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Episode 441

The Gig Is The Gig

Joe Budden Podcast Episode 441, “The Gig Is The Gig,” released May 26, 2021. On this episode: Joe recaps his fun filled weekend at the park and a wild few weeks in media, including the reemergence of Kwame Brown and the apologies he won’t accept. Joe sheds light on his Spotify rants and speaks to last year’s smear campaign as well as Charlamagne appearing to devalue him. The JBP discusses the upcoming Bow Wow/Soulja Boy Verzuz battle, the Billboard Music Awards, who had the best run in music, and Shannon Sharpe calling Julio Jones about his future plans in the NFL. The NBA Playoffs, Omarion vs. Trey Songz, and MORE! Sleeper Picks Joe | Portrait - “Here We Go Again!” Ish | Grand Puba - “360” Ice | Z-Ro - “Not a Rapper” Parks | Dark Lo & Harry Fraud - “Vultures” (Ft. Ar-Ab) Full transcript and searchable timestamps below.

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    441

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    [Music]

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    microphone check one two what is this

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    uh welcome to episode 441 of the joe

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    budden podcast he is i and i am him here

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    with a few really good guys

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    brother parks is here alex is here erab

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    is here

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    it's just here ice is here savannah's

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    here corey is here gentlemen how's

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    everybody feeling

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    how's everybody doing what's going on

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    how's your mental health see

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    i'm great joe great i don't know i'm

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    fantastic check this out i don't care

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    no okay i don't care how none of you all

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    right i don't really give a [ __ ] why are

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    you asking us

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    because it's like don't be fake friend i

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    feel like if something's really going on

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    and y'all need me and you need to share

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    then

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    somebody will reach out someone tell

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    corey somebody to tell somebody that's

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    near me that's what we do is go to court

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    don't tell jokes i'm [ __ ] up in the

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    head no that now that's part of one of

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    the realizations i've come to over the

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    past few weeks you [ __ ] are never

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    going to tell me anything

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    the date the days of me getting around

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    people that's just gonna

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    tell me things it's open for that and

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    that's cool i'm

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    clear on that as long as y'all have

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    somebody to call when you want to tell

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    me something

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    i'm down perfectly right with that um

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    and i take that back you you two

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    gentlemen would tell me something maybe

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    parks

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    uh but i'm also asking about uh you guys

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    mental health because this is the one

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    year mark since the brutal

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    horrific murder of george floyd

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    by officer derek shalvin

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    supposedly public servant of the people

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    derek chauvin derek jarvin whose

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    salary is paid by taxpayer dollars derek

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    shavin who was supposed to be there to

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    protect and serve

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    derek chavin who passed all types of

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    tests exams and protocol

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    to get this job in the first place only

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    to

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    enact his [ __ ] rage and horror

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    that we all had to watch derek charvin

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    who

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    put his knee on somebody's neck for

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    over nine minutes derek charvin who

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    wants his

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    charge changed

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    just in case we were unclear on who

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    derek charvin is well i just wanna

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    because you you referred to him as a

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    murderer yeah i was gonna say let's call

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    him what he

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    let's call him what he is violent yeah

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    racist

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    murderer cowardly

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    punk yeah i got a lot of other words

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    no yeah it's some other [ __ ] we could

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    hit him with the pawn yeah

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    he's all that was the clean version of

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    what i wanted to call him i don't i

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    don't think that he would have been

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    so manly without his gun or his

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    police belt i agree i don't i don't

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    think that would have went like that the

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    same for uh

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    what's homeboy uh homeboy that killed uh

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    trayvon martin

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    uh uh george zimmerman zimmerman another

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    one i don't think he would have been

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    so tough without his without it i mean

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    that's just how i feel so punk is what

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    came to mind the clean pc version

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    of that uh again rest in peace george

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    floyd

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    uh we love you we miss you prayers

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    thoughts condolences to your

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    fans family friends loved ones

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    and children children

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    children is important that's the part

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    that always [ __ ] me up when we get to

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    these

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    stories it's the kids the kids and it's

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    been a year

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    it's been a year and there have been

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    over 900

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    murders by police

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    since just in case we were unclear of

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    where we are the times we're living in

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    texas just announced they have a state

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    gun

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    a state gun yeah google it pull it up

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    it looked like some racist gun are you

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    serious which and then that when i

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    thought about that it made me mad

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    because i know so many black people are

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    moving to texas for the tax

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    purposes but it's like boy they lure us

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    to kill us

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    where's that gun where's that gun the

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    state gun just announced

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    boy you slow when you come over here did

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    you read that other one

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    texas poised to legalize guns without a

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    permit

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    yes yeah you don't even need that that's

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    where i was going

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    next posted something about they're

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    trying to uh

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    introduce legislation that basically

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    disallows

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    teachers in the education system from

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    talking about racial issues and

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    things of that nature yeah bro in texas

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    they passed this like 10 years ago

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    they passed a law where they took the

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    word slavery out of all the textbooks

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    it's called indentured servitude they

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    took the word slavery

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    out of the textbooks indentured

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    services servitude and voluntary

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    servitude voluntaries

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    i bet yeah so again just imagine if you

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    did that

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    over a course of 50 years the word

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    slavery now

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    gets erased from united states history

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    if all the textbooks in all the states

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    followed suit just imagine

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    uh yeah

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    yeah be great if they could erase it

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    from our present

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    [Laughter]

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    talk about our history books that's

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    crazy oh man

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    yeah it's been a year it's been a year

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    black people stay strong we strong be

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    strong stay strong

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    we're gonna keep saying it we're gonna

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    keep saying it we have to keep feeling

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    it i feel this family that has to relive

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    it

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    that's that's the bad part about being

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    such a a national story

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    is that man for families and friends

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    that are in pain and grieving

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    shout out to anybody out there that

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    might be in pain and and grieving

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    i start i start there so i it's

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    important for me to say how's everybody

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    doing and how's everybody's mental

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    health

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    for reasons like this because of what we

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    have to consume

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    also part of me preparing repairing a

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    mistake i asked that

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    mad years on this pod and was and didn't

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    really know what was going on so i just

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    want to delve deeper into it

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    are you all all right also recipes to

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    chi modu uh

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    yeah legend super legendary photographer

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    he shot everybody

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    yeah right beautiful beautiful

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    photographs 54 years old

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    54 years old i don't think that was

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    announced

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    or has been announced uh oh it says uh

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    it says he was battling cancer we'll

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    wait till that story is official but

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    recipes rest in peace 54 is so

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    young yeah so young yeah man

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    i'm dealing with a lost my damn self you

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    know just just lost a

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    58 year old uncle two days ago sorry to

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    hear that yeah

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    it was cool too yeah yeah man

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    rest in peace to your uncle indeed

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    it's my man it's my monopoly yeah i mean

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    you know yeah

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    i think he played with somebody that was

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    there he played one time

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    yeah but he played it wasn't his partner

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    they never came back

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    [ __ ] don't come back when when me and

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    my dad get to play in space man rest in

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    peace to y'all's my man

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    again shout out to anybody that's

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    grieving and in pain it's a lot

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    it's a lot going on out there let's keep

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    spirits high let's keep the energy high

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    let's do our best to keep the vibrations

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    high

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    mercury's retrograding

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    um

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    deep breath silence

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    sage cool

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    okay now

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    how's everybody doing e-wrap you good

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    alex good you good come on you good you

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    good

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    i'm good what i'm good i'm real good men

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    don't ever like [ __ ]

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    joe how are you you sad [ __ ]

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    [ __ ]

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    [Laughter]

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    i'm awesome i had a really good weekend

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    me too see actually let me give it up

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    the way i'd be

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    expecting for it to be given park's

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    funny you should ask

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    it was 90 all weekend it was wonderful i

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    felt really really good

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    uh i had my baby uh on the weekends that

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    i have my baby it's like

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    i come out of it feeling really really

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    really good so sunday i took my baby to

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    the park oh nice

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    i took my baby to the park i put him on

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    the swings he ran around

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    uh let me know how out of shape i was

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    having to chase a three-year-old

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    around the park they do whatever they

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    want they don't stop they do what they

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    want

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    like he said they do not stop and then

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    another kid started running by i

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    wouldn't even notice little [ __ ] my

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    kids started running with him

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    yeah but yeah where are you going now

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    that kid mom looking over at me i'm

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    smoking a sick

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    i can't even smoke on the playground can

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    you believe that

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    i'm joking by the way but anyway so i

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    ran around with him right

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    um but on the way over there

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    i passed the basketball court okay

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    it was packed yeah they tend to be at 90

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    degrees

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    yeah see let me take my hoodie off

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    at 90 degrees just reminded you that

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    fast

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    sometimes you get caught so caught up

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    with living life that you forget about

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    the the small

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    things that bring you joy and happiness

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    you forget about the little things

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    i didn't know shooting hoops made you

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    that happy i'm black

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    parks how are you

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    black men what we used to do and

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    somewhere along with

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    rapping and and drugs and women i lost

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    track of

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    i used to really enjoy going to the park

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    and just kicking it with guys

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    strange guys from all different projects

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    different areas different walks of life

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    that's a podcast i'm serious

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    yo listen we were sitting here talking

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    with kevin samuels about where can men

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    just talk

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    the basketball courts that

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    man can just talk so i put my face to

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    the window of the

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    truck like a [ __ ] dog in heat

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    cause i had my kid with me i couldn't go

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    over there he would have ran in the

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    street got hit by a car so i didn't go

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    over there

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    but i dropped his little ass off and

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    monday

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    right back over there monday i took a

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    nap

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    two o'clock then i was ready to hit the

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    park

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    went in my closet opened up the drawer

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    you put the

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    shoe sleeve on i took out the old lives

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    but these old lives

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    but these was the john elliott old lives

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    they wasn't like the old

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    like the these was like designer

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    and i felt bad you can't you're not

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    hearing me you asked me this [ __ ] listen

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    i asked you out your weekend what do you

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    want to talk i'm talking about mine now

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    [ __ ] don't ask me what i'm talking

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    about i went to grab some shorts

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    and i realized i didn't really have any

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    more basketball shorts like that a bunch

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    of lululemon [ __ ] right

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    and then i got a little down but i kept

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    trucking and i looked for some sneakers

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    mm-hmm no basketball scenes yeah

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    uh when i went out there yeah i landed

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    on dior's hit him with a deal something

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    i had no business wearing

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    you had the balenciaga i had them low

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    top

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    uh gray white gray and orange

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    nikes with the i'll show you a picture i

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    don't know the name of it

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    okay some that they sell something

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    that's supposed to be fancy everybody it

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    wasn't bad

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    it wasn't nothing nothing

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    and i went down to the park and it was

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    empty

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    and it was totally empty nobody was

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    happy i went and sat right on the

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    bleacher

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    i said oh man i'm gonna

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    [Applause]

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    it was 2 45. i said oh baby they're

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    coming 3 30.

