you've answered this somewhere

but I gotta ask you anyway that the

infamous looking for a studio live after

the controls I didn't contro control

[ __ ] I think I was I think it's crazy

that I might have tweeted that from

[Laughter]

right I think I might like even just

tweeted up on a studio and like I was

kind of like did I let is imagine like

your where your way to the studio and do

you like did I just let the internet

push me to go to the studio to respond

to something that I don't even know that

or care about just cut myself short

before you know enjoy how that like it

it hit it after you know but it hit me

going to the studio like come on like

six months later to know was the last

one to go to the guy we were over this

now now I bother wrapping wack hmm yeah

it was that was respondent that I was

like family

like yeah so it was always happens

though I felt like I had that always

happens it's any any time when is it

like this so Brooklyn challenge you know

or to do it like some people start just

going and you just be like but like

that's the time we live in it's not like

you're gonna get all the time get the

best the best that I bet you know back

in the day so so you know so West

Virginia freestyles he wasn't feeling

them now I feel people I'm glad I waited

this long to do this by now listen why

fight Jose Jose I didn't fire him I just

like to be really honest all right he

was getting like emotional as a barber

and I like now that's like like it was

getting a little weird

I'm dumb just wanna be honest like since

you asked me all I could do is be honest

I just felt like he was open a lot of

pressure on me about I was like what

like just say say say say I'm I'm doing

this podcast I say your joke Jose I need

to get a haircut before I go to Joe's

podcast so I won but I start running

late Jose not gonna be able to make it

I'm just gonna go shoot straight to

Joe's podcast [ __ ] it I'll take the L of

not having a fresh cut away Thanks so he

won't say nothing then right he won't

say nothing at the time so I'm thinking

everything is OK later on at some point

when something else that he yo you tell

me you're gonna come get a haircut and

don't come and and I don't want to eat

like I don't want this to be like we

like laughing or joking this guy for

years like you don't like and like even

down to like check it in with him I

never you know he went away and you know

he's from Guatemala I believe right and

then something happened there and you

know a lot of things have burnt down or

something like I checked in with him and

just make sure he good make sure he's

straight you know aside from you know

cutting as a barber you know Jose goes

through things I check in what you saw

it you know I get it and maybe even that

what I'm saying was something that

triggers into you know people's mental

health sometime I don't know but

sometimes like when that does happen and

I can't really deal with it then I'll

just a distance myself like it was just

too much Jose is not even that deep to

me you know saying I couldn't make it

because I couldn't make it you know Sam

right now sometimes for another person

that might depress knew yeah so maybe

for me to not depress you and for me not

to have to deal with the emotional side

of this I just stepped away really

that's it you know me I like I I [ __ ]

with Jose Jose none of this was I some

parts of it was jokes of course but you

know I sure fat make everything like

sound for real wait how many years it

was many years I'll even know

don't be meeting I don't know how many

is Hosea become and be like it was six

years 35 days that's not that again Jose

a tie was a joke but I don't I know was

years you know me like who do you think

is the best rapper in the Triangle of

it's hmm okay now that boy pod overall

no just better rapper yeah boys let's go

force me I agree he's there for what

Paul wake me up hmm Paul get Yaya Palka

rent Paul can rap Paul has a Paul as a

selfish rapper though like he just wraps

for itself what you me with it he just

doesn't rap for the sake of I don't

think it's just like he just wraps one

on his time when you know he's awesome

he's just but he's always been you know

I always saw the skill and K I think

Kane even started rapping from me

rapping you know me and it's like kind

of like a little brother saying you you

play ball he played ball so you know

from when he actually got good and you

know me and I was like a you know proud

moment cuz it was like hilly a little

brother cat rap too and I said you know

me but we also are very different as

people so our course of things and how

we do things was very different to like

we even a Desert Storm the whole like I

love the triangle opening but I I didn't

want him to ever get attached to the

clue situation cuz I just felt like I

was attached to it we could build this

you could use this but you should be at

another kind of like how the wu-tang

[ __ ] was I'm saying where it was like

different labels yeah you know me we are

we're holding we a team but

now and I also felt like I knew clue and

desert storms focus was on me you know

I'm saying like so I didn't want you to

get lost jammed up and they and and and

even with me being there they kind of

gotta like show love because they like

you know you don't want to run over fab

that you're not taking care of other but

they still not gonna do it just made