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    and sure enough four guys came

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    for spanish guys with all the equipment

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    on had

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    multiple balls they look like they

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    traveled they played organized ball

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    but i was sizing them up they was on the

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    side chilling all right cool then four

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    more dudes came

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    and then they all played a four on four

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    and didn't even acknowledge my existence

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    on the side

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    they ain't asking me if i was playing yo

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    you want nog

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    hey if you're new here listen i got

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    another 10 minutes

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    of basketball in the park yeah

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    i lost all my friends what else you

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    gonna do but go to the park and make

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    some got dear friends

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    hey they started playing a game

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    some other kid across the bleacher yo yo

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    i got

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    next damn [ __ ] ain't even

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    i was the first one here you're not

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    favorite don't let me take my little

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    mask off

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    i'll take my mask off [ __ ]

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    you're a rough bro so now i'm screaming

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    across the bleacher with a mask on

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    yeah me too you don't have necks

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    i have next did you call next though and

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    i didn't ask him if he wanted to run

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    neither

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    my only point in this story is all of

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    the basketball

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    court rules i forgot about hmm yeah you

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    got to call next

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    no you don't i called next i was here

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    first so now that's me

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    listen if i had necks already nah i'm

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    the lone guy with next

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    the four organized basketball player

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    dudes

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    is killing these four [ __ ] the four

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    [ __ ] don't look the greatest

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    and i'm the only one on the side tell me

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    what it means

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    you [ __ ] guessed it i gotta pick up

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    three of these three bestsellers

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    now wait i'm calling them bummed from

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    the side in my little

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    designer sneakers and shorts

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    hey i'm on the side i'm like oh [ __ ]

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    you're sweet as hell

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    move right i'll get up there

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    [Music]

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    and then newport's kicked in it was full

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    court

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    crucial decision here wait was it full

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    court before you no no okay okay four

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    and four halfway

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    four crucial decision i walk on to the

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    court

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    by that time three other guys had come

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    okay so now y'all so i picked up two of

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    them pick up some of them and i gotta

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    pick up one of these other guys

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    okay there's a 17 year old

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    six foot five really skinny kevin durant

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    looking kid that's goofy but you can

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    tell in a few years

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    he might be some well it's some now but

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    but he looked like a baby and there's

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    this other guy a little older a little

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    bigger

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    okay i went with the older guy

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    why you do that he said joe button

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    what's up

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    [Laughter]

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    that's it hey oh he knows me come on

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    mind you one of the dudes that's on my

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    team and i'm gonna wrap this up cause i

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    would have told y'all to love one of the

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    dudes that's on my team

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    he pulled up on a bike with

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    track sneakers on and track pants a

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    little spanish dude but he's older yeah

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    yeah and he was with his man and he said

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    yo if you need

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    two we'll rock for a second he said it

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    like it was a favor

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    and i took him he was nice yeah

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    his [ __ ] was kyrie this [ __ ] was

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    spanish kyrie

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    fam

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    [Laughter]

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    sam when i tell you hey we watching

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    play-off basketball and just watching

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    stephanie told him

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    the game has changed no [ __ ] the game

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    has changed

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    in the park fam he had oh his layup

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    package would

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    either hand reverse fade away step back

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    off one foot [ __ ] i only thought dirk

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    could do

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    what this [ __ ] was doing they were

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    sending the whole four at them

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    i'm down little workout i'm careful

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    work out hey i didn't get no boards

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    i didn't do nothing i was just out there

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    like a bum

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    yo that's it so we won

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    with carito

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    did his thing man shut up that's my guy

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    man put the bike to the side and got

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    busy

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    but now they left the 16 year old kid

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    that i didn't pick felt felt some type

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    of way

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    he came out gave me buckets he came out

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    walked on the court

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    slim he's locked a lot longer up close

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    [Laughter]

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    that kid is a lot too longer up close

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    and my dumb ass let me wrap this up

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    because i know i'm old

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    everybody picking the man they want when

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    they when the little kid walk out with

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    his crew

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    here i go i wait hey y'all take whoever

  • 17:27

    you want

  • 17:28

    give me the light i will take the last

  • 17:30

    [ __ ] kevin durant

  • 17:32

    is the last little 17 year old kevin

  • 17:35

    durant before texas is the last

  • 17:38

    so you thought he was going i get right

  • 17:39

    on him body to body

  • 17:42

    ace hood

  • 17:47

    you know what he say and it's when i

  • 17:49

    knew the game changing

  • 17:50

    show what he said he laughed he said

  • 17:52

    whoa this guy

  • 17:54

    illegal screamed me the [ __ ]

  • 17:57

    you lost i'm in my head thinking hey boy

  • 17:59

    i'm about to do a whole lot more to you

  • 18:02

    if you're worried about that little back

  • 18:04

    screen i just said

  • 18:05

    anyway he must have heard me thinking it

  • 18:07

    next nine points

  • 18:10

    you a hat next nine i'm not gonna

  • 18:21

    first nine points oh right by joe oh

  • 18:24

    he's like a [ __ ]

  • 18:25

    it's like george girvin wait

  • 18:28

    i knew it was bad cause carrito said yo

  • 18:32

    i got him i said

  • 18:36

    [ __ ] i'm mad taller than you

  • 18:39

    i just let god get he scored the next 10

  • 18:42

    points on god

  • 18:44

    hey look at that boy i was ready to go

  • 18:47

    home anyway i had won my one game for

  • 18:49

    the day

  • 18:50

    thanks to karito and i'ma head on out

  • 18:53

    got

  • 18:53

    a good little workout yeah i'ma head on

  • 18:55

    out um hey i told y'all hey after it was

  • 18:57

    1-1

  • 18:58

    i looked at the guy that i was thinking

  • 19:00

    the guy was the nicest guy in the world

  • 19:02

    you know

  • 19:03

    they don't worry about good moves all

  • 19:04

    that camaraderie [ __ ] i said hey man

  • 19:08

    yeah what's gay

  • 19:12

    is he playing 16. it was not worth at

  • 19:15

    all

  • 19:18

    i said okay i said well what score it

  • 19:20

    won one

  • 19:25

    now immediately i thought a kobe

  • 19:28

    score in 81 and how tired he must have

  • 19:31

    been

  • 19:32

    i'm tired after one one

  • 19:35

    [ __ ] that [ __ ] said 16 like hey and he

  • 19:38

    had just played the game before how nice

  • 19:39

    he's still going

  • 19:41

    i said yo the first game was 16. he said

  • 19:43

    yeah

  • 19:46

    still cool no no not out of breath

  • 19:47

    nothing all right y'all work out

  • 19:50

    work out

  • 19:58

    yeah i had a really good time at the

  • 19:59

    park shout out to everybody that was at

  • 20:00

    that park would you go again that got me

  • 20:02

    i'm definitely gonna go again absolutely

  • 20:03

    because i mean i may have been an

  • 20:05

    embarrassment out there but when i went

  • 20:07

    to bed

  • 20:08

    like my bones and my joints and [ __ ]

  • 20:10

    this is really the old man podcast now

  • 20:12

    it felt really good yeah cause you don't

  • 20:14

    uh move them that way slept like a baby

  • 20:16

    yeah i really did

  • 20:26

    [Music]

  • 20:28

    that's when you cough in the blanket

  • 20:30

    with your feet

  • 20:48

    and i got my personal massage

  • 20:49

    appointment tomorrow

  • 20:51

    so i'm in the game listen i know we

  • 20:53

    started out with some basketball [ __ ]

  • 20:55

    but it's really some health is wealth

  • 20:56

    type [ __ ]

  • 20:57

    uh clear mind clear mental

  • 21:02

    uh corey wanted me to get right and then

  • 21:04

    we go to the park one time and now he

  • 21:06

    don't want to go to the park no more

  • 21:08

    now i'm up 5am waiting for the text i

  • 21:10

    don't get it

  • 21:11

    i got to walk to the park by myself i

  • 21:13

    got to walk up the stairs by myself oh

  • 21:15

    [ __ ] you waited or what

  • 21:16

    you walk up you another [ __ ] hold up

  • 21:18

    for a second huh you did it i'm active

  • 21:19

    even when you [ __ ] him [ __ ] i don't

  • 21:21

    need him to work out no i'm just saying

  • 21:23

    i don't need

  • 21:24

    nobody none of that no

  • 21:27

    that was dope that you went and did it

  • 21:28

    anyway now ish

  • 21:31

    let's stay on health

  • 21:36

    i ain't even saying nothing is coming no

  • 21:38

    no no

  • 21:39

    no no no no no no no no it's not true

  • 21:42

    earlier

  • 21:42

    i learned that you have a bet

  • 21:47

    with corey that says you will lose x

  • 21:49

    amount of pounds

  • 21:51

    and weigh in at 210 by july first 210

  • 21:55

    pounds

  • 21:55

    right yes and currently you're at about

  • 21:57

    240.

  • 21:58

    yeah about that 2 30. awesome i'm

  • 22:00

    hitting a round of applause for that and

  • 22:01

    i want to encourage you i'm a friend

  • 22:04

    come on man get that get that [ __ ] you

  • 22:06

    can do it

  • 22:10

    you know what today is right okay

  • 22:13

    i'm gonna start weighing you every time

  • 22:15

    when you try to do male encouragement

  • 22:17

    other males laugh no i'm just saying

  • 22:18

    like june is next week

  • 22:21

    and you saying about july 1st ice

  • 22:25

    that's all i was saying bro like did you

  • 22:27

    be mindful of

  • 22:28

    you ain't like you got two three months

  • 22:30

    you just came from a recovery house

  • 22:33

    didn't you just recover from your little

  • 22:35

    your dick surgery

  • 22:36

    no there was no recovery when you

  • 22:49

    this one got a little dirty he had some

  • 22:51

    little procedures

  • 23:03

    oh you now you're pervert now you're

  • 23:06

    just a nasty [ __ ]

  • 23:08

    don't worry about it keeping it moving

  • 23:10

    right along

  • 23:11

    so ish tell us about your uh tell us

  • 23:13

    about your body journey

  • 23:15

    what about it what are you doing

  • 23:17

    anything on a pod

  • 23:18

    of course i got you know i got a peloton

  • 23:21

    and

  • 23:22

    i'm just eating better i'm a sugar fan

  • 23:24

    as everybody knows

  • 23:26

    so you doing 30 days no sugar too now

  • 23:29

    i'm gonna just try and cut as much of

  • 23:30

    the carbs out as i can

  • 23:31

    i've i've done it before i lost 15

  • 23:33

    pounds in like two weeks so

  • 23:48

    him oh man i'm just trying to stick on

  • 23:51

    on that

  • 23:52

    particular point you don't have four

  • 23:54

    bags of doritos since you've been here

  • 23:58

    you pulled some sour powers out of your

  • 23:59

    pocket you're the only [ __ ] still

  • 24:02

    carrying tower powers

  • 24:03

    all right don't worry about it you'll

  • 24:05

    get i think you can make it you could do

  • 24:06

    it of course i could

  • 24:08

    for room for you ish yeah yeah

  • 24:12

    listen hold him accountable if you see

  • 24:14

    him in the street stealing peppermints

  • 24:15

    from kids

  • 24:25

    uh we all want to start man we all want

  • 24:27

    to start we had 30 minutes of

  • 24:29

    basketball on the park talk lebron no no

  • 24:33

    let's not get right in the playoffs

  • 24:34

    there's been a wild week

  • 24:36

    a wild few weeks probably a wild month

  • 24:39

    in media

  • 24:40

    it's all your fault i'm thanos

  • 24:43

    i keep i keep telling y'all that i'm

  • 24:45

    thanos and nobody wants to listen to me

  • 24:47

    actually kwame brown might be thanos

  • 24:48

    that's true

  • 24:49

    yes he is yeah nah he could be galactus

  • 24:54

    galactic thanos is always around

  • 24:56

    galactus just pop up and

  • 24:58

    now you're dead yeah thanos ain't even

  • 25:00

    got time for none of these avengers

  • 25:02

    x-men fantastic four games i'm gonna

  • 25:04

    throw these planets at you you're gonna

  • 25:05

    that's it you're dead

  • 25:06

    um but i don't even

  • 25:09

    where does this start it started it

  • 25:11

    started with me but then it got off me

  • 25:13

    quickly

  • 25:14

    [Laughter]

  • 25:16

    oh my god won't he do it every time

  • 25:21

    god just do them out there yo every time

  • 25:24

    it looks like

  • 25:25

    every time it looks like the stars are

  • 25:27

    lighting

  • 25:28

    and they're getting chill out here

  • 25:30

    somebody come right along and do

  • 25:32

    something

  • 25:34

    you got to know the waves of the

  • 25:35

    internet the internet works in waves

  • 25:37

    it's important to say that

  • 25:38

    everybody everybody is trying to

  • 25:40

    incorporate the internet into their

  • 25:42

    ecosystem whatever that is whatever

  • 25:44

    their world is and if you don't get it

  • 25:45

    you don't get it for me

  • 25:46

    i get that this [ __ ] works in waves

  • 25:49

    shifts

  • 25:50

    and cycles and the internet has been at

  • 25:52

    work i'm still

  • 25:53

    dark have been dark been getting a lot

  • 25:55

    done been being real productive blah

  • 25:56

    blah blah all that good [ __ ]

  • 25:58

    but kwame brown salute to this man

  • 26:01

    10 years oh yeah um

  • 26:04

    i don't want to say tyranny ass up but

  • 26:06

    he's uh making his presence felt

  • 26:08

    he's making his voice heard uh for those

  • 26:11

    of you that are unfamiliar kwame brown

  • 26:12

    was the number one

  • 26:14

    uh overall draft pick in the nba in 2001

  • 26:17

    to the washington wizards

  • 26:19

    uh michael jordan was in control of

  • 26:23

    apartment in control of the team back

  • 26:25

    then kwame brown is straight from high

  • 26:27

    school he was 17 18 years old

  • 26:30

    and michael jordan's tutelage was a lot

  • 26:33

    it was rough uh rumor has it that doug

  • 26:36

    collins

  • 26:50

    way i said that the other day yeah like

  • 26:52

    yo as a coach you got to know how to

  • 26:53

    talk to your players to get

  • 26:55

    to maximize their their their uh

  • 26:57

    contribution

  • 26:58

    and everybody wasn't prepared for mike

  • 27:00

    veterans didn't like mike i'm sure

  • 27:02

    that's pretty

  • 27:02

    like damaging when you're that yeah

  • 27:17

    not only is that trauma but people have

  • 27:19

    made whatever jokes

  • 27:20

    they've made for 20 years and now kwame

  • 27:23

    brown has resurfaced

  • 27:26

    uh and addressed a lot of it and in the

  • 27:28

    past month he's addressed it with some

  • 27:30

    of our favorite

  • 27:31

    media people i.e matt barnes and stephen

  • 27:35

    jackson from uh

  • 27:36

    up in smoke or all the smoke i'm sorry

  • 27:38

    uh one of my favorite pods as well

  • 27:40

    as charlemagne that has been where most

  • 27:44

    of the focus has been right

  • 27:45

    stephen jackson i mean stephen a smith

  • 27:48

    uh steven a smith jamel hill i'm gonna

  • 27:50

    get into all that because that's kind of

  • 27:51

    been

  • 27:52

    passing the consistent theme has been

  • 27:54

    whatever's been going on with kwame

  • 27:55

    brown

  • 27:56

    steven jackson matt barnes and

  • 27:58

    charlemagne

  • 27:59

    uh over the weekend we saw an apology

  • 28:02

    from stephen stephen jackson

  • 28:04

    uh where he basically said yo uh that

  • 28:06

    was a teammate of mine

  • 28:08

    uh clearly i heard his feelings and i'm

  • 28:09

    man enough to acknowledge when i made a

  • 28:11

    mistake and say that wasn't my intention

  • 28:13

    i'm not here to tear down black men

  • 28:15

    demonize black men or add to anybody's

  • 28:17

    pain

  • 28:18

    so i apologize even if he continues

  • 28:22

    i'm apologizing and that's the end of it

  • 28:24

    for me i'm hitting the round of applause

  • 28:25

    for stephen jackson because that's

  • 28:26

    commendable

  • 28:28

    uh that was followed by an apology from

  • 28:31

    charlemagne and i have that here i'll

  • 28:33

    play when i spoke on

  • 28:34

    you know kwame and his family how many

  • 28:36

    people were impacted by those things i

  • 28:38

    was speaking on i mean that's

  • 28:40

    that's generational okay i caused pain

  • 28:42

    and unintentionally

  • 28:43

    unintentionally poked at people's wounds

  • 28:45

    okay wounds that will probably never

  • 28:47

    heal

  • 28:47

    and i can't take back those words but i

  • 28:50

    can't apologize you know i think

  • 28:52

    oftentimes

  • 28:53

    we meaning black people we fight each

  • 28:55

    other with our demons whether true or

  • 28:56

    false whatever is the worst thing we

  • 28:58

    know about a person i think he

  • 28:59

    i think we know about a person and that

  • 29:02

    was not my intention i was not in any

  • 29:04

    way shape or form trying to paint kwame

  • 29:06

    in a negative light okay that black man

  • 29:08

    is not my op he wasn't my opponent i

  • 29:10

    said it

  • 29:10

    in my mind i'm defending that man but i

  • 29:12

    should have been defending him as

  • 29:14

    lennard charlemagne the god mckelvie the

  • 29:16

    professional and not leonard larry

  • 29:18

    whatever you want to call me from monk's

  • 29:19

    corner south carolina talking like i'm

  • 29:21

    home in the town

  • 29:22

    on why i believe they need to leave

  • 29:23

    kwame brown alone that was whack because

  • 29:25

    the conversation didn't even have to go

  • 29:26

    there the conversation should have been

  • 29:27

    about

  • 29:28

    basketball yes leave kwame brown alone

  • 29:30

    because he achieved a goal

  • 29:31

    and a dream that one point three percent

  • 29:33

    of ncaa seniors

  • 29:36

    achieved the whole apology of high

  • 29:38

    school seniors you know how

  • 29:39

    small a number that is and you know just

  • 29:41

    that's just simply being drafted in the

  • 29:43

    nba if you play 13 seasons and make 65

  • 29:45

    million dollars

  • 29:46

    you're a success okay if you work 13

  • 29:49

    years anywhere and make that kind of

  • 29:50

    money you a success so salute to that

  • 29:51

    man it

  • 29:53

    have to live up to is our own that's why

  • 29:56

    i always say success is subjective okay

  • 29:58

    my views of success

  • 29:59

    may be different than yours as long as

  • 30:01

    you're happy that's all that matters but

  • 30:03

    we didn't even get into that

  • 30:04

    conversation because my mind

  • 30:05

    automatically went to something that

  • 30:07

    didn't that it didn't even have to go to

  • 30:09

    in doing that i unintentionally alright

  • 30:11

    i didn't even think about when i spoke

  • 30:14

    enough uh all right

  • 30:17

    so there we have apologies all around

  • 30:19

    the board

  • 30:20

    this seems to be over

  • 30:24

    how we feeling well he didn't accept it

  • 30:26

    he didn't talk to apology he said [ __ ]

  • 30:27

    his appointment he said [ __ ] you

  • 30:29

    yeah yeah flat out damn

  • 30:33

    like again into that you say

  • 30:36

    you know what i think a lot of it can i

  • 30:39

    get you

  • 30:39

    back you know i'm not really interested

  • 30:42

    can i get you a post listerine voice

  • 30:44

    shut up yo you know i'm not the the

  • 30:47

    industry dude but um i think that it's

  • 30:50

    damage control

  • 30:51

    i think that if you were sincere how you

  • 30:53

    felt you pushed a black people narrative

  • 30:55

    you pushed a

  • 30:56

    um trauma narrative all the time and

  • 30:59

    you wouldn't have said that [ __ ] like

  • 31:01

    you're a veteran you know better you

  • 31:02

    wouldn't have said that [ __ ]

  • 31:04

    that's that's my personal opinion that's

  • 31:06

    what people sometimes say about you like

  • 31:08

    yo you know better you've been around

  • 31:09

    mad long

  • 31:10

    you shouldn't be doing certain [ __ ] you

  • 31:12

    know better and so for him i think it's

  • 31:14

    the same and then when homeboy started

  • 31:15

    pulling out personal [ __ ]

  • 31:16

    that he knew about charlemagne

  • 31:18

    charlemagne retreated

  • 31:20

    that's my personal opinion i think i

  • 31:22

    don't know if the

  • 31:23

    apology was super sincere you just ain't

  • 31:25

    want to smoke that he was about to bring

  • 31:27

    to you

  • 31:28

    okay and i think he don't have uh he

  • 31:31

    don't have to accept that apology he can

  • 31:33

    keep going if you feel like it you

  • 31:34

    disrespected me

  • 31:36

    you don't get to dictate how i respond

  • 31:37

    to your disrespect or when the beef is

  • 31:39

    over oh yeah

  • 31:40

    it's over when i'm ready for it to be

  • 31:41

    over oh because that's the other part

  • 31:43

    that i forgot to mention uh

  • 31:45

    that after kwame brown said whatever

  • 31:46

    whatever he said

  • 31:48

    uh allegedly charlemagne sent cease and

  • 31:51

    desist

  • 31:52

    to both him and funk master flex

  • 31:55

    yeah so then they both responded well

  • 31:56

    they both responded but kwame said

  • 31:58

    you're gonna send me a cease and desist

  • 32:00

    where you get to go on the air and talk

  • 32:01

    about my whole family blah blah blah

  • 32:02

    and there was things that he did and the

  • 32:03

    point that he was saying was you were

  • 32:05

    saying stuff about my family that

  • 32:07

    my mother protected me from right you

  • 32:09

    were saying stuff about broke

  • 32:10

    information

  • 32:11

    my dad did i didn't know you so said

  • 32:13

    stuff about my brother i didn't know

  • 32:15

    like if anything you oh there's a lot

  • 32:18

    more people on apology

  • 32:19

    outside of me correct this

  • 32:22

    i do like let's not dm the brother man

  • 32:25

    says some pound

  • 32:25

    stuff in what you talking about once you

  • 32:27

    get past that

  • 32:28

    once you get past the surface stuff i

  • 32:30

    agree he talking that [ __ ] and that's

  • 32:32

    what

  • 32:33

    like yo again he's talking about the

  • 32:35

    black narrative he's talking about a

  • 32:37

    whole bunch of [ __ ] how

  • 32:38

    when you get a platform and you get a

  • 32:40

    voice you start tearing us down and

  • 32:41

    they'll let you rock

  • 32:43

    they'll let you rock start saying

  • 32:44

    something about some of them other

  • 32:45

    groups

  • 32:46

    they they shut that [ __ ] down but with

  • 32:48

    us they'll let you go you could you

  • 32:50

    could [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] all day

  • 32:52

    but you start saying something about

  • 32:53

    somebody else it's gonna come to a halt

  • 32:55

    and that's what he's basically preaching

  • 32:56

    like yo y'all tearing us down

  • 32:58

    he's like yo i'm a bus my mother lives

  • 33:00

    on a golf course [ __ ]

  • 33:02

    he's made 65 million dollars people

  • 33:04

    gotta stop bringing people's families

  • 33:06

    into [ __ ] yeah like again if he he made

  • 33:08

    65 million dollars

  • 33:10

    only us do you call out a bus right

  • 33:13

    that's only with us do you call out a

  • 33:14

    bus nobody else does that [ __ ]

  • 33:16

    doctors surgeons lawyers they don't make

  • 33:18

    65 million dollars in a lifetime

  • 33:20

    and their parents and their family be

  • 33:21

    bragging about them like they're the

  • 33:22

    best [ __ ] since sliced bread

  • 33:24

    with us we the [ __ ] that find a

  • 33:25

    way to direct them to reference to

  • 33:27

    michael jordan doc uh again

  • 33:30

    uh the internet went crazy when uh jerry

  • 33:32

    krause offered pippin that contract and

  • 33:35

    he took it

  • 33:35

    right but when you hear pip and talk

  • 33:37

    about it yo i come from a family of

  • 33:39

    ten we've been poor my entire life

  • 33:44

    and i promised my mother that i would do

  • 33:46

    something to take us out of there so

  • 33:47

    yeah y'all might be telling me that

  • 33:49

    10 million over however many years is

  • 33:52

    bad

  • 33:53

    but at the time [ __ ] a whole generation

  • 33:55

    hasn't seen 10 million dollars

  • 33:56

    you take everybody in his family and put

  • 33:58

    them together and they make 10 million

  • 33:59

    dollars collectively

  • 34:06

    were saying

  • 34:11

    listen i don't know how to part anymore

  • 34:12

    man i don't i don't know

  • 34:14

    i don't know how to pod potting used to

  • 34:17

    be such a transparent

  • 34:19

    organic place and then big money got

  • 34:23

    involved and i

  • 34:24

    i don't know man let me just

  • 34:27

    what's it called cancer culture not even

  • 34:31

    i want to stay on that point that you

  • 34:32

    were making for two seconds

  • 34:35

    now that i'm clearing thought

  • 34:38

    let me try to articulate this

  • 34:45

    i don't even know how you articulated

  • 34:49

    just give it to us no you gotta be all

  • 34:50

    right be you sometimes yeah just give it

  • 34:52

    to me

  • 34:52

    finally oh [ __ ] wow

  • 34:55

    five yes oh my god can i get a drop

  • 34:59

    jesus finally they'll let me be me for a

  • 35:01

    change

  • 35:05

    because a lot of people were watching me

  • 35:06

    last year but not really understanding

  • 35:08

    me they wasn't feeling me they wasn't

  • 35:10

    really smelling me

  • 35:16

    i know i say i'm thanos a lot

  • 35:19

    and it's funny and we laugh and we joke

  • 35:22

    because we have our inside jokes and we

  • 35:24

    talk behind the scenes

  • 35:25

    i'll try to share a little bit here now

  • 35:28

    last year when i was going on

  • 35:30

    those spotify rants

  • 35:33

    uh the rants saying that

  • 35:37

    i mean i'm not even sure what they were

  • 35:39

    saying i guess i was given a detailed

  • 35:42

    detailed look at some of the things that

  • 35:44

    i was experiencing behind the scenes

  • 35:47

    and while that was happening right

  • 35:50

    because i'm thanos

  • 35:53

    every time i say and do something

  • 35:55

    there's like a wave of and that's how

  • 35:58

    the internet and this media game works

  • 36:00

    is a wave of people that just start

  • 36:03

    talking

  • 36:05

    and i am a part of that culture let me

  • 36:07

    be clear

  • 36:08

    so when i say the gig is the gig

  • 36:11

    there's a lot of people that's trying to

  • 36:13

    do the gig but don't really know what

  • 36:15

    comes with the gig

  • 36:17

    and in that there are a lot of companies

  • 36:20

    that want to do business with people

  • 36:22

    that get the gig

  • 36:24

    but they don't really get the gig i'm

  • 36:27

    following

  • 36:30

    part of the gig is sharing your opinion

  • 36:32

    articulating your thoughts and taking

  • 36:34

    the heat that comes with that

  • 36:36

    sometimes the participants in this media

  • 36:39

    game

  • 36:41

    it can get heavy charlemagne lost an hbo

  • 36:45

    deal

  • 36:46

    academics was [ __ ] fired suspended or

  • 36:49

    some [ __ ] for saying something about

  • 36:50

    whatever he went through i won't even

  • 36:51

    repeat it

  • 36:52

    i remember that i've gone through my

  • 36:54

    [ __ ] if you're in this media game you go

  • 36:56

    through some [ __ ] but that spotify rant

  • 36:58

    why that moment was heavy for me

  • 37:00

    was because there was a real live

  • 37:04

    active smear campaign happening at the

  • 37:07

    time

  • 37:09

    right yep i saw it

  • 37:13

    but it wasn't enough to just see it

  • 37:15

    because if you were on the internet

  • 37:17

    you saw it right but if you know media

  • 37:20

    right

  • 37:22

    ah it all looked

  • 37:26

    it all appeared rather orchestrated

  • 37:31

    it looked planned it felt planned it

  • 37:33

    felt

  • 37:34

    it was it was a coordinated attack it

  • 37:36

    looked like that's that's how it felt

  • 37:38

    and i mean when i started getting word

  • 37:41

    from [ __ ] in jail

  • 37:43

    that there was a smear campaign going on

  • 37:46

    like all right man

  • 37:47

    [ __ ] in jail shouldn't know about the

  • 37:49

    smear campaign even though jail looks a

  • 37:51

    lot more fun to visit nowadays

  • 37:53

    nowadays i'm just saying they're taking

  • 37:55

    pics they're doing voice notes i don't

  • 37:56

    know bam

  • 37:57

    i don't know they got topics yeah we'll

  • 37:59

    talk about it we'll talk about it right

  • 38:00

    but the important part of what i'm

  • 38:02

    saying

  • 38:02

    is i got on charlemagne because he

  • 38:06

    appeared to be going out of his way to

  • 38:08

    devalue me

  • 38:11

    one of the most prominent voices in this

  • 38:13

    media thing

  • 38:15

    for that one instance where it appeared

  • 38:18

    that i was down

  • 38:20

    used all of his platforms

  • 38:23

    and all of his might to continue to push

  • 38:27

    the narrative

  • 38:29

    that they [ __ ] it up

  • 38:33

    joe [ __ ] it up joel no business now

  • 38:35

    let me be clear

  • 38:37

    i bro i'm only bringing this up because

  • 38:38

    i listen to kwame brown

  • 38:40

    and i feel him kwame brown is saying yo

  • 38:44

    y'all are calling me a bus for the past

  • 38:46

    20 years when

  • 38:48

    my family comes from a poverty

  • 38:51

    right one two three

  • 38:54

    four five percent of people make it to

  • 38:57

    where i made it to

  • 38:59

    and i accomplished my goal you can't

  • 39:02

    speak for what my goals

  • 39:03

    are i'm listening to that

  • 39:07

    and i'm listening to charlemagne's

  • 39:08

    apology and it sounds like he gets it

  • 39:13

    but i don't think he gets it

  • 39:16

    i think that all of this funk masterflex

  • 39:18

    all of the nasty [ __ ] that i'm staying

  • 39:20

    away from because my moral compass tells

  • 39:22

    me to stay away from it even if i

  • 39:23

    mention it

  • 39:24

    but all of that stuff is a power

  • 39:28

    it make you back up just a little bit it

  • 39:31

    make you reassess some things

  • 39:33

    enter joe's viewpoint on duke

  • 39:38

    since 2010 he has sat

  • 39:41

    on that platform kicking my back in

  • 39:46

    when i appeared to be down

  • 39:50

    anybody that had something negative to

  • 39:52

    say

  • 39:53

    he spoke to him

  • 39:57

    he added fuel to anything that was

  • 40:00

    negative

  • 40:00

    joe 2010 to 2014

  • 40:05

    15 not a mention of a album music none

  • 40:08

    of that but who cares

  • 40:11

    because joe's meteoric rise it didn't

  • 40:14

    look

  • 40:15

    possible but then it happened

  • 40:20

    and then it was still these passive

  • 40:23

    aggressive

  • 40:23

    attacks to devalue me

  • 40:27

    while i'm trying to gain capital for me

  • 40:31

    and 50 other people

  • 40:35

    i had a real problem with that

  • 40:40

    and so did kwame brown question for you

  • 40:44

    that apology ticked me off all my people

  • 40:47

    from south carolina

  • 40:49

    yeah i wouldn't journal charlemagne from

  • 40:51

    south carolina

  • 40:52

    that is magically a south carolina

  • 40:54

    brotherhood kwame brown people from

  • 40:56

    south carolina most corner

  • 40:57

    sumpter columbia 803. y'all know the

  • 41:00

    vibes

  • 41:02

    that apology ticked me off everything he

  • 41:04

    was saying to kwame brown

  • 41:06

    applies so are you doing it because

  • 41:10

    this is what's in your heart are you

  • 41:13

    doing it because

  • 41:15

    you got some evil [ __ ] in you some weird

  • 41:17

    you got some

  • 41:18

    some passive aggression some rage some

  • 41:20

    hate some

  • 41:21

    i don't know what [ __ ] is into on

  • 41:23

    their own time what's your question for

  • 41:24

    me is

  • 41:25

    you just gave a timeline of

  • 41:30

    his [ __ ] sitting on white people

  • 41:32

    platforms kicking my back and adding the

  • 41:34

    things that they knew wasn't true

  • 41:35

    all right so so and the second that

  • 41:37

    somebody else says

  • 41:38

    i'm gonna add to something that he says

  • 41:40

    may or may not be true lawyers come out

  • 41:42

    cease and desist come out

  • 41:44

    he's doing interviews oh joe said he

  • 41:46

    might interview such a stuff that was

  • 41:47

    enough for me that was it that let me

  • 41:49

    know

  • 41:49

    joe is evil joey [ __ ] shut up

  • 41:53

    so this he just asked too many [ __ ]

  • 41:55

    talking about joe that don't know joe

  • 41:57

    this just adds to my question if you

  • 42:00

    said from 2010

  • 42:02

    roughly till now he's been doing x y and

  • 42:06

    z

  • 42:07

    to harm you why do you

  • 42:10

    chop it up with this [ __ ] the gig is

  • 42:12

    the gig that's why i differ the gig is

  • 42:14

    the gig

  • 42:15

    that's why the gig is the gig see ish

  • 42:18

    and this is where i

  • 42:19

    i differ i just said this to uh mandy on

  • 42:21

    the phone this morning

  • 42:22

    she said how are you doing how's your

  • 42:24

    mental health how's you i said mandy

  • 42:27

    when everybody chooses their goal in

  • 42:30

    life

  • 42:31

    or their path you have to take what

  • 42:33

    comes on that path

  • 42:35

    i agree with that i chose this you're

  • 42:37

    right i picked this

  • 42:38

    you're right they're gonna throw their

  • 42:41

    stones they're gonna throw bricks

  • 42:42

    they're gonna want to see me

  • 42:44

    fall on my [ __ ] face they gonna

  • 42:45

    they're gonna want to see me rise

  • 42:47

    fall get love be hated they're gonna

  • 42:49

    want all of that [ __ ] and i'm prepared

  • 42:51

    to get it

  • 42:51

    because i chose this path i'm with all

  • 42:53

    the smoke no pun intended

  • 42:55

    i agree with you but what i'm saying is

  • 42:57

    if i know

  • 42:59

    purposely somebody is making a conscious

  • 43:02

    effort to do me harm

  • 43:04

    whether it's physical emotional social

  • 43:06

    spiritual whatever the case financial

  • 43:09

    harm i'm not talking to you we just

  • 43:11

    spoke about this

  • 43:12

    i'm not kicking it with you i'm not

  • 43:14

    doing my pull-up with you

  • 43:16

    on there [ __ ] you i disagree with you i

  • 43:18

    i know

  • 43:19

    let me count to your point we two human

  • 43:20

    beings let me count to your point i'm

  • 43:21

    not doing that but let me put it back to

  • 43:23

    you because then it makes you look phony

  • 43:24

    if you knew a [ __ ] was shooting for you

  • 43:26

    since 2010

  • 43:27

    and you sitting there interviewing a

  • 43:28

    [ __ ] in your living room [ __ ] him

  • 43:31

    i'm not doing it i'm not doing that

  • 43:34

    i'll take the gig and i'll take the

  • 43:36

    stranger's shirt

  • 43:38

    i'm off my tangent but my brain works

  • 43:40

    weird this way

  • 43:41

    so just follow me i was watching an

  • 43:44

    interview

  • 43:45

    vlad [ __ ] you vlad was interviewing

  • 43:49

    some real live street [ __ ]

  • 43:53

    and the real live street [ __ ] was a

  • 43:54

    part of

  • 43:56

    the supreme team and all of this other

  • 43:57

    [ __ ] that i won't get into

  • 43:59

    and that led me down a supreme team

  • 44:02

    rabbit hole of

  • 44:03

    prime and bimmy and just anybody in that

  • 44:07

    story

  • 44:08

    which kept me in queens and i know some

  • 44:11

    of the people that i was reading about

  • 44:13

    right and i started reading about

  • 44:16

    murders

  • 44:18

    about some queens street legend [ __ ]

  • 44:20

    that

  • 44:21

    just got killed and some of those

  • 44:23

    stories were

  • 44:25

    or did some killing allegedly reading

  • 44:27

    this is all in newspapers

  • 44:29

    i'm not i'm not this is all out right

  • 44:31

    don't think i'm that guy

  • 44:33

    but in some of them stories what i kept

  • 44:35

    reading was

  • 44:37

    [ __ ] went to meet up with the plug yada

  • 44:39

    yada yada yada happened

  • 44:41

    bodies and i said damn that's

  • 44:44

    interesting i never put myself in that

  • 44:46

    psyche

  • 44:46

    i never put myself in the mind of the

  • 44:48

    dude of

  • 44:50

    the power ghost the guy that's going to

  • 44:52

    meet the plug but i really plan on

  • 44:53

    taking this work

  • 44:56

    that's the gig i agree

  • 44:59

    there's things that come with every gig

  • 45:02

    you pick

  • 45:03

    and this gig me and charlemagne don't

  • 45:06

    i've never been his house

  • 45:07

    he's been to your house for the gig

  • 45:10

    [ __ ] that yeah no no but again not in my

  • 45:12

    house you're better than me it's work

  • 45:13

    you better just for the game now it's

  • 45:16

    for the gig but the analogy you use

  • 45:17

    yo let me all right let me say this i'll

  • 45:19

    die for the gig let me say that

  • 45:21

    because when i'm saying the gig some

  • 45:23

    people i'm saying

  • 45:25

    whatever it is that you've given your

  • 45:27

    life to the street [ __ ] i'm talking

  • 45:29

    about

  • 45:29

    they died for that gig and that's my i

  • 45:31

    was going to address that right

  • 45:33

    in that game you have no choice

  • 45:36

    right like the plug is the plug you go

  • 45:38

    to pick up that's part of the game

  • 45:40

    so you pick but with you you picking and

  • 45:43

    choosing

  • 45:43

    who you can associate with who you could

  • 45:46

    who you could tie into

  • 45:47

    your ties or your choices now let me all

  • 45:50

    right

  • 45:51

    wow this is we're getting somewhere good

  • 45:53

    my true i wouldn't choose to deal with

  • 45:55

    somebody that i know

  • 45:56

    you're purposely trying to do something

  • 45:57

    you are thought provoking for me

  • 46:01

    i guess that's good i guess that's good

  • 46:03

    this says something and he gets my

  • 46:05

    thoughts to going

  • 46:06

    let me reference my famous snowfall

  • 46:09

    scene that i love so much that applies

  • 46:12

    to [ __ ]

  • 46:13

    every day in this content game franklin

  • 46:16

    said deleon

  • 46:18

    you want you want me to startle where

  • 46:20

    you want me to be mad

  • 46:22

    because i hire another cause how another

  • 46:25

    [ __ ] talk genius but

  • 46:29

    everyday [ __ ] get mad and [ __ ] like

  • 46:30

    that what i'm saying is this ish

  • 46:35

    i have no reason to ever be mad at a

  • 46:38

    charlemagne even with him doing all that

  • 46:40

    [ __ ] that he did

  • 46:41

    you ain't got to be mad so it's just

  • 46:43

    saying we don't have to be

  • 46:44

    besties i'm not disagreeing i think let

  • 46:47

    me tell you something with ish a little

  • 46:49

    bit

  • 46:49

    i know but i'm trying to i'm trying to

  • 46:51

    tell y'all something and then y'all can

  • 46:52

    respond to it listen to this

  • 46:54

    charlemagne not liking joe budden and

  • 46:56

    damn see this is what i wanted the park

  • 46:58

    has to be transparent time

  • 47:00

    charlemagne not liking joe budden is at

  • 47:02

    the lowest of totem poles

  • 47:04

    indeed the lowest

  • 47:07

    of the totem poles he alters nothing for

  • 47:10

    me

  • 47:11

    he changes nothing in my world where i'm

  • 47:14

    going

  • 47:15

    there's the hedge fund [ __ ] that don't

  • 47:17

    like me

  • 47:18

    there's the board members that don't

  • 47:20

    like me there's the racist people

  • 47:23

    at the companies that don't like me is

  • 47:25

    the racism and

  • 47:26

    advertising that don't like me it's real

  • 47:29

    fights with people that do not

  • 47:32

    like me that i have to exhaust energy on

  • 47:35

    to eat

  • 47:36

    and to feed people and to get my

  • 47:38

    charlemagne is not that

  • 47:40

    that's why i get confused when

  • 47:43

    like whatever he said he said something

  • 47:45

    oh i know what's going on behind the

  • 47:47

    scenes and

  • 47:48

    [ __ ] we are of no relation to each

  • 47:51

    other outside of my goal oh

  • 47:53

    you're cracking your neck i want to hear

  • 47:54

    let's do it

  • 47:56

    you know that right you're saying

  • 47:59

    there are bigger nemesis that i need to

  • 48:03

    encounter

  • 48:04

    to get where i'm trying to go right and

  • 48:06

    i gotta talk to him

  • 48:08

    indeed i gotta deal with him i gotta

  • 48:10

    communicate let me go

  • 48:11

    rub elbow go to dinner with him yeah you

  • 48:14

    gotta talk to him right

  • 48:15

    right cool granted that's a hat you have

  • 48:18

    to do that with regards to him

  • 48:21

    one he don't know that the [ __ ] he's

  • 48:24

    doing

  • 48:25

    is not gonna have long-term effects on

  • 48:27

    your

  • 48:28

    success you know that but wait how you

  • 48:32

    don't know that

  • 48:32

    because if he because he's trying to

  • 48:35

    what do you mean he don't know that

  • 48:37

    i said how don't you know that you say

  • 48:40

    he might be short-sighted

  • 48:41

    i don't know the guy that's what i'm

  • 48:43

    saying when he's take

  • 48:45

    shut up man when he is no i'm saying

  • 48:47

    they've only tried to kill me for 20

  • 48:49

    years

  • 48:50

    so again all right so watch this if a

  • 48:52

    [ __ ] is trying to kill you and they got

  • 48:53

    you in the garage and they set the

  • 48:55

    garage on fire

  • 48:56

    and they lock all the doors they don't

  • 48:57

    know you got the [ __ ] crowbar in your

  • 48:59

    pocket

  • 49:00

    they get out the door so because you

  • 49:02

    tried to kill me

  • 49:03

    and you were unsuccessful at doing so

  • 49:06

    i'm not

  • 49:07

    talking to you because your intent was

  • 49:09

    otherwise

  • 49:10

    it's the intent if i'm intending to end

  • 49:13

    you or to harm you

  • 49:15

    [ __ ] i'm not chopping it up with you

  • 49:16

    when i see you in the street you

  • 49:18

    definitely not sitting at my [ __ ]

  • 49:19

    dining room table

  • 49:20

    especially if i don't need you

  • 49:22

    especially if i don't need you like you

  • 49:24

    just said

  • 49:25

    these exact same advertising [ __ ] you

  • 49:27

    need this [ __ ] right here you don't

  • 49:30

    need so i'm not [ __ ] piling with you

  • 49:34

    [ __ ] out of here [ __ ] you lucky i don't

  • 49:35

    know how to crack my neck hold up let me

  • 49:37

    know

  • 49:38

    let me i'm not talking to you don't i

  • 49:40

    won't even say hi

  • 49:46

    double digit years i'm not talking to

  • 49:48

    you and i know you're purposely trying

  • 49:50

    to bring me in my family home you got

  • 49:51

    kids

  • 49:52

    known as michael it's your girl well

  • 49:54

    first of all he can't harm you

  • 49:55

    that's not the point so when you say

  • 49:56

    yeah

  • 50:04

    right here is when you strap me or

  • 50:07

    not you but is when i'm strapped against

  • 50:11

    who i am as a person and that seems to

  • 50:14

    be happening to me a lot

  • 50:15

    lately and what i mean is this i support

  • 50:18

    everything he's doing

  • 50:20

    so it's not him it's not personalized

  • 50:23

    stop

  • 50:24

    who i am in my soul and spirit

  • 50:28

    supports all of the black people out

  • 50:32

    there that

  • 50:32

    are actively striving and have a plan

  • 50:35

    and a goal and they get somewhere

  • 50:37

    all that good stuff right

  • 50:42

    it still doesn't put them at your dining

  • 50:44

    room table i could wish you success from

  • 50:46

    where the [ __ ] over here

  • 50:47

    that don't mean you have my dining room

  • 50:48

    table that'll mean i even have to engage

  • 50:51

    in a conversation with you

  • 50:53

    because i want you to be successful and

  • 50:55

    i want you to win those two totally

  • 50:57

    different arguments

  • 50:58

    i'm not talking to you i'm not shaking

  • 51:01

    your hand

  • 51:02

    i'm not hugging you i'm not doing none

  • 51:04

    of that [ __ ]

  • 51:05

    but over there i want you to win i know

  • 51:07

    but rest in peace stack bundles

  • 51:08

    this is how he was murdered and this is

  • 51:11

    a problem

  • 51:12

    for a lot of black people we just that's

  • 51:15

    who we are as a people

  • 51:16

    okay we're welcoming we're helpful we're

  • 51:18

    forgiving we're compassionate we're

  • 51:20

    all of those things so if you got a

  • 51:22

    [ __ ] thriving

  • 51:23

    media company and i have a thriving

  • 51:26

    media company like the same [ __ ] i'm

  • 51:27

    saying about mall and brewery like

  • 51:28

    there's too many solutions here for

  • 51:29

    there to be problems

  • 51:30

    like what what would the problem be like

  • 51:33

    the two companies could not even like

  • 51:35

    each other and work together i'm not

  • 51:37

    disagreeing with that

  • 51:38

    yeah but when you say when you're saying

  • 51:40

    your company

  • 51:41

    exactly we have nothing to worry about i

  • 51:42

    can't bankrupt my company and that's it

  • 51:45

    and the fact that what y'all saying is

  • 51:46

    off is off for me on a tangent

  • 51:49

    that that you can't bankrupt my company

  • 51:52

    leads me full circle back to my kwame

  • 51:55

    brown

  • 51:56

    charlemagne point which is if kwame

  • 51:58

    brown is from monks corner south

  • 52:00

    carolina

  • 52:01

    and made it to something that five

  • 52:04

    percent of people achieve

  • 52:05

    and you acknowledge that then what the

  • 52:08

    [ __ ] is the difference

  • 52:09

    from joe button from washington projects

  • 52:14

    washington projects whose family is from

  • 52:17

    sumter south carolina becoming a

  • 52:19

    multi-millionaire before your very eyes

  • 52:21

    alone what's the difference it's no

  • 52:24

    different you can't shame either

  • 52:26

    you're right so careful about what you

  • 52:29

    shame when you sit up here on these

  • 52:31

    [ __ ] yeah i mean that's

  • 52:32

    it yeah i'm not disagreeing with that

  • 52:35

    i'm saying

  • 52:36

    now you know where angle he's taking no

  • 52:39

    now i'm not buying him uh

  • 52:41

    uh any any chicken from kentucky fried

  • 52:43

    anymore i mean uh from kennedy fried

  • 52:44

    chicken okay charlemagne don't know me

  • 52:48

    there's a long list of people out there

  • 52:50

    that speak about me that they

  • 52:52

    don't really know me but i took offense

  • 52:56

    to that

  • 52:56

    why because they're trying to get [ __ ]

  • 52:59

    paid

  • 53:01

    so it's talking about 85 million dollars

  • 53:04

    being generational wealth for where some

  • 53:07

    of us come from

  • 53:09

    no 1 million dollars is generational

  • 53:12

    wealth for where some of us come from

  • 53:14

    a half a ticket one five

  • 53:18

    two five i'm saying numbers today that

  • 53:21

    i've never

  • 53:21

    imagined myself saying i'm saying i'm

  • 53:25

    saying numbers today that i've never

  • 53:26

    learned

  • 53:27

    math on let me not get loud people think

  • 53:29

    i'm erratic when i'm loud

  • 53:31

    and i'm not a rad right so i

  • 53:34

    went and tore his ass up something nice

  • 53:39

    thanos style pow pow-pow

  • 53:42

    get off me little [ __ ] because i don't

  • 53:44

    play with you [ __ ]

  • 53:46

    please don't say power pow just a little

  • 53:48

    pow-pow but the pow-pow

  • 53:50

    i didn't articulate it right but

  • 53:51

    everything kwame brown is saying

  • 53:53

    was my point hey if we in the black

  • 53:56

    media space then let's handle it like

  • 53:58

    black media but some of you

  • 53:59

    are puppets some of you are controlled

  • 54:03

    and some of you are executing interest

  • 54:05

    outside of your own

  • 54:08

    so why would you attempt to devalue me

  • 54:11

    100

  • 54:12

    black owned black everything plus parks

  • 54:18

    when i'm trying to change the lives of

  • 54:21

    so

  • 54:21

    many people let me get it off of me i

  • 54:24

    pow powered him really quickly

  • 54:28

    and in that pow pow i said don't make me

  • 54:31

    go fine

  • 54:32

    i'll go find her i'll go find home like

  • 54:35

    if we playing dirty

  • 54:37

    tell me because i know how to play dirty

  • 54:41

    and magically it all stopped it

  • 54:44

    wouldn't you [ __ ] have it magically

  • 54:47

    it all

  • 54:48

    stopped and nobody was talking about

  • 54:50

    thanos anymore

  • 54:52

    until recently your co-hosts look like

  • 54:55

    they [ __ ] get up and had a hissy fit

  • 54:57

    look like you did some [ __ ] to them

  • 54:58

    and now dana everybody's talking

  • 55:01

    yet again and i listen to something that

  • 55:02

    this [ __ ] said while he was talking

  • 55:04

    about me of course

  • 55:06

    and he kept talking like and he did this

  • 55:07

    last time he said oh we'll that's we'll

  • 55:09

    see we'll let the action speak louder

  • 55:11

    than words

  • 55:11

    we'll see who the prophet is we'll see

  • 55:13

    the last one standing there and i'm

  • 55:14

    listening to this

  • 55:15

    [ __ ] and i'm like yo what the [ __ ]

  • 55:18

    is this [ __ ] talking about

  • 55:21

    when we're unrelated

  • 55:24

    every time it come up i keep saying it's

  • 55:27

    unrelated you don't know what

  • 55:29

    it's the same thing he said at the end

  • 55:31

    of his apology you don't know what

  • 55:32

    someone else's

  • 55:33

    troubles are demons are successes are

  • 55:36

    you don't know how to rate things

  • 55:37

    you don't know how to judge things all

  • 55:40

    of that stuff is true

  • 55:42

    and here we are kwame brown says the

  • 55:44

    same thing he brings up that same point

  • 55:46

    of contention and what do you know

  • 55:47

    magically

  • 55:49

    [ __ ] stops again now do you [ __ ]

  • 55:52

    [ __ ] stops again i know i have no

  • 55:54

    proof for nothing

  • 55:55

    right because i was gonna i'm just

  • 55:57

    watching how things play

  • 55:59

    i get it ice they added a game now they

  • 56:02

    think i don't know whoever they might be

  • 56:04

    i'm not accusing anyone

  • 56:06

    of anything i'm saying i be having the

  • 56:08

    blinders on so much

  • 56:10

    that i'm just focused on me and my

  • 56:12

    people and getting everybody to where

  • 56:13

    they need to go

  • 56:14

    but the second i try to look to the side

  • 56:16

    and pick up the phone

  • 56:18

    or make a call or get some information

  • 56:21

    they right back at it again with these

  • 56:23

    nasty behind the scenes media games

  • 56:26

    shorty say what she say now somebody

  • 56:28

    hiring a team looking for somebody else

  • 56:30

    to say something that that

  • 56:31

    is dead another girl is who was

  • 56:32

    uncomfortable [ __ ]

  • 56:35

    enough of the behind the scenes mess

  • 56:37

    this is just a culmination of behind the

  • 56:39

    scenes mess

  • 56:40

    from people because i was like so when

  • 56:42

    you talk about lawyers

  • 56:44

    and cease and desists and things of that

  • 56:46

    nature families we play in the game once

  • 56:48

    we not playing the game

  • 56:50

    my mutual respect for charlemagne always

  • 56:52

    came because

  • 56:53

    you didn't appear to be so sensitive you

  • 56:55

    appeared to take the job the gig is the

  • 56:57

    gig and what comes with it comes with it

  • 56:58

    if that means you get attacked outside

  • 57:00

    the radio station

  • 57:01

    if that means [ __ ] say your name hey i

  • 57:03

    got punched in the face hey whatever

  • 57:05

    comes with the gig comes with the gig

  • 57:07

    you lose a bag you get a bag what comes

  • 57:09

    when it comes with it

  • 57:12

    until it starts getting until it starts

  • 57:14

    getting

  • 57:15

    that's where i was getting right yeah

  • 57:16

    yeah

  • 57:19

    i'm off on the tangent i didn't want to

  • 57:20

    go off on the tangent but i have a

  • 57:22

    problem with people now nowadays and

  • 57:24

    boys it's happening a lot we hanging on

  • 57:25

    to every social injustice

  • 57:28

    we hanging on the mental health it's a

  • 57:30

    lot of people hanging on and [ __ ] that

  • 57:32

    i'm just watching your day-to-day

  • 57:33

    actions to see if you live that [ __ ] or

  • 57:35

    you just talking it

  • 57:36

    you talking faith or you live by faith

  • 57:39

    if you're a mental health guy

  • 57:40

    you didn't know that [ __ ] bombarding

  • 57:43

    this man's whole family on the radio

  • 57:45

    would be a mental health thing

  • 57:47

    tell me you didn't and if you sent a

  • 57:49

    cease and de

  • 57:50

    a desist that means that your initial

  • 57:52

    reaction

  • 57:53

    is from business and lawyer [ __ ] it's

  • 57:56

    not from

  • 57:56

    soul and merit and gut

  • 58:01

    and that's where you lose me at and

  • 58:03

    that's why i'm not on the internet i'm a

  • 58:05

    mental health guy

  • 58:06

    still mental health month we got a

  • 58:07

    couple days left

  • 58:09

    if you big on mental health then be big

  • 58:11

    on it at all times

  • 58:13

    don't just look to kick [ __ ] when they

  • 58:15

    down or when you gotta one up or when

  • 58:17

    your platform is

  • 58:18

    i'm no longer just talking to

  • 58:19

    charlemagne i'm talking about as a whole

  • 58:22

    i just see a lot of it this is not the

  • 58:24

    first time i've talked about this here

  • 58:25

    i talked about it with keith stanfield

  • 58:28

    i've been on this

  • 58:30

    i trust patterns i talked about it with

  • 58:33

    me

  • 58:35

    just got to be careful man you got to be

  • 58:37

    careful where's my phone at actually

  • 58:38

    because now hey while i'm on this topic

  • 58:40

    while i'm on this topic

  • 58:42

    while i'm on this topic let me not leave

  • 58:44

    this topic i'm here to pod today

  • 58:46

    here's my point here's a joke button

  • 58:49

    this is logic

  • 58:51

    okay i'm gonna read it word for word

  • 58:54

    here's a joe budden song i'm gonna read

  • 58:58

    it word for word

  • 58:59

    like he read mine

  • 59:02

    here we go you ready

  • 59:05

    pump pump just of course pump pump

  • 59:09

    you logically you sound like serious

  • 59:11

    pumps

  • 59:14

    pump pumps

  • 59:30

    we gonna do it like ah ah

  • 59:36

    let me get my glasses for this where are

  • 59:37

    my glasses i need to make sure i'm

  • 59:39

    doing it the justice and i'm reading it

  • 59:40

    correctly it's very important

  • 59:44

    look pump it up if you came to get

  • 59:47

    crosstalk

  • 59:48

    no no oh you know the words better than

  • 59:49

    me oh with it

  • 59:51

    excuse me sorry

  • 59:54

    come on he deserved

  • 59:58

    that was logic what was the point of

  • 1:00:00

    that like

  • 1:00:01

    what was that to say

  • 1:00:04

    you're of course you don't understand

  • 1:00:06

    let me help you your club record was

  • 1:00:08

    bad lyrics was he saying let me help ish

  • 1:00:11

    logic is mr mental health

  • 1:00:17

    logic i may have said some bad things

  • 1:00:19

    about in the past

  • 1:00:20

    okay logic said joe budden forced him

  • 1:00:23

    into retirement by saying really mean

  • 1:00:26

    things

  • 1:00:28

    logic later said i was suicidal

  • 1:00:32

    because and my mental health

  • 1:00:36

    has was in bad shape because of the

  • 1:00:39

    things

  • 1:00:40

    that joe budden said logic

  • 1:00:43

    you're not hearing me yet put out a

  • 1:00:45

    single

  • 1:00:47

    with the suicide prevention number

  • 1:00:50

    as the phone number it's a song title

  • 1:00:54

    yeah that's what i mean i'm sorry i

  • 1:00:56

    remember that do you see where i'm going

  • 1:00:58

    with

  • 1:00:58

    people that say they're one thing

  • 1:01:02

    but their actions say something else now

  • 1:01:05

    let's insert thanos back into this

  • 1:01:07

    is logic ever going to say anything to

  • 1:01:10

    hurt joe budden's feelings

  • 1:01:11

    let me help everybody some of y'all in

  • 1:01:13

    here to know it knows me

  • 1:01:14

    is logic going to say anything to her

  • 1:01:16

    joe budden's feelings no

  • 1:01:17

    is charlemagne going to say anything to

  • 1:01:19

    her joe budden's feelings no

  • 1:01:20

    is uh what's the girl is she going to

  • 1:01:23

    say something to her

  • 1:01:24

    it don't matter she's going to say

  • 1:01:25

    something to her but feelings there's a

  • 1:01:27

    list of people

  • 1:01:28

    say some merchant button i want to get

  • 1:01:30

    the list out of the way

  • 1:01:32

    because that's the thing that i need

  • 1:01:33

    people to know like i got blinders on

  • 1:01:36

    and i'm focused on what i'm focused on i

  • 1:01:39

    don't give a [ __ ] about

  • 1:01:40

    nothing that you [ __ ] say but walk it

  • 1:01:42

    like you talk it

  • 1:01:44

    yeah yeah walk it like you talk it any

  • 1:01:46

    mistake i made i just made it

  • 1:01:48

    organically i didn't know

  • 1:01:50

    it wasn't another agenda i wasn't trying

  • 1:01:53

    to hurt somebody i wasn't malicious

  • 1:01:55

    i wasn't robbing and stealing i'm

  • 1:01:58

    talking about an adult life

  • 1:01:59

    i'm talking about an adult life it's

  • 1:02:02

    only been an attempt to help people will

  • 1:02:04

    i make a mistake along the way you

  • 1:02:06

    [ __ ] right i'm human and i embrace my

  • 1:02:08

    imperfections

  • 1:02:09

    but the second i say something about

  • 1:02:11

    logic back

  • 1:02:12

    and you know who gonna feel bad me

  • 1:02:16

    know why because i'm a [ __ ] mental

  • 1:02:18

    health guy

  • 1:02:22

    no i don't like that now

  • 1:02:26

    since you want to pull out clips and i'm

  • 1:02:28

    going to do this and move right along

  • 1:02:31

    i got a clip that i've been dying to

  • 1:02:33

    play for you

  • 1:02:36

    some of y'all don't know because i'm a

  • 1:02:38

    mental health guy

  • 1:02:39

    i save videos in my phone that make me

  • 1:02:42

    feel good

  • 1:02:44

    yesterday i saved one to one arm [ __ ]

  • 1:02:46

    at

  • 1:02:48

    he's talking on everybody sean camp

  • 1:02:50

    tomahawk boom

  • 1:02:51

    crossover switch it up oh he's going

  • 1:02:53

    crazy out there i saved it it makes me

  • 1:02:55

    feel good

  • 1:02:56

    but i have another video here hey you

  • 1:02:59

    guys talk while i find this video

  • 1:03:01

    okay okay

  • 1:03:04

    that's talking here it is i found it

  • 1:03:05

    because do you know who logic is

  • 1:03:08

    do you know that he's biracial no i

  • 1:03:10

    don't know who he is he's biracial

  • 1:03:12

    okay that's been like his

  • 1:03:16

    thing wow he's reminding people that a

  • 1:03:18

    lot why you stopping

  • 1:03:19

    no he did he's reminded people a lot he

  • 1:03:22

    raps

  • 1:03:23

    about being biracial if i'm getting all

  • 1:03:25

    my gripes out the way

  • 1:03:26

    okay one of my gripes with logic is that

  • 1:03:29

    he says he's biracial

  • 1:03:32

    all the time all the time but he looks

  • 1:03:33

    white he don't look like but

  • 1:03:35

    so here's one of the videos i have and

  • 1:03:36

    i'm going to play it for the people that

  • 1:03:37

    don't know that logic

  • 1:03:39

    is biracial ready

  • 1:03:42

    and i'm just as white as that mona lisa

  • 1:03:44

    i'm just as black as my cousin keisha

  • 1:03:46

    i'm biracial so bye felicia

  • 1:03:48

    where a biracial baby was born to a

  • 1:03:50

    black father and a white mother with an

  • 1:03:52

    urge

  • 1:03:53

    to break free at this biracial jail cell

  • 1:03:55

    black daddy white mama caused by racial

  • 1:03:57

    drake's biracial

  • 1:03:58

    obama's biracials my father's black yeah

  • 1:04:00

    and your mom is white

  • 1:04:01

    yep the biracial community as well

  • 1:04:04

    blood is the slave and the master my

  • 1:04:06

    lineage

  • 1:04:08

    was the slave and the mass please stop

  • 1:04:10

    that

  • 1:04:15

    [Music]

  • 1:04:20

    everybody want to tell me what i am what

  • 1:04:22

    i am now i'm playing the whole

  • 1:04:25

    the whole thing logic you better watch

  • 1:04:26

    your [ __ ] mouth and leave me alone

  • 1:04:28

    with another verse about how much i'm

  • 1:04:30

    black again

  • 1:04:31

    the kid's at school

  • 1:04:44

    this is a voice album royce you should

  • 1:04:45

    be ashamed of yourself

  • 1:04:48

    oh and i was just like never talked

  • 1:04:49

    about it i was like man

  • 1:04:51

    it's so great being a white rapper white

  • 1:04:54

    white

  • 1:04:54

    white white and for me i'm proud to be

  • 1:04:58

    biracial logic

  • 1:05:02

    hear me and hear me good

  • 1:05:05

    i love you start with love

  • 1:05:09

    no i'm keeping it low i'm keeping it low

  • 1:05:11

    i realize a lot of people

  • 1:05:14

    take me wrong because i don't give a

  • 1:05:15

    [ __ ] about them but y'all shouldn't

  • 1:05:17

    personalize that

  • 1:05:18

    i just don't give a [ __ ] about y'all

  • 1:05:22

    that's not a that's not a i don't mean

  • 1:05:24

    that as offense to you

  • 1:05:27

    i don't mean to spite your being in

  • 1:05:29

    existence

  • 1:05:31

    logic i will never give a [ __ ] about

  • 1:05:34

    nothing you say but i love you and i

  • 1:05:36

    wish you well

  • 1:05:37

    i wish you peace i wish you

  • 1:05:39

    understanding

  • 1:05:40

    i wish you fam let it go

  • 1:05:45

    just let it go well some people can't

  • 1:05:47

    listen

  • 1:05:48

    not saying he can't but some people

  • 1:05:50

    can't let it go joe logic

  • 1:05:52

    uh charlemagne

  • 1:05:57

    who else uh

  • 1:06:01

    ebony k

  • 1:06:06

    what's wrong with ebony ebony k williams

  • 1:06:08

    did a interview recently and she said

  • 1:06:10

    that i professionally ghosted her

  • 1:06:12

    what does that mean yeah kim what is

  • 1:06:15

    professionally ghosting

  • 1:06:18

    no you wouldn't why are you moving again

  • 1:06:23

    brooklyn that's the brooklyn my dog used

  • 1:06:25

    to do when he wanted food

  • 1:06:29

    i wanna

  • 1:06:34

    i don't know when it's okay to be joke

  • 1:06:36

    y'all answer it what is professionally

  • 1:06:38

    ghosted

  • 1:06:39

    uh does anybody want to shoot you on the

  • 1:06:42

    show with her

  • 1:06:43

    we did the show was great you had um did

  • 1:06:46

    you know her before the show

  • 1:06:47

    no you had a professional relationship

  • 1:06:49

    with her yes correct maybe she wanted to

  • 1:06:51

    work with you further and

  • 1:06:52

    maybe the second that the show and ebony

  • 1:06:54

    is great so please don't no no

  • 1:06:55

    mistake anything that i'm saying ebony

  • 1:06:57

    is great yes

  • 1:06:58

    but was she joking when she said that if

  • 1:07:01

    anyway right

  • 1:07:02

    i don't know i don't know i don't know

  • 1:07:04

    i'm just trying to wrap my head around

  • 1:07:05

    what professionally ghosting means

  • 1:07:07

    because i'm looking at the flip side of

  • 1:07:09

    that as it's never what it means

  • 1:07:11

    it's what you imply and what she was

  • 1:07:12

    implying pardon me was

  • 1:07:14

    hey we did a show it was great when the

  • 1:07:16

    show ended i never heard from joe

  • 1:07:19

    and then i went on to do a deal with uh

  • 1:07:21

    charlemagne i did a podcast or something

  • 1:07:22

    with charlemagne and maybe that's why

  • 1:07:25

    i didn't hear from joe anymore so it's

  • 1:07:26

    just a picture that you paint

  • 1:07:30

    and it's like am i not in my shop

  • 1:07:33

    calling somebody because you did a deal

  • 1:07:35

    somewhere like

  • 1:07:36

    it's a lot of people that don't know me

  • 1:07:38

    speaking about their business she's

  • 1:07:39

    called experience with shut up huh did

  • 1:07:41

    she call you

  • 1:07:44

    uh like not out of the ordinary

  • 1:07:47

    yeah she's she was married i'm not even

  • 1:07:49

    talking about what i'm calling you for

  • 1:07:51

    no pipe i'm talking i didn't say that

  • 1:07:52

    but what i'm saying is what do i look

  • 1:07:54

    like calling

  • 1:07:54

    am my married co-host once work

  • 1:07:58

    hours i've been thinking i'm being

  • 1:08:00

    respectful and people take it like what

  • 1:08:02

    i was trying to say the

  • 1:08:03

    the flip side of that would be if you

  • 1:08:04

    were calling her it would be

  • 1:08:06

    you know she called you she might have

  • 1:08:07

    called you on a saturday at 12 o'clock

  • 1:08:10

    to discuss some business so she might

  • 1:08:11

    have called you

  • 1:08:12

    multiple times and then you not answered

  • 1:08:14

    she might have felt professionally

  • 1:08:16

    ghosted

  • 1:08:17

    you get what i'm saying i'm trying to

  • 1:08:18

    shoot us some bell well continue to

  • 1:08:20

    shoot us some bail

  • 1:08:21

    because i i personally don't understand

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    it

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    and that's where some of my gripes start

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    to coming from

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    and letting people just paint you with

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    their brush professionally ghosted

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    that's that that's back to my point

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    earlier about that i was saying the

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    parks

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    about things being out out of my control

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    about how people view me

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    now how people speak to me what people

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    will

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    and will not say to me it's true it's

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    true-ish i'm not disagreeing with that

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    no i'm just saying that i don't know

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    what

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    your relationship was like with her i

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    hired her

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    still me directly me not not revolt

  • 1:09:00

    not a revolt executive me

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    okay and you guys had a great work

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    relationship stupid maybe

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    amazing couldn't be better couldn't be

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    better

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    it's it's on tape that's that's and

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    that'd be my thing stupid me be thinking

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    when you have these amazing experiences

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    with people

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    and you leave then they're left with

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    that amazing experience and that's what

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    they would

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    [ __ ] hey if i met you one time actually

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    you tell me all the time a toy

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    toy dude i don't know him whatever you

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    say every time you all got up you had a

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    blast

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    so when you share those stories that's

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    what i got

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    i'd be thinking everybody do that and

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    they don't no that's real

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    it's i mean this happened i'm sure

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    everybody in here like you thought you

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    had a good relationship with somebody

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    and then

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    some third party calls them and they

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    [ __ ] on you you'd be like yo that was my

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    [ __ ]

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    i mean i thought it was i thought it was

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    it happens um

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    i wouldn't say she [ __ ] on you but you

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    know she didn't [ __ ] on me but you leave

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    she's got a lot of room for people to

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    interpret yeah

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    especially in this climate where

  • 1:10:03

    everything that you're going through

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    with females etcetera etcetera

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    and you're a lawyer so i take that a

  • 1:10:07

    different way because law is you leaving

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    things open to interpretation no

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    no what's with you being a lawyer and i

  • 1:10:13

    said i've seen a revolt show

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    she's a really articulate chick and she

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    can convey whatever she thought she

  • 1:10:18

    wants to convey

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    so when you're that good of a

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    communicator you don't leave that open

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    space for somebody to interpret on it

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    negatively

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    unless you did it on purpose unless you

  • 1:10:29

    unless that's the goal and i don't even

  • 1:10:31

    we don't have to stay here it just was

  • 1:10:33

    in lieu of the conversation that we were

  • 1:10:35

    having

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    uh no again and and if you're saying

  • 1:10:39

    that you had a really good relationship

  • 1:10:41

    with her

  • 1:10:42

    right people were going to interview

  • 1:10:44

    your old co-workers your old female

  • 1:10:46

    co-workers

  • 1:10:46

    and that this is my nah this is my [ __ ]

  • 1:10:49

    that's my man right there

  • 1:10:50

    matter of fact i miss him i'm about to

  • 1:10:52

    call him and curse him out because i

  • 1:10:53

    wished him happy birthday

  • 1:10:54

    and he didn't say nothing back i'mma

  • 1:10:56

    curse you out [ __ ] but you're my man

  • 1:10:58

    you're gonna see it's gonna keep talking

  • 1:10:59

    and i'm gonna start having real talk

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    you're gonna keep talking and start

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    happening well now i had real talk and i

  • 1:11:04

    took it out

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    i'm not real talking anymore that's cool

  • 1:11:07

    no i'm never what i'm saying like yo you

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    my [ __ ] like

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    well yeah well onto me being dark where

  • 1:11:12

    we at the hour mark

  • 1:11:13

    oh no i could get cooking right now

  • 1:11:16

    cooking right now i could cook in that

  • 1:11:18

    hour mark let me give him a little let

  • 1:11:20

    me boil some water at least

  • 1:11:21

    come boys waters kitchen might get

  • 1:11:22

    steamy it's cool ish now that i'm dog

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    from the internet

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    i stepped back and i just got time to

  • 1:11:28

    look at [ __ ] and when i looked at what

  • 1:11:30

    happened last time

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    with uh you wasn't present with the last

  • 1:11:34

    [ __ ] it was

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    one interview pops up on a friday then

  • 1:11:40

    another interview pops up

  • 1:11:41

    on a saturday then something else pops

  • 1:11:45

    up

  • 1:11:45

    on a monday and now people with their

  • 1:11:48

    platforms get to talking about it for

  • 1:11:50

    the next

  • 1:11:50

    week however many weeks right and that

  • 1:11:52

    was last time when i thought

  • 1:11:54

    there was a smear campaign i thought and

  • 1:11:57

    could maybe provide some thinking as to

  • 1:11:59

    why i thought that right

  • 1:12:00

    now dark i'm gonna say this and i'm

  • 1:12:02

    gonna keep it pushing

  • 1:12:03

    cause pods ain't for real talk

  • 1:12:08

    did my pod

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    granted i'm accountable for that one

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    [Laughter]

  • 1:12:14

    [Music]

  • 1:12:15

    yeah i take that one i own that mistake

  • 1:12:19

    happens but what happened after that was

  • 1:12:22

    marissa did an interview with adam 22

  • 1:12:24

    she did that the week before but it's

  • 1:12:26

    coming out a week later she did that do

  • 1:12:27

    i think that marissa or adam were

  • 1:12:29

    plotting against me no but it happened

  • 1:12:33

    right after that dropped maul and rory

  • 1:12:35

    dropped

  • 1:12:37

    right after that that was a sunday right

  • 1:12:39

    after that

  • 1:12:40

    the other thing dropped on a monday that

  • 1:12:42

    thing i had got a call about

  • 1:12:43

    three months ago from a lawyer

  • 1:12:47

    timing and two days after that ebony

  • 1:12:50

    drops

  • 1:12:51

    plug in the water buddy and three weeks

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